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A Heart's Desire

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"Are we there soon?" Summer asked for what seemed like thetwentieth time.

Seth couldn't help but smile though. He was really excited about this surprise and he loved to see Summer excited. That was what she was; excited.

"Patience, Summer." Seth smiled.

Summer couldn't help but giggle. "I wanna find out where we're going."

"Really?" Summer slapped him playfully on his arm. "We're there soon." Seth brought Summer's hand up to his mouth and kissed it before replacing it in her lap, still holding it, caressing her knuckles lovingly.

That seemed to be an answer enough to Summer because she became silent, just sitting there holding her husband's hand and smiling.

About ten minutes later a cottage was revealed behind some trees. Summer gasped when she could see the whole area. She could see the blue sky and the sun glittering on the water in the small lake. Was this paradise?

"So?" Seth asked a little nervous. "What do you think?" Summer answered by stepping out of the car and walking up the steps to the house.

"You brought the keys, right?" she turned around and said, her hair flowing in the summer breeze. A huge smile was on her face and her eyes sparkled in that way Seth loved. He ran the few steps she'd taken and placed the keys in her hand.

To Seth's surprise Summer didn't say anything, she just took his hand in hers and walked up the steps that were left to the cottage.

The look on Summer's face as they stepped into the house said more than words ever could. "I take this that you like it?" Seth laughed, watching the grin on Summer's face turn into laughter as well.

"I love it!" Summer exclaimed and flung her arms round his neck. "It's perfect, Seth."

"I knew you'd like it."

"I do."

The two of them walked through the house and out to the porch where a breathtaking view caught their eyes. The water was so still and there weren't anything to be seen but nature. No sounds were to be heard, everything was quiet and peaceful. It was as if they'd travelled to another part of the world where nothing else existed but the two of them and the environment surrounding them.

The rest of the house was just as perfect. There were two bedrooms, one bathroom, a cosy kitchen and a big room with a fire place, TV and couches.

"Cohen, this is amazing. How did you find this place?"

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Seth was in the kitchen, preparing some dinner while Summer was in the shower. He couldn't stop thinking about how perfect things was. Could they be more happy?

Lately Seth had been thinking a lot of their relationship and the baby. He was so afraid but he couldn't talk to Summer about it. She would just take it the wrong way and think that he didn't want to have a baby. And with his past, the way he'd been acting in the beginning of her pregnancy, he couldn't risk anything.

Every day it hit Seth how much he really loved Summer, how much she completed in his life. Now, he had always dreamt about having a family with her, but he was still allowed to get scared, right? Get 'cold feet'.

He wasn't afraid of them not having enough of love because he knew that love would never be a problem for them. What he was afraid of was if love would be enough.

Would they still be able to make passionate love? Would they still be able to have their morning rituals? Would Summer still stop by his office now and then to have lunch together?

As Seth felt the panic rise inside of him Summer appeared in a robe, her hair dark and curly from the water.

"I thought I'd see how you're doing," she said and walked over, giving him a what should have been a quick hug. Seth though, took this opportunity to embrace her and buried his face into her hair. His worry didn't disappear but Summer's closeness made him calm down a little.

"Hey ," Summer started and pulled away slightly. "What's wrong, baby?"

She gazed into his eyes and Seth felt even more torn. Why did he feel like this?

Summer searched his face, gently holding his chin. "Are you okay?"

He nodded. "Yeah,"

Bringing him back into her arms she kissed him on the cheek. "Whatever it is, I'm always here."

"I know," Seth whispered back into her hair and pulled her as close to him as he possibly could. She was amazing.

Stepping away from their embrace, Summer pecked his lips and smiled. "I should go get dressed."

"Yeah," Seth returned to the cooking as Summer disappeared into their bedroom. He couldn't tell her about his 'problem'. Not when she was this happy, when they were this happy.

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Later that night the two of them were in bed, naked. Seth had completely pushed his thoughts aside and was again just happy that they were so good. He was playing with Summer's hair as she had her head resting on his arm, feeling perfectly relaxed after an hour in this bed.

Summer was fumbling with her ring, something she sometimes did. That ring was her dearest possession.

Flashback

Seth carefully placed Summer on the bed, being aware of the fact that she'd never forgive him if he ruined her dress. Even if this was the only day she would wear it, it was going to be saved as a memory and it therefore had to stay perfect.

Climbing on top of her, Seth captured her lips with his own in a soundly kiss. Summer quickly deepened it and almost too roughly brought him down so that he was resting on her smaller body. Entangling their tongues felt so much better on this day than it ever had before and it felt as if they'd never be able to leave each other again, if it only was for a second.

