Sorry about not updating sooner but I had serious writers block concerning this story. Also I don't know what my muse is but it must have taken a holiday as I really didn't feel like writing this story anymore. But now I'm back and although still muse-less I will do all I can to continue.

Also big thanks to my reviewers, you all rock and I would mention you all by name but my mum s telling me to come off the computer and I still have to upload this so I have to blaze sorry.

O and my cousin who gave me the name for my OC which you all probably hate mostly because you don't know anything about her yet.

Disclaimer: I own nothing. But would be great fun if I did :-P

"Blaire?"

"Blaire."

"Sweetie we don't know anyone named Blaire," Miley said brushing a lock of her loves gold hair off her face.

"Blaire," was Lilly reply.

"Sweetie?"

"Blaire."

Miley just stared confused at Lilly who was still lying on her own bed but had uncurled her body. Their eyes still locked, Miley heard the front door open and close. She broke the eye contact with Lilly for a split second as someone yelled up the stairs. She decided it was Lyndon returning home and could be ignored for a minute at least. In the instant that Miley looked away, the darkness of her memories rushed forward to reclaim Lilly's mind.

As soon as Miley turned her head she knew she had made a mistake. She tried to regain the eye contact that she had broken but all she saw was the darkness. All the hope she had rushed from her body, leaving only heart breaking despair in its place. She knew she was going to break down but she couldn't allow herself the luxury of giving herself to her emotions. She gathered her clothes and dressed. She turned to look upon Lilly one last time and covered her girlfriend's nakedness with a blanket, mindful of the awkwardness that would ensue when Lyndon found his sister. She drew the blanket up to Lilly's neck and kissed her forehead, not even sparing a glance to look into the eyes she knew couldn't see her.

She perfected her facade that everything was ok and calmly walked down the stairs to the front room. She heard Lyndon rustling around in the kitchen and saw his head poke out from under a counter but completely ignored him when he spoke to her. As calmly as she had walked down the stairs, she walked past the kitchen, through the living room and out the front door. She didn't let herself show any emotion until she had reached the end of the driveway. The ominous grey clouds that lingered overhead unleashed the water they contained and still Miley showed nothing. No emotion, no reaction just nothing. She was entirely empty.

She felt like she wasn't in her body anymore. Instead she was watching as her body got soaked in the torrential rain that was so unlike the normal weather of Malibu. She watched as her body travelled to her house and walked in the front door. She watched as her dad and brother hurried to her side to shelter her from the rain and cold that she didn't feel. She watched as she ignored them both and walked, still perfectly calm, never breaking the pace she had held since leaving that house, to her room. That was when she allowed herself to show the emotions she had kept inside. That was when she returned to her body. That was when she locked her bedroom door.

She succumbed to the emptiness inside her and let herself collapse. Thankfully the bed was there to catch her when she fell. She felt tears seep from her eyes whilst she let all feeling rush from her body. She retreated into her mind in the vain hope of answering some of these questions running through her head. She thought that maybe, just maybe, she could gleam some small scrap of information from her memory of what happened. But her cruel memories threw her nothing. So she just let the memory play over and over in a loop. Everything came down to that one word. A name but whose she didn't know. She knew no one with the name Blaire. She focused on the name. Nothing else mattered. The memory she played had shortened to just Lilly saying that name. The name haunted her as she watched Lilly's vacant face.

She spent an hour like that, lost in her memories, searching for even a passing mention of the name Blaire. Nothing. She couldn't find anything because there was nothing to find!!! Rage and frustration welled up inside her as still she found nothing, expanding her search to the memories she had made before she meet Lilly. As she still found nothing she couldn't take it anymore. She screamed herself out of her stupor. A scream of pure frustration that turned into a scream of pure rage. The frustration she felt quickly heated into anger before boiling into a bubbling rage that consumed her and ate away at her mind and soul.

Before she knew what she was doing she had risen off her bed and was waving her fists around like a mad woman. But the rage brought with it a strange clarity. Yes she saw red but she could also focus more. So she focused her far wall. She focused and swung her newly formed fist at it and left a dent. But that wasn't good enough. No she had to break something, so she swung again and this time left a hole. She turned from the wreaked wall and searched her room for more breakable things. The rage she felt was so intense that it turned her mind primal. She looked over her room with the gaze of a predator. She decided against breaking the lamp as that was too obvious a thing to shatter.

She stalked across her room to her closet and made her way through to the Hannah closet behind. She was faintly aware of someone talking through her door and heard it rattle in its frame as someone tried to open it. She again ignored it, not wishing to engage in human contact yet. She picked up a shoe, didn't know and didn't care whose brand it was. She hefted it, feeling its weight, deciding if it was right or not. After she reached the decision that she didn't care, she threw it with all her might into the full length mirror in the corner. She felt approval rush over her as the shards of glass feel to the floor after breaking with a very satisfying crash. She was then made dimly aware that she was bare foot as she walked over the glass to get to the switch to revel her other shoes and assorted purses. She waited patiently as they emerged from the wall and then ran through her plan in her head.

Screw the plan she thought and pushed one of the walls of shoes and purses until it fell into the other one and they all fell like dominos. Before the last one had even a chance to topple, Miley had moved on to other targets. She pulled at various items of clothing until entire racks fell down, only moving on when she got bored or when only shreds of cloth remained. She rampaged until the rage dimmed and took with it her energy. She managed to stumble into her room to once again be caught by her bed.

Lyndon stared after Miley, his face a mask of confusion. It wasn't the first time she had ignored him but he just got this vibe from her that something was wrong. So he tried to go after her and got as far as the front door before his mind put together the pieces.

Miley. In my house. Early in the morning. "LILLY!!!" he yelled the last part as everything came together in his mind. He put two and two together and came up with four but four wasn't the answer in this situation. However, he still unknowingly walked up the stairs to his sisters room, preparing for some good natured teasing and fun poking at his lil sis' expense. However when he walked through the door, he was hit by the same feeling he had gotten off Miley as she walked out. The room was oddly silent and Lilly was huddled under the blankets and Lilly never huddled.

"Lilly?" he asked softly.

As she replied she didn't even acknowledge his presence.

"Blaire."

Realisation dawned on Lyndon as he recognised the name.

"Shit."

I know I still haven't given you answers but hold in there. Next chapter will be all explanation I swear.

I have also changed my mind about flames. You can still flame me if you really want to but you must be prepared to deal with the consequences. Namely childish name calling and other not pleasant stuff that I can't think of right now but you will hate it!!!