Wooh, this is a long chapter! I'm really trying hard to work on my sex scenes. I know they're fast and rushed, and I'm trying to get my foreplay down the way I want it. It's really hard getting it right. You know, I never intened this to become a serious. This whole story actually started as a bet between me an my one friend! It's gotten so much better though, I must admit. I'm also sorry for any spelling/grammar mistakes. I would have beta'd this one, but I was so excited to get it up, I couldn't wait! Well, keep the reviews coming! I love to get feedback. Also, don't be shy about telling me how I can improve on my writing, expecially the sex scenes : P. Anyway, read, review, and of course, enjoy!!
Diary of a Victim
Chapter 3
Summer had just started, thankfully. I was starting to get used to all the strange looks I got from other kids, but they still never sat right with me. It was just so awkward to be so openly... 'different.' Riku, of course, had no problem with it, what so ever. He had been openly gay since freshmen year. But, anyway, sophomore year had come to an end. I was now officially a Junior! And, to top it all off, the summer meant that I could spend as much time with Riku as I wanted!
My father has been cooling down, lately. I think he's starting to accept who I am and that it's not going to change any time soon. Plus, my mother had a lot to do with it. She informed me that he made a very swift change when threatened with sleeping in the dog house! I'm so happy that my mom has finally found her voice. It's making her life a whole lot easier. Unfortunately, I can't say the same for me. It's anything but easy...
I had recently gotten a job at the local diner. It was kind of a 'gift' for my dad, since he always wanted me to work. I thought I'd better get on his good side if I wanted to stay in the will!
I slept over Riku's the one night. I don't think I have to tell you what we did. The next morning we both walked down to the nearby laundry mat with our sheets. As soon as we strolled in, Tidus, a friend, and employee, stopped us at the door. "You guys are in here practically every day!" he joked. "What could you possibly be getting these sheets wet with?" Riku and I blushed and looked at each other, embarassedly. Tidus shook his head. "Man, you two have way too much semen to throw around!"
"Hey, Riku," I called, avoiding the subject. "Can you take care of this? I've got to get home for my uniform. Then, I'm off to work. I've got the long shift today, so don't expect me around any time soon, okay?"
"Sure, see ya." He leaned over to put the sheets in the washing machine, and I pecked him on the cheek on my way out. I was getting to the point when I was almost late, so I rushed through the house like a mad man. My mom was saying something to me, but I was barely listening. My mind was racing with the thought of 'Where the hell is my other shoe?'
"Sora?" my dad shouted. "Are you listening to your mother?" Ugh, busted. I slid into the kitchen and asked if she could quickly repeat herself. She sighed and set down her mug of coffee.
"As I was saying," she started, much too slowly for comfort. "Our relatives are visiting this week. They're probably going to stop by on Wednesday. Got that?" I nodded, spotting my shoe under the table. I dived for it, nearly knocking the whole thing over, and dashed for the door.
Work was probably the most fun part of my day! The diner was great, it was so homey, and everybody knew your name. We all worked as a team. Technically, I was a bus boy, but, if someone needed the help, I could be a cook, a waiter, or even a cashier.
Luckily, I had made it to work on time. It didn't look too busy, but as the day dragged on, it started to fill like there was no tomorrow! It got so bad that even Yuffie, the store's manager, had to come out and help with the work load. I was busing tables so fast, I couldn't keep track of them all. The sound of the din was overwhelming as I tried to collect the dishes before the next group sat down.
The clock ticked away. It really sucks having the long shift. I started work at noon, and now it was already seven o' clock! Time flies when you are so preoccupied you don't even notice the time. At this point, I had bussed all tables at least three times over, waited on ten of them, and cooked today's fish special five times. If I didn't get extra pay for this, Yuffie was gonna get an ear full out of me!
"Sora!" the manager shouted from the counter, brushing her raven black hair from her eyes. "I'm totally swamped over here. I need you to wait on table 14!"
"Am I gonna get payed over time for-" I started, wiping the sweat from my brow.
"Sora!" Yuffie interrupted. "If you finish that sentence, I'm going to have to put that 'Wanted' sign back up! Now really isn't the time!" She looked up from the cash register and glared at me. "Table 14! Now!" I sighed and pulled a notepad from my pocket and slowly made my way through the diner.
