Chapter 7: A Tender Kiss
Just now, I see him leave the table
He looked like hell
Like something was tormenting him
I know it, he's not capable of hiding his feelings
Not like me
No one knew
But I was concerned
So I left the table myself
Headed for the doors in hope to catch him
Even just seeing him would do
But when I came in the hall
He was nowhere to be seen
I panicked, but then heard the doubled front doors closing themselves
He must have gone outside
It must be really serious, if he was going outside in December
I decided to fulfill my wish to know
And went outside
The wind came, slapping me in the face
It was really cold
It was really a clear night
The moon was beautifully pale
There was no sound
Just a low humming from the wind against the water of the lake
That's when I saw him
Looking at the lake
Standing at the edge
For one moment I was scared
I thought he was going to jump
But he didn't move
So I approached him
His flaming hair contrasting the night
He heard me and turned around
Faced me
The look he gave me told me everything I wanted to know
A look of pain, yet desire
I couldn't walk away from this
I started to feel dizzy
My eyes couldn't look away
I was drowning myself in this whim
I just wanted to kiss him,
Feel him against me,
If it only meant for one time
I still wanted to feel how it would be
So I did it
And the kiss was unbelievable
It felt like stars prickled everywhere around both of us
He felt the same thing
As I heard a moan escaped his delightful lips
We both knew what we were doing was crazy
But we didn't stop
It felt like freedom
So we reach for this luck
As it will become our source of happiness
A thing that will make us feel alive.