Hey everyone! I have a couple of things to say today. First of all, I just found out that I now have another baby neice. I'm really excited. I'm going to see her later today I think. Secondly, I just want to say thank you, to all of the reviewers. You guys rock my world.

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---Chapter 6[I can only imagine

So, after 2 more weeks of filming, we had the last scene left, the kissing scene. I'm really excited; we're filming it tomorrow. I get to kiss Dylan, finally, without interruptions from Cole.

I'm in the hair and make-up room right now, and he's on the other side of it. Ashley and Brenda are in the chairs beside me, well, Ashley is and Brenda is beside her. Cole is sitting with Dylan, getting a touch up before we go on the stage in 15 minutes.

After hair and makeup, Dylan and I went into his dressing room that he shared with Cole, and we decided to rehearse the song and dance one more time, before performing it live. I'm really nervous; because I'm afraid I'll mess up. "Dylan, what if you drop me? Or if we're off on the words?" I said to him, panicking.

He laughed a little, and then said, "I promise you, I won't drop you. And if I do, you have permission from me not to talk to me for the rest of your life, ok?" He smiled. "Ok, I think I can live with that. But still, DON'T drop me." I said to him, laughing a little and running over to the other side of the room, ready to run and jump into his arms.

I ran, and then we did what was rehearsed. We sang, not very well, since we didn't have any music, but we had to at least try to sing. He put me down, and we sang the last line of the song together. In the scene, we were supposed to kiss, but we weren't supposed to rehearse it. We both leaned in, but as always, Cole opened the door and broke it up.

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The song is awesome. We're not off on the words, and it's good. It's almost time for the BIG lift. The audience was just told to brace themselves for a knockout performance, so they don't know what is about to happen.

When he lifted me up in the air, the audience clapped and cheered for us. Ashley, Brenda, Cole, Kim, and Phil were all in the scene too, in the background, in awe of our performance. Dylan didn't drop me, and we were right on cue. It was perfect.

"Because I'm with------you." We both sang, only inches apart, leaving the audience in silence. The big kiss was coming up. We both looked excited to finally show what we've got. He said his lines, "I've been waiting forever for this…" And that's when it happened, Dylan kissed me. Well, Zack kissed Mackenzie.

His lips tasted like vanilla, my favorite. Plus, they were so soft. We didn't know when to stop, so we just stood there kissing. I forgot that we were acting in front of 130 people in the studio audience. The ENTIRE audience was clapping and cheering and making every sound that you could ever imagine making.

"CUT!" The director yelled, after about 2 minutes. It seemed so much longer, like forever. And I don't think either of us minded it. We came apart, and both looked up at each other. We both smiled, and went offstage. Those were the best 2 minutes of my life.

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"You were great." Dylan said to me when we got to the side of the stage. We both hugged, squeezing the breath out of the other person. We both were smiling wildly. "You were pretty good yourself, and you didn't drop me either." I said to him. We both laughed, hugging again. I wanted to kiss him again, he was just so amazing.

But I didn't want to kiss ZACK, I wanted to kiss DYLAN, and not as Mackenzie, as me. And only me. But, I doubt that he feels that way about me. When we almost kissed three times, it was acting. Well, maybe to him it was, but to me, it's real—and we have something. It's just this feeling that we have something together. Whenever we look into each other's eyes, I know that we BOTH feel it. But maybe he's acting. I don't know. I WISH that he wasn't.

I can only wish that I could kiss him as ME, and not Mackenzie. I wish I could say that we're boyfriend and girlfriend in real life, and not just good friends. I can only imagine that all of that would be real. But, I can only imagine the fact that it's never going to happen.