A/N: so I'm horrible at this whole update thing… and I don't even know where this story is going anymore… sorry to disappoint… but I don't know if I'm going to keep this story up too much because I can't think of how to progress it anymore… oh and thank you whatever for the drug facts (.) … I actually didn't consider that… but the drugs aren't very important I have now noticed… and that's probably why I got them all wrong… very wrong… don't know what I was attempting there… so really I'm sorry but I don't think I can keep this story going right now…