"Hello, my name is Sora," I said, my voice dripping with boredom and sarcasm. "I will be your unwilling server today, and I won't be getting paid for it. So, by all means, ask away." I hadn't even looked at the person sitting at the table, but I honestly didn't care. Until I heard him laugh. My ears perked up, and my eyes drifted down to him.
"Hahaha," he snickered, covering his mouth. "You're funny!" He placed his elbows casually on the table and held his head in his hands. He looked up to me with stunning blue eyes, a smirk dancing across his face. He flicked his wrist to swipe at his golden blonde bangs that spiked down from his unruly hair. "Nice to meet, you Sora," he said, putting out his hand to shake. "I'm Roxas, and I'm particularly glad that you are waiting my table! No matter how much it must torture you to do so."
I nearly fell backwards over my own feet! He was absolutely gorgeous! I felt my mouth drop open and my face get red hot. Roxas nervously averted his gaze, his cheeks turning a shade of pink. "I'm sorry, that must be very awkward for you..." he apologized. "I keep forgetting that most guys in this town are straight. It's not safe to hit on anyone, here."
"Well, not to worry," I replied, regaining my composure. "You have had the luck to hit on one of the only two gay guys in this city. Anyone else in this diner, and it would have been very awkward indeed." Roxas fidgetted in his seat, smiling, but still very embarassed. I was compelled to sit down, completely forgetting my duties as an employee. I was lost in Roxas' gaze, as if I was swimming in his ocean blue eyes.
We must have talked for hours. The sun drifted across the sky and the twilight peirced through a near by window. Yuffie came by a few times, but she just couldn't find the courage to break into our conversation. Eventually the diner died down to a few costumers, and then it was just Roxas and I in the fading sunlight, laughing together. We had so much in common. I didn't even think of Riku... until he appeared right beside me.
"Hey," he called, standing over the table. I instantly snapped back into reality and realized what I was doing. I had spent the last three hours flirting with another guy. I was pretty sure that classified as cheating. "Who's this?" he asked, his voice low, yet wavering slightly.
"Um," I started, looking away. I felt absolutely horrible. "Riku, this is Roxas. Roxas, Riku." Roxas timidly began to reach out his hand to shake, but quickly decided against it. Riku was as still as a statue. "Riku is... he's my friend. Would you excuse us for a second?" I got up and lead Riku across the room to the empty counter. I opened my mouth to try to explain, but he held up his hand.
"No, Sora," he said solomnly. "Just no. I've been watching you two since nine. I know what's going on." He dropped his eyes from mine and turned away, just a fraction, but I knew that it was that one motion that broke us apart.
"Riku," I started. "It's just that... well-" He held up his hand again.
"This isn't the first time I've been dumped, Sora," he informed, shaking his head. His bangs fell over his eyes and I couldn't see them anymore. "Just forget it. I understand."
"You don't mean that," I whispered. "I can tell when you're lying." Riku lifted his head, his eyes stone cold.
"Not anymore," he stated, and turned for the door. I couldn't stop him. I was so confused. I loved Riku. But Roxas and I... it just clicked between us! I didn't know what was going on. But I knew in my heart that I had just been dumped. I slowly made my way back to Roxas, and put on a fake smile. But Roxas was hiding his face, nervously.
"He was your boyfriend, wasn't he?" he asked, not looking at me. "I didn't know, Sora. I'm so sorry. Maybe I should just leave." He stood ubruptly, but I grabbed his arm.
"Don't go," I pleaded. "Stay with me. I want you to." We sat in awkward silence for a few minutes, until Roxas broke the silence.
"I know you're not in a good mood," he began. "But, I was thinking, um... maybe you could, ahem, you know- come over to my house, maybe... er, and stay over for a while, I think?" I thought of Riku again, but then Roxas lifted up his head. The stars seemed to shine brightly in his eyes. I saw my life in those eyes, and I knew that it was love. True love. Just like that, I was absorbed by this new boy, and I had only known him for less then a day.
"Sure, I'll have sex with you," I agreed. He nearly choked on his water.
"But... I did- I didn't say a-anything about-"
"You're eyes said it all," I mused, staring at him. He swallowed hard, and blinked rapidly. His face took on a whole new shade of red, and it made him all the cuter! He was so shy!