Seeing as Summer's dress took up most of the bed, she knew that it had to go first. So as Seth's hands roamed her body while he still had his lips attached to hers, Summer abruptly sat up.

"What?" Seth laughed , caressing her bare arms.

"Help me get out of this," she wined and made a gesture to her dress, realising that it wasn't as easy to get a wedding dress off in a hurry as a shirt and jeans.

Seth gently began to kiss her collarbone and jaw, knowing what that did to her, while his hands found the zipper. The way he slowly unzipped her dress and continued to kiss her neckline made Summer moan loudly. The way his fingers so carefully made contact to her newly exposed skin and the way his soft lips and warm tongue kissed her sensitive area sent Summer to a place just like heaven.

She'd never feel this vulnerable underneath somebody's touch, she'd never feel so loved either. Because that was what these tender moments did to her; they filled her with love.

"Seth," Summer moaned as she could feel his hands on her back, the zipper completly down. Smiling and moving his mouth to her face Seth helped her out of the dress, leaving Summer in just the lingerie. She'd carefully picked it out, hoping to amuse Seth. And by the look on his face she had succeeded.

He stared at her with so much admiration, reassuring Summer that he was very pleased. The lingerie, white of course and with lots of lace, hugged her curves perfectly. In Seth's eyes she couldn't be any more perfect. He smiled at the fact that she'd picked boy shorts instead of a thong, knowing what he preferred.

"You're so beautiful." Seth said before taking her into his arms, throwing his jacket away. His hot lips met hers again in a kiss that was so intense Summer couldn't think of anything. It was as if her head went blank for a second, only able to let her feel that kiss. Loving his lips and never wanting to part Summer swirled her tongue together with Seth's in a way she only did at times when she was very eager to go further. Fortunately Seth recognized that sign and while still wanting to take things slow and enjoy this night, he knew a way to give Summer what she wanted but still not go too fast forward.

Summer gasped as she felt Seth's hand seek its way up her thigh. She broke the kiss and immediately felt Seth's mouth make contact with her chest.

The enormous arousal couldn't be explained by anything else than the fact that she was doing this with her husband. Her husband! Smiling brightly, Summer helped Seth to take her bra off and a second later she felt him pulling the fabric of her underwear away.

Inhaling deeply Summer tried not to cry out of joy and pleasure as she felt his fingers against her most sensitive parts while his mouth found an erect nipple to play with. Seth knew her body so well. He knew that she never was one to take things slow; she wasn't that patient. Therefore she loved how he gave her this now; later she would be able to make the best of this night.

Seth kept stroking her insides and as Summer just wanted more of him she quickly pulled her underwear off, so that they wouldn't be in the way for Seth as he did this to her.

"God, Seth." Summer moaned as Seth continued to suck on her nipple, only his teeth was now helping to drive Summer over the edge. Her breathing was possibly harder than ever before and everything in the room felt like a hundred degrees. Everything was just so...hot and such a...turn on. Having Seth's mouth travelling down her body to stop at her abdomnen for sure didn't reduce her arousal.

As Seth's tongue met her clit Summer couldn't control herself. She cried out and tried not to move too much. Before inhaling deeply her fists found Seth's hair and she roughly squeezed her hands shut around his curls and she guided him closer to her.

She could feel him smiling against her as he continued to please her, touching her in all the right places and at the right ways.

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"What are you thinking of?" Seth interrupted her dreaming and took Summer's hands in his, stopping her fumbling with the ring.

Summer smiled and turned to face him. "I was thinking of our wedding night," she softly said.

"Yeah?" Seth smirked, knowing that that was a very good memory.

"Yeah." Summer told him and then got a very serious look on her face. "You know that I love you, right?"

Seth nodded, slightly confused. "Of course. I love you, too."

"And we can tell each other everything," she continued.

"Yeah. We tell each other everything." Seth repeated. What was this coming from?

"Then why won't you tell me what's bothering you?"Summer finally asked. Seth tried to look confused but he knew that she could see right through him. "Whatever it is I want to know. I know that it's something."

"Summer," Seth started, unsure of how to get around this. "I always tell you things. And I promise you that everything's fine. Perfect even." He placed his hand on her cheek and gently rubbed it.

"Okay then," Summer sighed and snuggled closer to his body. "I won't push you."

Seth was about to say something but as she closed her eyes and placed his arm over her waist he knew that there was nothing to say.

"Night, love." he whispered into her ear and closed his eyes as well.

"Night." Summer whispered back. "But I still don't believe you."

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