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When Lilly reached Miley she first panicked. She didn't want anything to happen to Miley. If anything did happen to her, Lilly didn't know what she would do. Well she did know what she would do but she didn't want to think about it. She couldn't live without Miley. It broke her heart to see Miles like this.

She shook her head to clear it. She mentally pushed all the panic she felt rising within her into a box. Then she tied a balloon to that box and watched it float away. She knew it was stupid but she saw it on TV once and it surprisingly worked.

What am I doing? I don't have the time to watch my imaginary box filled with fear and panic float away.

While she was fiddling with the ribbon on her imaginary box she managed to pull herself together and multi-task. She held Miley's hair back while she moved her hand in small circles, rubbing the small of Mileys back hopefully calming her. Lilly realised how sick Miley was and mentally got herself a bigger box.

Miley sensed the presence of someone else and felt the hand rubbing her back. She turned to try to see the person but she wasn't sure if the sight was of the one person that she wanted hoped and prayed it was or if it was just her oxygen starved brain playing tricks. Whoever it was she collapsed into their arms while her world went black.

After Miley passed out, Lilly was churning out a box a second. She knew that the box thing was stupid but it was working and it was the only thing keeping her sane. She kept her head and felt for a pulse and checked Miley was breathing fine, both of which she was. Lilly let out a breath that she didn't realise she had been holding. She reached for her cell phone and dialled 911 for an ambulance. When that was done she just sat and held her love. The boxes got smaller and smaller until finally Miley started stirring in her arms. Her eyes flickered open and Lilly felt joy in her heart for the first time since before... she didn't want to think about that right now. But she had to. She had to apologise and beg forgiveness. She realised Miles was looking at her.

"Hey you," Lilly managed. All Miley did was ignore her.

"Look Miles," she started. "Miles please look at me." Only when Miley turned her tear streaked cheeks to her and her red eyes met hers did she continue. "I'm so sorry baby," she apologised, looking at the ground away from Miley's eyes. "I love you more than anything and I don't know why I did it but I take it all back. I'm so sorry and I love you so much. I'm so sorry..." she broke down, sobbing those two words over and over. She stopped when she felt a cool hand touch her cheek. Lilly looked at Miley with hope in her eyes.

When Miley came to and she saw who was holding her she almost let a smile play on her lips. But then she remembered what had happened. Lilly talked to her but she ignored her, she was remembering how Lilly had shouted. She now understood that it was her Lilly that had shouted and pushed her. She heard it when Lilly asked her to look at her which she did mainly out of curiosity as to how Lilly might make this right, though she doubted she could. But as soon as Lilly looked at her with those deep blue eyes filled with hope like they were she entertained the thought of forgiving her one and only love. Then when Lilly started sobbing Miley's heart broke and she was sure that no matter what Lilly was forgiven. She touched her hand to Lilly's cheek and Lilly lent into her loves soft caress. She brought her azure eyes to one again stare into Miley's matching pair, searching for further answers. She found them when Miley used her hand to wipe away the tears from her eyes. Miley started to close the distance between them but then remembered the last thing that came out of her mouth. She stopped and settled for holding Lilly's head in her hands, wiping fresh tears from her beautiful blonde's rosy cheeks. Lilly collapsed into Miley's chest again sobbing. Miley comforted her as best as she could, whispering sweet nothings into her ear to try to calm her. She smoothed her blonde locks which the wind kept messing up. It tickled her nose.

Lilly let out all the tears she had been holding in while Miley was unconscious. They left damp trails down her cheeks and dripped off her chin or continued down her neck. When she settled her head in the crook of Miley's shoulder, her tears fell, landing on Miley's tank top making the red fabric sodden.

That's the way they stayed, the young couple, so much in love. Neither of them uttered another word. The world again fell away and they were all that remained. There on that empty beach everything was right. They were in paradise there in each others arms.

Then the ambulance Lilly had called turned up.

ok so thats the 4th(?) chapter. im losing track. neway im not happy with this chapter, i think it lags in the middle. and the ending just plain sucks but i didn't know how else to end it because its common sense that Lilly would call an ambulance and so it would arrive. or do u think i should take the ambulance out of it? neway review and tell me what you think. even if its flames i wana hear what u think so i can write better and improve this chapter or this entire story.