A Guarded Heart
My heart has always been guarded
With walls I have built so high
I never let anyone all the way in
Because I'm afraid to get hurt.
They say love is a wonderful feeling
Like you're floating on cloud nine
It makes your heat beat slow and fast
But it might get your heart broken.
I never let you in my heart
'Cause you might leave me all alone
Now I'm ready to give you a chance
But you have already moved on.
I tried reaching for you
To see if the love is still there
But you seem to be light years away
The closer I get, the farther you go.
I thought you're going to fight for us
I guess you're not the guy for me
From now on, my heart will be guarded
Vowing to not let anyone enter.
I'm afraid to need and love someone
I'm afraid they'll not need me back
I slowly gave up on what could happen
I lost hope that there will be an "us."
I have never felt so alone in my life
I was never genuinely loved by someone
It's because I kept on pushing them away
I guess it's true that people always leave…