"What have I done?" Nathan murmured quietly under his voice. He stood next to the fridge staring into his and Haley's bedroom. Brooke's hair was hanging off the bed, along with her hand and her bra. Nathan walked to the bedroom door and shut it. He grabbed his keys, and took off in his car leaving Brooke at the house.
While Nathan was
driving his cell phone rang. He picked it up, "Hello?"
"Uh,
hi, is this Nathan?" Peyton asked.
"Yeah, who the hell is
this?" Nathan was regretful and bitter, and it was made clear this
was a bad time.
"Hello Nate, its Peyton. Listen i'm in town
visiting, and I wanted to see you." She spoke
thoughtfully.
"What??" He gathered his thoughts for a moment.
"Uh, yeah. Okay?" He said almost speechless.
"Okay…so are
you busy right now?" She asked.
"No, not really", he smirked
a little, "Where are you?" He said as he pulled over.
"Well
I am staying at Tree Hill Hotel, but if you want we could meet up
somewhere. I know it's a little late, so we could probably just go
for a walk?" She asked hopefully. She just wanted to have a normal
conversation with someone.
"Sure, I'll meet you at the
Rivercourt in a bit." He hung up almost immediately, without giving
thought to her response.
Peyton hung up her phone as well, and
headed towards to the park.
Ring…ring…ring.
Brooke
tumbled off the bed onto the floor. She scratched her head, and
looked around half asleep, searching for her phone. She found it and
flipped it open, "Uhh, hello?" She said groggily.
…
"Crap
I missed it." She checked her missed calls, and there were 4 from
Luke. "Dammit, Oh God!" Brooke had just realized where she
was.
"Nathan! Nathan!" She called out, and no one answered.
She tip toed out of the bedroom peaking around for Nathan. She
grabbed her clothes and keys, and stomped out to her car. She sat
down, breathed deeply, started the car, and backed up. "Oh my God,
what am I going to tell Haley", she spoke as she stared into her
rearview mirror.
"Well hey there Mr. Scott" Peyton said
with a smile on her face as she emerged from a few bushes to
half-court. "How are you"?
"Peyton!" They hugged for a few
seconds, and she pulled away. "Man I haven't seen you in so
long."
"I was hoping you wouldn't be mad"
"Whatever,
you know. I get it, you had to get out of here and do your own thing,
seems to be a habit with you Tree Hill girls." James said
humorously, although he thought nothing funny of the matter.
"I'm
sorry about Haley, Nate. Let her chase her dreams for a while, i'm
sure you guys can pick up where you left off when she gets back."
Nathan smiled.
"Well, anyway, it's good to see you! Does Lucas
know you're here?
"Yeah, actually, I called him and he didn't
really want to talk." She said staring down at the cement.
"Sorry."
Nathan spoke kindly, "he'll come around. How long are you here
for?" Nathan asked.
"Only a few more days, but I was thinking
of cutting out tonight, but I wanted to see you first."
"Well
i'm glad you did. I'd offer you to stay at my place but I have to
get up early for work tomorrow, and Luke's going to swing by and
pick me up." Nathan looked guilty.
"Okay, yeah, it's
alright. But i'm freezing, and it's late. It was nice to see you
Nathan." Peyton started to walk towards him.
"Yeah, well,"
he paused for a minute while they hugged, "it was nice to see you
too. I'm going to tell Luke I saw you, try to knock some sense into
him." They both smiled, "thanks for calling P Sawyer, I missed
you, you know that right?" He said as she began to walk away.
She
gave him a smile, and continued back to her car. She was packed, and
ready to leave Tree Hill, but something was pulling her back. She
made a right in the intersection, a right back to her
hotel.
"Brooke?" Nathan yelled when he saw her boots were gone. He headed to his bedroom, and stripped the sheets off the bed. He put everything in a basket ready to take to the Laundromat, and lied down on the couch.
"Nate! Open the door! We're going
to be late" Lucas shouted from outside Nathan and Haley's
apartment.
Nathan sprung off the couch, and pushed the door open.
"Sorry man! I must have overslept."
"What tipped you off?"
Lucas said playfully.
Nathan ran off the go get ready, and Luke
went back to wait in the car.
Nathan finally walked out of the
house, dressed down, looking tired.
"Dude you look like crap.
What happened to you last night?" Lucas asked pulling out of the
parking lot.
"If I tell you, you have to promise your not going
to get pissed." Nathan said making no eye contact.
Lucas looked
over at him while trying to focus on driving. "What?"
"Brooke
came over because she was upset about what happened with you and
Peyton and…" Before he could finish Lucas cut him off.
