--- Chapter 14
Ryan moved back up on the bed and tenderly held Marissa as she finally came back down to earth. He loved the way the she gave herself over completely to the feelings that he could bring to her body. He bent his elbow and rested his head on his hand so that he could watch the play of emotions on her face, loving every nuance until she realised what he was doing and she turned to him, a spent smile on her face. "I'm really going to have to return the favour."
He shook his head gently and replied softly. "No need. You don't have to do anything but feed me." He knew that this game they were playing was fraught with danger. He wasn't sure whether he would be able to hold out if she were to start on him.
"That doesn't seem enough in light of what you just did to me." she explained.
Ryan shrugged. "I was hungry." He smiled indulgently at her.
"Maybe I am too." Marissa said reaching to pull away his apron with one hand and take his dick (that had softened somewhat) in her other.
Ryan moved away slightly out of reach and took her hand in his as he made to stand back up beside the bed. "Well then let's go and see about the next course." He picked up the wisp of material that was meant to be her apron and handed it to her. "You should probably put this back on. Not that it covers much but I'm not sure that I can possibly work in a kitchen with you, where you are completely naked. I am only human after all." He smiled.
Marissa was disappointed. She wanted to make him feel as good as he had just made her feel. But looking at him standing there in his apron she realised that they still had plenty of evening left. She didn't need to rush things. She got up slowly and followed him back into the kitchen, the last vestiges of her orgasm making her movements lethargic.
"So I'm not sure if I'm even game to ask what's next." Ryan said, turning to her. She'd gone to a lot of trouble preparing for this meal and he didn't want to seem unappreciative.
Marissa leant in and lightly kissed him. Ryan smiled in return. "What was that for?" he asked.
"Because I can." Marissa replied as she opened the door of the fridge and pulled some containers out. "I thought that we might serve the main course on a plate to share and then desserts on you … literally." She smiled and then licked her lips.
Ryan gulped. He had no idea what she had in mind for dessert but if it meant that he'd be expected to be totally naked while she ate off him, then he was scared that he was going to require more willpower than he possessed. Maybe he should make a run for it now. But he knew that would never happen. He knew that this was all a game to her and he wouldn't spoil it. But at the same time he wanted her to appreciate that what she was trying to make happen shouldn't be a game, at least not the first time. Hell if she wasn't a virgin then the idea of indulging in this meal with her would be up there with the best of his fantasies … a very erotic fantasy.
"I hope that you like seafood because we're having fish. But if you don't then I've brought some hot dogs just in case." Marissa commented.
"Fish sounds good." Ryan said as he picked up the book again and flicked through the pages looking at the options. He stopped at the page with the hot dogs with the mustard dribbling off them and said "I may never eat another hot dog again if I keep picturing them like this." He indicated the picture to her.
Marissa laughed. "Phallic symbols not your thing?" she asked.
"Definitely not … not for something that I put in my mouth … and certainly not for something that I bite through." Ryan shuddered.
Marissa laughed. "How about vaginal symbols?" Marissa asked as she turned to the page the she had bookmarked.
Ryan looked at the book and his mouth dropped open. "You've got to be kidding me? I'm sure that I just ate that. Only moments ago."
Marissa laughed. "We're having Sole Colbert. And any comparisons that you might be making are all in your dirty little mind." She informed him.
"And your dirty little mind as well." Ryan suggested.
Marissa just smiled knowingly. "I've skinned the fish and grilled it already and its just keeping warm in the oven so we just have to put it all together and serve it."
"I think that I might enjoy this." Ryan said. "It does look like one of my favourites." He teased.
Marissa pulled out an oval plate and began to arrange things. "Read out the instructions for me?" she asked.
"It says to 'Arrange everything so that the soft white fillets curve gently round the creamy sauce rather like two long lips. Surround them with thick curls of parsley, insert the peeled shrimp, backs up, in the sauce at one end and the effect is ….'." Ryan looked up from what he was reading and glanced over as Marissa placed the last of the shrimp in and turned to him to show off her handiwork. "What do you think?"
Ryan gulped … again (he seemed to have been doing a lot of that tonight). "It looks … good." He said.
"Good enough to eat?" Marissa asked pertly, teasing him.
"Definitely." Ryan answered.
"I thought we might sit out here." Marissa said as she moved over to the glass topped coffee table and placed the plate down. She then threw a cushion on the ground on one side for Ryan and another on the other side for herself.
Ryan moved to sit down but was stopped by Marissa. "You wouldn't wear you apron to the table." She frowned as she stripped hers off and sat down cross legged.
Ryan followed suit, undoing the apron and then dropping it on the lounge before sitting down on the floor.
He gulped again. (He really was having trouble with his Adam's apple tonight.) Not only was he faced with a plate of food that did nothing but make him think of going down on Marissa again, but also her breasts were sitting pertly on top of the table, the nipples standing to attention. He could feel his dick twitching and there was nothing that he could do to make it calm down. It was like it was a divining rod pointing straight ahead. And he knew exactly what it was pointing at. The plate on the top of the table may have been preventing him from seeing the target but a naked Marissa was sitting cross legged in front of him. If only his dick had eyes in its head it would have quite a view.
