A
few hours later they were laying in bed together.
"It's late…"
Peyton said, looking up at Lucas' face diagonal to hers.
"Yeah,
and?" They giggled.
"I'm sorry I missed out." Peyton said,
sadly.
"What do you mean?"
"I'm sorry I missed out on
this. All of this. Being with you makes me so happy, and I just can't
shake this feeling that I missed out-"
"Well, than we won't
miss each other anymore," he said, kissing her forehead. She
smiled.
"Yeah well, I didn't miss the Tree Hill High drama, I
mean it's classic. Brooke being angry, slamming doors in my face,
it's just so like her. She could hold a grudge for her entire life
if it meant that much to her. I just wish she would talk to me, I
mean I know I did a crappy thing but-"
"Speaking of crappy
things, she slept with Nathan last night." Lucas said
interrupting.
"WHAT!? No! What about Haley? I thought they were
doing okay this time?" Peyton was shocked.
"Well, the guy
messed up. Haley isn't making this distance thing very easy on him,
either. She won't return his calls, and I don't blame him for
being lonely,"
"Lucas, it's not okay to do that just because
your lonely. Is he gonna' tell her?"
"I don't know. But
when Nathan told me, he kind of mentioned you and I…" Lucas said,
questionably. He thought it might have been to soon to re-involve her
with the dreaded triangle.
"What do you mean…?"
"Well,
it had something to do with me chasing you after you stormed off. I
figured she was upset because you guys weren't on good terms, but I
think it was a little deeper than that."
"Define deeper?"
Peyton looked worried.
"Look Peyton, all that matters is were
here. I'm done wasting time, i'm done wishing you were here.
You're here now, and I just want to be with you. Forget Brooke,
forget Nathan and Haley, forget everything."
"That's not too
tough when your lying next to me." She smiled, and rubbed his face
gently. She placed her top lip on his, and pushed her leg in between
his. They laughed together, rolling around and
kissing.
Ring…ring…ring.
"Where is she?" Nathan said angrily, while driving out of the parking lot.
Knock…knock…knock.
Brooke answered the door in
sweatpants and a tank top. "Uhh, Nathan! Uhm, hey." She said
awkwardly.
"Brooke why are you avoiding me? We have to talk
about this sooner or later." Nathan said frowning as he pushed his
way into the door.
"Look Nate, don't take this the wrong way
but I was fighting with Lucas, I was lonely and so were you. I
explained the whole thing to Lucas, and everything is okay now. I
promise I won't tell Haley if you won't, done deal. Maybe i'll
see you later." She said barely breathing between spiels. She tried
to shove him out the door, but he shook away from her hand.
"Brooke…"
Nathan began.
"Nate, please don't. This is hard enough as it
is. Can we please just forget about it?" Brooke pleaded.
"If
that's what you want." Nate fled from Brooke's home before she
could respond. He was agitated when he received a text message before
entering his vehicle. It was from Haley
Hey
honey!
Backstage is so crazy right now! I'm sorry i've missed
your calls,
I haven't had much spare time. Everything is going
great,
And i'm going to find a minute to call you hopefully
tomorrow.
I hope all is well back at home, love always and
forever,
Haley
Well isn't that nice, my wife found the time to text message me Nathan said under his breath. He put the keys in the ignition and drove off absolutely annoyed.
Peyton
awoke to a knocking at the door. "Luke…" She called out.
"Good
morning beautiful." He said groggily while caressing her
shoulder.
"There's someone at the door…It's probably
Nathan, should I get it?" Peyton asked.
"Go ahead, but i'm
going to wait for you to come back, okay. Get rid of them" He
laughed as he pulled his arms behind his back.
Peyton opened the
door a little, and Brooke swung it all the way open. "Uhhh"
Peyton said horrified. "Brooke…this isn't a good time."
Brooke
shut the door behind her, "Look Peyton we have to talk. I'm sorry
about the way I acted. I shouldn't hang something that happened 5
years ago over your head. Your relationships and choices are none of
business, and i'm sorry."
"Wait-"Peyton began.
"No!
Listen. If you still have feelings for Lucas than that's your
business, and if that's why you came back here, I just want you to
know that I don't think your going to get that. Lucas is thinking
so much clearer than he was when you were here, and I know him now
Peyton, I mean I really know him. He wouldn't put himself through
that again…" before she could finish Lucas called out Peyton's
name.
Peyton looked back at the door, and gave an awkward face.
"Brooke…please don't-" before she could finish Brooke fled
out the door.
"LUKE!" Peyton shouted angrily.
"Woah,
woah, woah. What's going on? I thought you were going to get rid of
them." Luke said confused.
"YEAH! That was before I found out
it was Brooke…apologizing! Than she left when she heard your voice
from the damn bedroom. This was a bad idea. How could I do this to
Brooke again…" Peyton said feeling stupid.
"What do you
mean, your not doing anything to her, Peyton come on."
"Don't
you get it Lucas! Brooke clearly has feelings for you, she got so
close and than I just popped up and ruined everything for her."
Peyton said pacing back and fourth infront of Lucas, who was still
lying in bed.
Lucas propped himself up and gave Peyton a look,
"Peyton, I don't have feelings for Brooke. Whatever she feels
it's not real, we've been spending a lot of time together, it's
not like that with her. We're just friends, I love you
Peyton.
"Lucas, normally those words are like a saving grace for
me. They make me feel comfortable, and I love hearing them, but
they're not going to save me now. I've lost count of how many
times i've screwed up with Brooke, and I hate myself for doing it
again." Peyton's pacing came to a halt, and she neared the bed on
the side Lucas was sitting. "Look Luke, I love you, I really do,
but I just need some time to figure this out…"
"What's
there to figure out," Luke said with pleading eyes.
"Well, I
have to go back to New York in a few days, and I have to talk to
Brooke, and my head is spinning right now."
"New York…"
Lucas spoke quietly.
"Well what? Did you think I was going to
stay with you in this room forever," Peyton gave a sad smile, "Luke
I really think you should go. You should probably go talk to Brooke
too."
"Peyton don't shut me out again." Lucas said, now
clothed and holding her shoulders. "Just relax, we have time to
figure things out. Just spend the day with me, please?"
"Luke…"
he pulled her in for a hug. He closed his eyes and she responded,
"I'm sorry, I can't. But I'll stop by the café
tomorrow, I really want to see your mom." She said, shifting
attention.
"Please come by my place tonight, Peyton" he asked,
rubbing her neck with his thumb and finger.
"I will. I'm
sorry."
"Don't apologize now, save it for tonight when your
going to make it up to me," Lucas winked at Peyton, smiled, kissed
her cheek and waltzed out the door.