"Woah,
woah, woah. Wait a second, what happened with me and Peyton?" Lucas
looked confused.
"Dude, I don't know. We were just talking,
and then we kissed and I-"
"Wait, you kissed Brooke?!" Lucas
sounded surprised.
"Man, we were both lonely, and then we ended
up in bed, I don't know how it happened, man i'm sorry" Nathan
winced at the thought of what Luke would say next.
"Don't say
sorry to me, say sorry to Haley."
"You're not mad?" Nathan
asked.
"I have nothing to be mad about. Brooke and I are just
friends, but that's not fair to Haley. I get that your lonely Nate,
but you have your friends and your better than that. There's
nothing more I can really say. Now put your game face because were
this close to making play-off season, and i'm not going to lose a
single game because of your marriage problems." Lucas joked.
"Yeah,
man. Thanks." They got out of the car, did the home-boy hug, and
walked into Tree Hill High School.
Brooke was hanging clothes
when Luke walked in on her lunch time break. She looked up at him,
and her eyes began to water. "Luke, I-"
"Say no more, I know
what happened with you and Nathan. A little skanky but I get it,"
Luke laughed.
Brooke just stared, "Are you okay?"
"Yes.
Why? Did you think I was going to get mad, because Nate did too? I'm
not mad Brooke; I have no reason to be. But Nate mentioned something
about you being mad at me, and I just want to know are we cool?" He
asked, with his hands together.
"Yes, of course. I guess I
just-" she began.
"Okay, good. I got to get back, so i'll
see you later okay." He asked already half out the door.
"Yeah
sure…" the door slammed, "Bye Luke." She sighed and went back
to folding and hanging.
"Peyton?" Lucas said, "Peyton?
Are you here?" He knocked on her hotel room door.
"Hold on a
minute!" Peyton yelled, not recognizing the voice through the thick
walls. "Yeah?" Her mouth dropped in shock. "Luke! I wasn't
expecting you, come in."
They sat down together on two separate
beds, facing each other.
"I know we never got to really talk,
because I guess I was pretty angry about the way we left things. But
hey, you're here and i'm here now, and I really want to talk
about things." Luke said maturely.
"Sure, I do too. So…you
first?" She said smiling, inching back on the bed.
"Okay,"
he sighed, "Why did you leave?"
"Well, I guess it just got
too much for me, you know. I mean we were together everyday, and I
loved you Luke, but I guess I was feeling held back. Everyone was
going off the college, and when you told me that you didn't want
to, that you didn't want to be apart, that you'd rather stay with
me I got scared. I was young Luke, I still am and so are you. We had
the rest of our lives to be together, or meet new people, I wasn't
ready to settle down with you in Tree Hill."
"So instead you
ran away to New York, and didn't talk to me for years. Peyton, I
didn't want to settle down, I just didn't want to go to school
out of state, because of you and my Mom, and so many other things. I
new I could be happy here," Luke said calmly.
"And I could've
too. I could've been happy here, with you, running Tric or starting
my own business. I could've worked with THUD, and we could've
moved in together, got married. I know I could've been happy with
you Luke, don't doubt that for a second, but I just didn't know
if I was ready for that yet."
"Why didn't you call?" He
asked, seemingly hurt.
"I knew you were mad, I knew you were mad
when I left that night. I felt so guilty, and so regretful, and every
second of every day I thought about you. I thought about calling you,
coming back to you, kissing you. I missed you so much Luke"
"Why
didn't you call. I would've come to New York, to visit, we could
have kept in touch, I loved you so much, how could you not have known
that."
"That's the thing Luke, I knew you did. I knew you
loved me, and I knew that you knew I loved you. And that was enough
for me, and somewhere along the line I stopped missing you so much,
and I moved on. But every so often I'd remember you, and us, and
the way we were, and I wanted to come see you for so long, and now
that i'm hear i'm happy I did.
"Okay. Last one."
"Shoot"
Peyton said.
"Do you still love me?" Luke said.
"Luke.."
"Just
answer Peyton. Don't think about it, just be honest."
"I
always will." She said, with a tear in her eye.
"He bent over,
and put his hand on hers. She stood up, brining him up with her. He
dragged his hands into her hair and behind her ear, staring into her
eyes. He traced the outline of her lips with his, starting with the
top. He ended at the bottom and pulled her closer to him. He laid her
down gently onto the bed, and kissed chest, holding face at the same
time. He rolled over, pushing his hands up her back, kissing faster,
faster.
"I'm sorry I hurt you Luke," Peyton
interrupted.
"For the record, I'll always love you too…"