"Why don't you go first?" Marissa said.
Ryan realised that they had no utensils but he also knew that his dick was engorged and throbbing and he didn't really want to put in on display. The table may have had a glass top but as long as he didn't move then the plate of food would have kept it shielded from Marissa's eyes. "Um … Ladies first." He suggested.
Marissa smiled. He had a funny feeling that she knew exactly why he didn't want to move. But then he was sure that his reaction was exactly what she had been hoping for. "We're supposed to use our fingers to eat with and feed one another." Marissa informed him. She turned her hand over, facing palm upwards and using her middle finger gently inserted it into the thick creamy white sauce, moving it towards the shrimp at the end. She smiled as she hooked a shrimp over her finger, the sauce dripping from it as she offered it to Ryan
Ryan swiftly took it into his mouth and chewed, using his tongue to catch all of the drips. He was concerned that he was about to spill creamy white sauce of his own all over the cushion he was seated on if he couldn't get himself under control.
"Now you feed me." Marissa said softly. The sexual tension in the room was palpable.
Ryan broke off a small piece of fish and dipped it in the sauce and then offered it to Marissa. She took his fingers into her mouth but then as he went to pull back she lightly held his hand in place and used her tongue to lick his fingers of every skerrick of food; sucking gently on each one in turn as her eyes devoured him at the same time.
Ryan knew that he was in trouble. Big … big … trouble.
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By the time they'd finished the main course Ryan was having trouble even focusing; every fibre of his being seemed to be focused on his pulsating dick. He wasn't sure if he'd even be able to move without disgracing himself.
"Why don't you make yourself comfortable in on the bed and I'll bring the dessert on through?" Marissa suggested.
"Exactly what are we having?" Ryan asked wondering how he would manage to stay in control. He sort of hoped that it might be ice cream. Then he could pack it around his nether regions and maybe diminish the throbbing sensation plus the melting ice cream might actually hide any little accidents that he might have.
"Well … I had thought about having a banana split … but in lieu of your dislike of phallic symbols that you bite through, I guess that we'll leave that for another time. You do like strawberries don't you?" Marissa asked.
Ryan nodded. Still not sure about what he was letting himself in for.
"Just give me a minute and I'll be with you." Marissa said as she stood up and made her way back in to the kitchen to gather the dessert makings together.
Ryan hesitated for a moment trying to think of anything that might lessen the ache in his balls but his eyes couldn't help but follow a naked Marissa as she moved around the kitchen which was having the reverse effect and only making things worse. "Maybe we should give dessert a miss? I'm pretty full." Ryan suggested thinking that maybe if the dinner was over that he would be able to make a run for it.
Marissa looked at him licking her lips. "I'm still hungry. Surely you wouldn't deny a girl dessert?"
Ryan gulped … again. "Um … sure." He replied and quickly stood to make his way in to the bedroom, using his hands to try to keep his arousal hidden. He had to keep reminding himself that he was the experienced one here. "I might just go to the bathroom first." Ryan suggested thinking that maybe he'd be able to get away with a quick tug and bring himself under control.
Marissa smiled. "Correct me if I'm wrong, but I gather from some of the books I read that it's a bit hard to go … you know like GO … when you are in that state." She said indicating his arousal which obviously hadn't gone unnoticed.
Ryan knew, that she knew, just how much trouble he was in, trying to control himself. And more to the point …. she was enjoying it. "Um … yeah … you're probably right." He said as he moved into her bedroom to lie down. Maybe if he closed his eyes for a few moments and thought about Luke's hairy bum then things might get better for him.
But Marissa was right behind him. She placed the tray back on the bedside table and then said to him. "I have some chocolate and strawberry body paint … but I thought that we might leave that until later?" she suggested holding up the two small pots and a paint brush.
Ryan glanced at her and then nodded. "Much later." He felt very self conscious about lying there with his erection standing proud whilst they talked about food but he also realised that there was absolutely nothing that he could do about it. Marissa was naked and sitting beside him and goodness knows what she intended to do to him at this point but needless to say that it didn't seem that his very obvious arousal was going to scare her off. If it hadn't yet then it didn't look like there was any chance in the near future.
She delicately placed a few strawberries on his chest. And then using her fingers she scooped a handful of whipped cream from a bowl that she'd brought in and she dropped it in to the indentation of his belly button. "Did you know that you have a cute belly button?" Marissa asked smiling.
Um .. No. I can safely say that no one has ever told me that before." He replied wondering how she could even say something so left of field when all he could think about was the fact that all of the blood in his body now seemed to be concentrated in one place. He was waiting with some trepidation for what she would do next.
She hesitated for a moment and then wiped the excess cream from her hand over his now totally engorged dick as if it was the most natural thing in the world to do and went on "Well it is. Are you sure that you don't want any dessert? I have marshmallows and chocolate dipping sauce as well." she said as she dipped her fingers into the chocolate and proceeded to cover her nipples with it.
