San Francisco, California
San Francisco General Hospital
October 13, 2013; 10: 34 AM
BROOKE'S POV
"No! Don't you ever say that! We are meant to be! After all this time that I fought for us, you're just going to give up?! Damn it Brooke!"
"How dare you?! Tell me, when did you fight for us? You were always with Peyton! You were even too busy to know that I got pregnant in senior year!"
"Huh? What? You were pregnant?"
"Damn it! I shouldn't have told you that. But for the record, yes, I was! I found out at Nathan and Haley's wedding. But I miscarried it after all the maybe I was up crying, because of you!"
"I'm sorry. I have no idea!"
"Cut the crap! Stop saying you're sorry. I'm sick and tired of it! Of course, you had no idea! You were always with Peyton!"
"Let's not talk about that. Just please don't give up Brooke."
"It's easy for you to say that Lucas. It's easy for you because you were not the one who was hurt, who was humiliated, who was crushed, and most of fall, who was defeated from the fight I put for us!"
"You can't Brooke. I need you."
"How about the times that I needed you?! You don't know how hard it was for me to live without the person you love. And you don't know how much I suffered when I lost all my memories. You're not the one who has to experience all the headaches when memories come back. You have no freakin' idea Lucas!"
"I do. A year after you left, I had a heart attack. I spent all my time playing basketball just to keep my mind off of you. I had trouble breathing but I didn't seem to feel it because it's my hurting heart that I felt more. I collapsed and went for a heart transplant. So don't tell me I had no idea 'cause it's not just you who suffered from the heartbreak."
"And you're blaming it on me?!"
"That's beside the point Brooke. All I'm asking you is to don't give up. We'll fight together, just tell me."
"I can't Lucas!"
"Why?"
"I'm not ready to fall in love and be hurt all over again. My heart is not ready to let you in again Lucas. I can't trust you yet. How can I be assured that you don't have feelings for Peyton anymore?"
"I don't. Believe me."
"You know, the first memory that came back to me was the one when you cheated on me the first time. I didn't know why, but I think it was because that was hurt the most. It left a deep scar. The wounds just keep on reopening every time I remember it. You hurt me pretty bad Lucas."
"I know. I'm telling you, I'm sure you are the one. Brooke-"
"Show it Lucas! I need to feel it and see it."
"You know, I promised Keith that if I ever live again, I'll make things right with you. You're making this hard for me Brooke. I will let you see it."
"I think you should go Lucas. We both had a tough day. We still need to rest."
"But Brooke-"
"Lucas, please. For me. It's for the best."
"Just tell me, Brooke, will I ever get a chance to let me love you again?"
"We'll see."
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