The walk to his house was an interesting one. He clung to me tightly as we strolled down the midnight streets. I remembered that I usually was the one to cling to Riku. It was funny how the tables had turned, and I really liked it. But... why did I keep thinking about Riku? I shook my head violently to get him from my mind. Before I knew it, we were there. But, I wasn't expecting an apartment.
"My parents are out doing this family thing," he told me as he opened the door. "We just got here a few days ago. I'm kinda new to town. The locals said that the diner was a good place to go. I never expected to come back with a date!" We laughed as he led me through the rooms. He informed me that he demanded his parents get him his own seperate room. They gripped and groaned a little, but finally caved in. I wasn't complaining though!
Roxas was a little reluctant to get right to the action. He started making nervous small talk, and eventually convinced me to have some icecream with him. We took our seats at the table and I dished out the scoops. He excitedly grabbed some chocolate syrup and squirted it. To his surprise, none came out. He squeezed it again. Nothing...
"Give it here, you pussy!" I joked. I took my turn, but still nothing came out. "It must be empty," I concluded.
"No, there's a trick to it," Roxas objected. So, I tried again. With a grunt, I slammed the bottle down on the table, and chocolate syrup flew everywhere! Most of it landed directly on Roxas! "Eewww!" he complained.
"Hahaha!" I couldn't stop laughing. It was so comical! There he was, his once clean blonde hair dripping with chocolate sauce! What a sight to behold! "Well, we can't have you messy like that!" I giggled. "Come on, where's your shower. I insist on helping you clean up!" Roxas a little reluctant to shower with me, but I wasn't taking 'no' for an answer.
The hot water drenched us both as we stripped down and got into the tub. As tantalizingly as I possibly could, I scrubbed Roxas down. I heard him moan as I rubbed my bare hands on his smooth legs. He must shave, like I did. His hard abs tensed as I spilled body wash on his tan skin, and I drank up every lustful moan that escaped his lips. Soon, his body could no longer contain itself, and his erection started forming.
"S-s-sora," he stuttered. "I'm not used to this."
"Never done it with a guy before?" I asked, making my voice milky sweet.
"N-no," he stated bluntly. "I've n-never d-done it with anybody before!" He blushed and backed up against the shower wall. "I'm s-still a virgin..." It was hard to contain my gasp. It was always Riku that was the experienced one, and me the niave uke. Now it was the opposite. It was a sense of power that I had never felt before. An authority seemed to wash over me. Is this the way Riku always felt?
"Well then," I whispered, leaning in closer. "Just follow my lead. You're going to enjoy it!" I placed my lips on his for a small peck. It was like breaking a seal, because as I kissed him again, this time he joined in. I forced my tongue over his lips, begging for entrance. Roxas hesitantly let me in, his own tongue darting out to explore my mouth.
I was happy to notice that I was a little taller then Roxas. I placed my hands over his shoulder, pressing against the wall, creating a sort of barrier around him. He timidly drew into himself, and when I saw this, I couldn't help but laugh. This trully was his first time, ever! I repostitioned myself over him, running my hands down his sides, grabbing his ass. He twitched suddenly, but I calmed him down. "I have to break down these walls you're put up, Roxas," I murmured into his ear. "Else, we'll never get anywhere..."
He nodded, under my embrace, and let me hold him closer. "Just relax," I coaxed, softly. "You're way too tense." I began to play with his erect nipple, as Riku had done to me before. I laced my tongue around his neck, working my way down to his awaiting nipple. He inhaled sharply as I sucked on it, playing with it with my tongue. He twitched and squirmed beneath me, and I soon moved over to his neglected nipple, suckling that one as well.
"It's so good," he breathed down on me. "Is it always- aaahh! Always this good?"
I looked up at him, realising his captive flesh. With my hand, I reached down and started pumping his erect member. He winced and practically melted into my arms. "It can only get better," I said, licking my lips. I got down on my knees. Riku was always so quick to get to the climax. I wanted to draw this out for Roxas' sake. I got close and licked his abs, slowly making my way toward his crotch.
My mouth got right to his tip, and I knew he wanted it. His body language was practically screaming for it! I stayed there for a few moments, my hot breath hovering over his member's head. But, I gradually moved away, and he groaned in dismay. It was so fun playing with him! No wonder Riku loved it! I went past his member and nuzzled my nose into his legs. I licked and messaged his inner thigh, but kept a good distance away from his dick.
