A/n in my story Shigure's house is VERY far away from the main house, thank you for reminding me reader98. ( I know that yuki starts before tohru but I want tohru 2 get there before yuki so she is somehow faster….lets just say he tripped a lot.)

Tohru staggered out of the main house, every step sending sparks of throbbing pain throughout her body. Tohru shivered of frosty air and rain nipped at exposed wounds. Then shuddered recalling the memory of Akito's heartless stare, his merciless voice. Something about him though, seemed like he was guarding something. He seemed to acting on his own specific isolation from love. Tohru though was scarred in the act of that. It took all of her energy to merely edge her way along the pavement. Tohru's breath was short and forced with every gulp of air her lungs ached excruciatingly. Tohru felt staggeringly insignificant. Tohru felt as if no one desired her presence. Like no one needed her. Not monitoring her steps she stumbled towards the ground. Tohru sat there without the will to emerge. I'm weak Tohru defined herself. The twinge of the bleeding cuts stung mercilessly. Tohru's smile was dieing. A swirl of mist clung to her head clouding her sight (of one eye) and thoughts. Tohru's heart ached for love. Warm, protecting. She wished for the sun. But the rain continuously came down simply washing away any hope that was left.

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Once Yuki had entered the main house he had searched everywhere. Trying to crouch low in moss and shrubbery, and the occasionally tree covered in green parasites. Few people were rising at this hour. Risking a glance a nearby clock, which he had read 6:15. He groaned trying to wake him up from sleep that was slowly forcing him from consciences. Yuki rubbed his eye's, recognizing the sense of dreariness and alone. There was new kind of energy, the seemed to urge him on at the moment he wanted to fall back. The rain held a sort of mist that made it incredibly hard to see. Shuffling towards and unknown direction, Yuki dropped to his knees curled into a ball when he heard footsteps. Coated in mud he laid there unmoving, while the foot steps sloshing in the wet ground passed. It felt good to lay there, as tired as he was. They were two sets of steps; Yuki realized trying to pull himself from fatigued sensation. Akito's unforgiving voice echoed through the houses. Yuki realized he was speaking to Kureno; His eye's were facing forward and was silent. "I believe she deserved the pain" Akito's bitter voice called. Kureno remained silent. "That girl, that girl" Akito spat "I hope she learns now that we must always be together. The bond that we have is all we need." The footsteps stopped and Akito turned towards Kureno placing a hand on his cheek "That is all we need" he whispered just loud enough for Yuki to hear. The food steps continued until faded. Yuki laid there motionless, eye's wide, breathless. "Tohru" he breathed to himself and sprung to his feet, He sprinting toward the gate. The rain whipped his face as he ran Breaking free of the confinement of the Main house. He ran frantically towards that last place left to look. His mind racing two words not her, not her.

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Tohru sat there wishing it all away. Tohru hoisted herself shakily to her feet, her body trembling at a dangerous speed. Her heart let go of a voice that told her where she could go to have a sense of peace, a sense of calmness. That way she could find the answer to the nagging questions that wouldn't leave her alone. will I die? Will I be found? Tohru felt as if she was going to collapse at any second so she began to trudge where the smallest bit of serenity beckoned her, But no matter how small it was…. Tohru would take it.

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Yuki had run the way there; Rain and mist stinging his face his wet hair flying behind him. Yuki's feet made an even thud on the soil. He was coughing uncontrollably and trying to prevent himself from throwing up. Yuki's sides from where he had dug his nails stung, but he kept moving. He swiveled around trees and bushes. Then slowed and gradually came to a stop because he was at his destination. The secret base. There was a crumpled body that he recognized too well. A wave of sadness washed over him. Tohru was coated with blood, curled into a ball. She gave off the aura of "Broken". Yuki froze and then turned away. Tears rolled down his cheeks. Suddenly his sides was nothing, his coughing didn't matter. He was trapped in the moment of the fact he had failed. Yuki suddenly realized he didn't care anymore. His problems were nothing compared to Tohru's. A ripple on an ocean. There were souls broken worse than thank Yuki's

And one of those souls was Tohru.

A/N shout out: reader98 for this wonderful little paragraph: he slashed the knife over her soft skin ripping, tearing, killing. she cried out in pain, blood, blood, in her eyes mouth, blood. she screamed, his hand immediatly over her mouth, down to her throat. He choked her, can't breathe. Then, she dies as he slices her head off. Blood all over him, on his shoes. Sneering he stepped on her, spit on her, and left

Yup that was the paragraph full of dancing ponies! Anyway REVIEW!!!!!!