Ryan heard a small groan and then realised belatedly that it emanated from the back of his own throat as he watched her. He wanted so badly to lick the sauce from her but he couldn't move because of the strawberries and cream that he had precariously balanced on top of him. "I suddenly have a need for chocolate but you need to get this stuff off me first." He said.
"Your wish is my command." Marissa said. "Watch this. No hands." She indicated as she put her hands behind her back and leant forward to pick up a strawberry with her mouth, then moving to his stomach to dip it in cream and slowly consume it … her eyes never leaving his as the juice of the strawberry ran down her chin. She used her tongue to try to clean up the rest of the cream that was spread over her face. "It's delicious. I know that you're not hungry but you really should try one." she said as she picked up another one in her teeth, swirling it in the cream and then bringing her mouth to his.
Ryan's mouth opened like that of a small bird's waiting to be fed. But it wasn't just the strawberry he wanted. Once it was consumed he used his tongue to plunder Marissa's mouth. She was in no hurry to move away. Enjoying every taste and stroke of his tongue until he had licked every skerrick of juice and cream from Marissa's face.
Marissa could feel herself getting wet but she knew that this time was for Ryan. She repeated the process with the strawberry again and then, when they were all gone she moved her hand to the left over cream and scooped it up into her hand as best she could and then she took his hardness in the same hand rubbing the cream over it.
Ryan's eyes nearly bugged out. "Marissa … I don't think that you should …"
"Don't think." Marissa said as she brought her tongue to his shaft, licking the cream and stroking it as if she was a cat in clean up mode. She looked up at him.
"You don't have to …" Ryan stated.
"I know. But I want to." she informed him, tentatively taking his tip into her mouth and stroking the end with her tongue. She looked up to see how she was going. "I'm not sure how to do this so feel free to give directions."
Ryan was almost gone. She'd barely touched him but he had been so close already that he knew from the tug in his balls that it would be mere moments before he would lose his load. "You're doing just fine." He panted out. "In fact …" he couldn't hold on any longer. He pushed her slightly away from him as he gripped his dick tightly and came in several long slow spurts. The white strands mingling with the left over cream already on his stomach.
Marissa smiled watching Ryan as he finally relaxed. She knew that he'd been in quite a state for most of the night. She was glad that she'd finally been able to help.
He slowly opened his eyes as his breathing returned to normal. "I think that the student has become the teacher." He smiled.
"There's still something that you could teach me." Marissa suggested.
Ryan couldn't believe that he was saying this but it had to be said. "Not tonight." He shook his head.
Marissa dropped her head. She thought that she'd done everything that she possibly could to get Ryan to give in and finally take her. If this hadn't worked then what was there left for her to try? It wasn't supposed to be this difficult. "Have you changed your mind? Do you not want to anymore?"
"Oh God Marissa I want to. I want to so much; I'm almost cross eyed with wanting you. But not like this. You don't need to seduce me." How could he tell her that he didn't want to feel like a piece of meat?
She looked at him confused by his words. "Then how?"
"When the times right … you'll know. We'll know." he explained. "You don't have to try so hard."
Marissa had no idea what she should do. All of a sudden she felt very self conscious about sitting on her bed completely naked before him when he'd obviously never intended to go through with it tonight.
"I better have a shower and clean up." Ryan suggested sitting up. He could see that she was confused and hurt by his words and that was the last thing that he wanted. But he still wanted this to be about more than just doing the deed. He was falling for her. And sure he wanted her to have no regrets about doing it with him but it was more than that now. He wanted the feelings to be mutual.
Marissa nodded reaching for a shirt to pull on.
Ryan stopped her and said softly. "Join me?"
Marissa gazed at him still unsure about where all this was heading. "You don't have to."
"I want to. More than you know. Plus someone needs to get that chocolate off you." He said smiling and bending his head to take her nipple into his mouth, using his tongue to clean the thick brown sauce from her.
Marissa smiled as the arrows of pleasure shot through her body yet again. How was it that having him touch her breasts could be felt between her legs as the frissons of excitement centred themselves? He could do so much to her with such a small touch that it was almost scary.
He took her hand as he led her into the adjoining bathroom. "I guess that we'd better be careful with the shower curtain this time?" he smiled.
Marissa nodded. "Otherwise Luke's going to be volunteering to come to fix my problem again." She said it half jokingly but half hoping that he would react to her suggestion and get jealous … even if only a little.
They stepped into the bath tub and Ryan turned on the water and when it was the right temperature he pulled her into his arms. The delicious feeling of coming home flooded over Marissa as their bodies made contact. She didn't think that she would ever want to move.
"You don't have a problem." He stated firmly.
She smiled. There was a definite hint of jealousy in his words.
"And I'll take care of everything." Ryan assured her. "But despite what you may think … we're in no rush."
"My birthday's only ten days away." Marissa said softly.
"I know. But 2 days a go we had never even kissed. We do seem to be making progress." Ryan said running his hands over her naked body under the stream of water.
Marissa moved against him loving the feeling of his body against hers. It was difficult to think that so much had happened in such a short time. "I guess we are." She smiled imagining where they would be in 10 days if they'd gotten this far in 2.