I practically latched onto his legs, rubbing my own shaft against his calf, kissing his knees with care. All the while, his moans and groans, deep sighs of delactation. It was maddening! I just wanted to grab him and take it all the way. But I knew the torture for me would be help Roxas in the end. Hey, it was his first time. I wanted it to be special!
Roxas melted under each of my soft touches. I got dangerously close to his member, but every time, I would move away without touching it. He began to quiver and shake, and I stood up to my full height and pulled him into another long, breathless kiss. My dick rubbed hotly against his thigh, and he began to pant. Even under the hot shower water, I could tell he was sweating.
"Please, Sora!" he gasped. "No more. It's torture! I want it so badly! Please, Sora!"
"You need to learn some patience, Roxas," I mused, pulling away, not touching him at all.
"Stop it!" he screamed! He opened his arms and clattered into me, full force. He bucked into my hips, his member hard and throbbing. He was on the very verge of coming.
"Not so shy, anymore, are you?" I whispered. He looked up to me with the most pained, yet content look I have ever seen. "Heh, okay," I granted. "Spread your legs a little bit, will you?" He did as I said, my name falling from his lips as he closed his eyes in ecstacy. With all the water around, I definately wouldn't need any lubricant, but I still had to prep him.
I placed my forefinger into his tight entrance. It was so moist and warm, I wanted to dig right in. But I had to control myself. Keep it slow. Draw it out. Make him squirm just a little bit more! I pushed my finger in and out, and he scrunched up his face at the awkward touch. Slowly, but surely, I put in a second finger, and scissored him wider.
But my pace was just a little too overwhelmingly slow for him. His arms shot down, and he gingerly started fingering himself, stretching himself out wider, and much faster then I had been going. I pulled away, amused at his rushed gesture. It was fun watching the boy finger himself with both hands. It was kinda like watching a dirty porno, actually. Finally, he had had enough. He pulled his entrance as wide as it could go, and looked up at me with lustful eyes.
"Inside!" he demanded through clenched teeth. "Now!"
"Hold on," I cooed. "Just a little longer, Roxas." He lurched at me and bucked into me again.
"No!" he screamed. "Too long! I want it now! Inside!" How could I resist that? I moved his hands away, and placed the tip of my member at his entrance, the pre-come already beading at my head. He moaned a long, low sigh as I sank into him. "Oh, GOD!" he screamed. "Yes! Yes! Yes!"
"You're a screamer, aren't you?" I pointed out, kissing him again, plunging in deeper.
"So good!" he shouted. "Deeper, Sora! Deeper! Oh, aaaaahhh! So hard! So gooooood-aaaaaaaahhhh!" At this point I started thrusting faster. Finesse and 'drawing it out' was over. Now was the time for some serious fast paced loving! "Faster Sora! So hot! Faster!" His pleas and moans, shouts and screams of both pain and pleasure all set me off. It was so good being seme for once. I could really get used to it.
Roxas came hard, bucking in time with my thrusts. His white semen fell on my chest, mingling with the sweat and shower water. He leaned back, screaming my name, that eventually drowned out to a low groan, and sex induced babbeling.
I felt myself tense up, and made one last push into Roxas' sweet, tight ass. I had no idea how great it felt, coming into someone else body. I could really get used to this! I could feel my seed slide out and drain beneath Roxas, falling into the water below. "I can't believe I was a virgin for so long!" Roxas gasped as I slid my member out of him. "It was too good!"
"You're home late," my father commented as I walked through the door. "Were you at Riku's?" I winced at the mention of Riku's name. I opened my mouth to tell them both about what happened, and about Roxas. But the more I tought about it, the less I wanted to. I'd tell them tomorrow, after work. After I stopped feeling so horrible about it. But I couldn't deny, having sex with Roxas was one of the best things that happened to me in a while! I enjoyed it a lot, and couldn't wait for next time.
For the first time in forever, work flew by quickly. In no time, it was three o' clock, and time for me to go home.
I went through the front door, trying to work out in my head how I was going to explain everything. I heard voices from the kitchen and called out, "Mom? Dad?"
"In here, honey," came the reply. I walked through the door and stopped dead in my tracks.
"Roxas?!" I shouted. He looked up to me from his cup of water, his eyes wide in surprise and confusion.
"S-sora!" he stuttered.
"Oh?" my mother gawked. "I see you've already met your cousin, Roxas."