Hi! I am so so soooo sorry I haven't updated in so long. I kinda got a summer job and I'm leaving in about 2 weeks for two weeks, so my summer is packed, but I'll do my best at updating frequently. I, again, changed my name, but I think I'll keep this one. I have a good idea for my last chapter and a sequal if people want it, so if you do please tell me. I'm sorry if the characters seemm a little OOC, please forgive me.

Thanks to my awsome beta, Kaylan's! She helps me soooo much!

ENJOY!

Diclaimer: I know I don't own Twilight. Or Pride & Prejudice. However, I really wish I owned either Edward or Mr. Darcy...

Chapter 8: Thoughts and Surprises

Last Time:

He kissed me quickly and wrapped his strong arms around my frail body. I knew he was doing so to comfort me, but the slightest pressure on my weak body made me scream.

The next thing I knew, everything was black, on fire, and I was screaming as if everyone around me was deaf and I was trying to make them hear me. I could tell the others would have a bad three days, especially Jasper and Edward.

EPOV

It was truly devastating having to hear my angel scream in pain. For a little while, she'd try to stay quite, just for us, but most of the time it was shrieks.

Jasper had to leave the house for the three days of Bella's transformation. Her pain and everyone else's emotions were too much for him to handle.

I tried to block out people's thoughts, to focus on soothing Bella, but occasionally, I heard them anyway.

I wish she could just shut up! I can't listen to her scream anymore. It brings back too many painful memories. I can't believe that Bella asked for it. She must want to die right now... Edward, if you're listening, I want you to know that I truly am sorry. For everything! I do love her like a sister. Thanks for bringing her into the family. Rosalie.

I had to smile, even Rosalie loves Bella. It's impossible to not love her. I had to remember to talk to Rosalie later and make sure she knew she was forgiven. For everything...

Poor Jasper . Poor Bella. Especially poor Edward. It must be so hard to watch the love of your life go through such a pain. But at least there is such a beautiful reward for such a small price. Three days of pain in exchange for a forever with your love. Alice

Typical Alice, always looking on the bright side, but I had to agree. Forever with Bella is worth everything... or is it?

Her humanity? Her soul? Her family? Am I really worth all that? Good thing Jasper wasn't here, or he'd try to bite my head off for feeling these doubts...

Edward, darling. Only one more day and you'll be together. Believe me, she wanted this, so you shouldn't have any doubts. You're worth it. She knows it, and it's time for you to learn that too. Plus, now you could get married. If you want to marry now, of course. Esme

Mothers, even non-biological mothers always know what you are feeling. Although, I'm starting to think a little of Jasper is starting to rub of on everyone. She knows I'm worth it. Bella knows I'm worth losing everything? This isn't right!! She shouldn't be changing. Not this way, at least.

Simultaneous with Bella (thoughts)

What is she/he doesn't really want me for eternity? What if this messes everything up? I don't want our love to fade away because of this stupid change...

EPOV

I just hope Bella will forgive me.

Now I'll have another sister to prank, he he! Bella was always fun to be around, that better not change! (come on, you know it!!) Emmett

Bella was always fun, can that change? What will her new scars do? Will they disappear? I doubt it, things like that are not supposed to change.

I glanced at Bella, her screaming was deafening, but what else do you expect when you have super- enhanced senses? She is so beautiful, a real angel sent to me from heaven. I wonder what she will look like when her transformation? I also want to know if she'll have a power?

And so time passed with me wondering...

3rd Day(Last Day)

Today was the day her heart would die. Oh god, I'd never see her rosy cheeks again. I'd never need to catch her when she fell. Her beautiful brown eyes would now look like everyone else's in the family. Or, at least in about a year or two, when the blood ruby irises fade.

I looked at Bella. She had been so strong these last two days. She kept trying to be quite, but even then, I could hear her whimper and moan...

I had to get out! If even for a minute. I had stayed cooped up in that miserable room for what seemed like forever and I need to breathe. Okay, not really, but I wanted to breathe some fresh air. Hearing her failing heart trying to keep beating was making me want to kill myself, which, fortunately for the family, would be very difficult for me.

What could possibly happen if I step out for five minutes?

"Carlisle," I called.

Yes Edward?

"Can you watch over Bella. Just for a few minutes. I need to step outside."

"Alright, Edward," he spoke as he came near me. "But don't take too long. I don't think her change will last much longer. By the sound of her heart, she shouldn't have over half an hour. Probably less!"

"Okay," with that, I left.

It's alright Edward. It's almost over!Esme

Thank goodness! Today its over. I can't keep listening to her blood-curling shriek anymore! Rosalie

EEK! I saw what she looks like when she's changed. But I won't show you! Ha ha! Alice

She'll be fine, son. Good job watching over her! Carlisle

I need to come up with a trick to play on her. Maybe hiding all her clothes? No, she'll have to go shopping anyway. I hope Alice won't make everyone go with her. I don't like malls... Emmett

Typical Emmett. He has the most random thoughts. Then, I heard a new voice. It was as sweet as a music box and as soft as wind chimes. But it rang in my head as if there was a tiny bell in there.

Oh... Edward! I feel like I'm about to die. It hurts to breathe and all I see is black! My heart doesn't even appear to be beating anymore! I don't think it...

Bella! Her voice had changed and I heard her in my head... I read her thoughts! Oh... my... Carlise... Will I be able to hear them now that she is a vampire! I have always wanted that.

Now, what was it she said? Something about seeing black and it being hard to breath. My head flew up and towards the house! Her change! It was about to be- "AHHH!" -over...

I flew towards the door and up the stairs! Her poor heart was now dead. I took her hand in mine. It was so cold! Like ice, if not more...

Her eyes were closed and I knew she was experiencing her last sleep for forever...

Okay, that was chapter 8. Pleasie please with a cherry on top, review! I hope you liked it.