Disclaimer: I do not own Harry Judd or McFly

A/N: Woo man, I just slept all day…I think I might be sick still sadly. Don't worry I'm posting to both my stories!

Ten

Tom told me what happened last night, or really what happened earlier this morning since it was late at night. He came and found me in my closet in the brace position right after it happened…WHAT? I THOUGHT I WAS GOING TO DIE! You never know when the apocalypse might come, do you now? Apparently James had snuck in through our air conditioning vents and tried to kill Dougie with a toaster, yes you heard me right notebook, a toaster. The lights went out because he was HOLDING the toaster when it was covered in water and plugged it in, according to Doug he lit up like a Christmas tree. I watched as they took him out, well the cops did while Fletch ran around worried that one of us had been killed, and then headed back to my room to sleep. I just got up about fifteen minutes ago since Fletch was letting us have the day off due to 'extra stress' and went to find Dougie. I leaned in his door and figured out he was sitting in his bathroom, in the dark, with a flashlight and his journal. Did you know Dougie talks to himself a lot? Poor boy, slowly going insane but I love him for it. Oh hold on Tom needs something.

Alright so apparently Tom needs me to help him with these costumes him and Dan are using for some party they decided to go to…and both of them are weirdos to the max. I bet that knowing Tom they were going to be Star Wars or something and Tom would be a woman like that Padme girl. Oh no…let me write what happens down kay? This is just so odd!

"Holy mother of god, what are you wearing?!" I screamed as I saw Danny standing there in what appeared to be a girl costume.

"What?" Danny asked, "Does it look bad?"

"YOU'RE A GIRL!"

"Yes, point is?" Tom asked, "Now put this on, I have to make sure it will fit Matt!"

"You, Matt Willis, and Danny are dressing up as…girls? WAY TO JUST SCREAM I'M GAY FLETCHER, GET YOURSELF TOGETHER MAN!" I said shaking my head and Tom laughed as Danny tripped over a chair. I gave a huff and put on the outfit, god I feel like a transvestite at the moment. I'm currently writing and watching Danny and Tom dance around like idiots. Suddenly it went silent and I could hear Dougie walking down the hallway saying our names. Tom and Danny have started giggling; hold on this could be bad.

And I was right, it was. Dougie's going to think I'm a freak forever now, NOOOOOO CRUEL WORLD HOW COULD YOU DO THIS TO MY BEAUTIFUL SELF?

Eleven

So let's see after Dougie found us in the kitchen oddly dressed he sprinted for the door, leaving his journal just sitting there on the counter. I bet you anything Tom or Danny will read it, how stupid of him to leave it laying around! I changed and immediately sprinted outside to find him huddled up by a tree in the woods.

"Dougie what the bloody hell are you doing?" I asked looking down at the boy who was sitting with his knees against the chest. Why did he have to be so cute?!

"HIDING FROM YOU BLOODY LUNATICS!" Dougie screamed and snuggled that odd bear he has, "Mr. Snuggles is the only one that understands me!"

"And you call us lunatics?" I said and sat down beside him, looking out at the woods, "Seriously, what's wrong?"

"YOU WERE ALL DRESSED AS GIRLS HARRY! GIRLS!!!"

"And you don't want to know the reason?" I asked and looked at him making him suddenly sit up straight.

"Uh reason? Wasn't it because you have all become cross dressers and joined a burlesque club?"

"No Doug, it's because Danny and Tom are going to this costume part with Matt Willis and they all decided to dress up as three Victorian ladies for some reason…really odd if you ask me…and Tom wanted me to put on the outfit since you weren't around to help." I explained with a snort.

"That is the weirdest thing I have ever heard. Why don't they just go as ghosts or something?"

"Cause it's the middle of July…"

"Oh right, that would put a damper on things wouldn't it?" Dougie replied smiling which made me almost melt on the inside, "So you're not a cross dresser or a lunatic?"

"That would be James Bourne," I said grinning and adjusted my hat to get the hair out of my eyes. I sat there and talked to the younger boy for the rest of the afternoon about anything and everything we could think of. Tom soon came out though, the party pooper, and dragged us both back inside for dinner. I stayed up working on a drum piece that had been stuck in my mind and soon after I found Dougie asleep in his room. He's an angel when he sleeps, did you know that? Well anyway got up this morning and we got in the car to go to this children's show to promote All About You and that nonsense. Danny and I decided to have fun and we put on show tunes, I swear that Dougie was about to implode and kill us all…too bad he's adorable when he's mad…I just watched Dougie over his shoulder while he wrote about shaving his pubes or something. EVERYONE KNOWS HE DOES BECAUSE DANNY LETS OUT ALL OUR SECRETS, AND I MEAN EVERYONE!! Ha he just went off to beat Danny with his journal and I think it's show time!

Wow okay so where's a closet when I need it? We were doing the show like normal and this nice little girl asks a question we don't normally get..wait let me just write down what happened…I'm still in shock.

"Do any of you keep secrets from the other guys?" a girl who was fairly young asked standing up in the crowd. I sat up and thought about how that was a question we didn't hear as often as the color one.

"Oh that's a toughie because we are always in each other's lives." Danny said thinking, something he doesn't normally do really…kidding.

"We are always there around each other because you know we live together." Tom agreed and gave that confident nod he gets.

"How about you Dougie?" the host asked the boy next to me who was currently in thought and staring off into space like he usually does. They never ask him questions…or maybe it is that he just never answers?

"I'm in love with Harry." Dougie said and my mind basically blew a fuse and I stopped thinking, did he just say what I think he did? CLOSET, GET ME A CLOSET NOW!

"And I'm in love with Danny! Doug's sucha kidder, no we really don't have secrets." Tom said patting Dougie's back. Oh man if that's true…could he be kidding? GOD PLEASE TELL ME YOU'VE FINALLY GIVEN ME SOMETHING THAT I WANT! Watch tomorrow Dougie will die by like cheese or something…ha…DEATH BY CHEEEESSEEE! I'm a freak, sorry. CLOSET TIME!

Twelve

So we got back after all that right and I tried talking to Dougie to tell him that if it was true I loved him as well, but he went and locked himself in his room! He's been there the whole night and now most of the day, we had to call Fletch and tell him that Dougie was sick since we weren't going to be able to get him out of the house obviously… I bet right now he's in the bathroom sitting in the bathtub talking to himself, it's one of his many quirks. Wow so why did I fall in love with one of my best friends you wonder? Well the first time I met him I just knew something was different about him, maybe it was the way he dressed or his personality but there was something there that no one else could see. When we moved in together I was so happy because I got to see him all the time and we would be together ALL THE TIME, it was like a dream come true. As the years went by I grew closer to him and we became the best of friends…and that's when I realized it. That's when I realized I was in love with Dougie Lee Poynter and didn't want anyone else. Oh dude I should shave, hold on a moment.

SOMEONE'S GONE AND NICKED MY RAZOR! I bet it was Dougie…or James…he did have that bag…I wonder what was in it. But seriously, I'm going to have a hard time shaving now if I don't have a razor, gonna have to go an buy one. AGAIN. I hear Tom and Danny out in the hallway I think something's going on, one moment.

So yeah we tried to get Dougie to come out of his room and we are somewhat successful. Tom first went and banged on the door to try and get him to come out, poor boy had a hard time.

DOUGIE REALLY, THIS IS JUST STUPID!" Tom shouted as Danny and I stood there looking at each other, trying not to laugh at the brunette's red face.

"NO IT'S NOT!" Dougie screamed back through the door.

"AT LEAST TALK TO HARRY?"

"WHY WOULD HARRY WANT TO TALK TO A FREAK LIKE ME?!" Dougie yelled. Why wouldn't I? He's gorgeous, talented, and amazing all at once…I love him.

"Dougie, you're not a freak." I added, stepping in before Tom turned red like a tomato, "Now stop barricading yourself in your room! You nicked my razor didn't you?"

"Oh sorry, you needed that?" Dougie said snickering and I rolled my eyes.

"I bet before we got here you were in the bathtub with your journal and you were talking to yourself." I replied smoothly, "And I can always get another razor, but not another Dougie."

"Fine, I'll come out." Dougie said and the door shook a little as he opened it and Danny started doing a happy dance.

"WE GOT DOUGIE TO COME OUT! OH YEAH! YES WE DID!"

"You didn't do anything…" Tom added and laughed and suddenly there was a noise. HOUSTON WE HAVE A PROBLEM. I'm heading for the closet, care to join me?