Everyone had a good time that night, Sirius danced with some girls from the Quiddich team, and when he and Remus were drunk enough, started kissing under mistletoe.

"If they wanted to keep their relationship a secret they're going the wrong way about it!" James yelled to Peter over the music

"Yeah, well" James vaguely heard Peter's answer because of the music, talking and whistling. There was whistling because of Sirius and Remus' 'presentation'. Sirius' hands were now travelling Remus' back and arse.

"I'm surprised Remus hasn't pushed Sirius away with what he's doing. I think we need to break them up" James raced over to his two fellow Marauders and pulled Sirius away from Remus who was looking dazed.

Sirius had been attempting to undo Remus' trousers. "Mate I think you need to go to bed"

"Uh? What?" Sirius looked at James as if he was an alien. James shook his head and helped his best mate up the stone steps to their dormitory.

"James, I'm not tired I don't need to go to bed I want to be with Remus, please James"

"He'll come to bed soon probably; I just had to break you to up because you'll regret what you did in the morning now go to sleep"

"Nope"

"Fine but if I were you I'd sleep the alcohol off"

"Ok, ok I'll try" James smiled.

The next morning Sirius was woken up by someone's warm breath on his face, and then warm lips tracing the groves of his neck. Sirius let out a moan as the lips hit the sensitive spot in between his neck and collar bone.

Sirius' eyes fluttered open, and he saw mousy-brown hair, he intertwined his fingers in the straggly hair, pulled the head backwards, and sunk his teeth into the collarbone of the boy's naked torso.

"Sirius" Remus smiled, Sirius let Remus' hair go but he pulled his head gently towards him and they kissed tenderly. "Love you and you're a pleasant sight to wake up to even with a hangover".

"I love you too, Siri. I love you too" Remus leaned into Sirius. Sirius rolled onto Remus so he was straddling the boy's waist, leaned down and he kissed him with more passion that Remus had ever felt.

Sirius broke the kiss only to run his mouth down from his jaw to his neck. Then he moved to the crisscrossing scars on Remus' chest, he travelled making a map with the scars by his mouth.

As Sirius moved further down, Remus dug his fingers in the long black hair and balled his fist, fear over reigning him, but knowing Sirius' need he tried not to stop Sirius' roaming mouth even though he had started to lower Remus' boxers to allow his mouth and tongue to roam further.

"Sirius, stop… I'm, not ready" Remus choked out. Sirius stopped

"Sorry' Sirius retreated to the other end of his bed, 'Sorry" he said again

"Siri. Don't apologise, you shouldn't be ale to read my mind when I want you to stop, don't apologise for something that comes naturally to you, you're used to getting that all the time, I'm not" Remus pulled Sirius closer to him. Remus leaned his body into Sirius' and kissed him hard.

Sirius broke off first to rest his head against Remus' shoulder breathing hard; eyes closed his hands on Remus' back.

Remus also had his eyes closed liking the un-sexual contact between them. "Sirius" Remus whispered

"Hmm?"

"We need to get dressed, the other two are leaving in three hours" Sirius grudgingly pulled away from his 'lover'.

Sirius pulled open the hangings of his four-poster-bed and yelped in shock at the site of a boy on the other side of the hangings sitting on James' bed "Regulus Malcolm Black!" Regulus laughed at Sirius calling him by his full name.

"Hi big bro, I see you've settled with him then"

"How long have you been there?"

"Long enough to know that you were trying to do something Lupin didn't want you to do"

"Get out you fucking shit head!" Sirius screamed

"No! Mother wants you"

"I couldn't care let what she wants I'm no longer her son and I have nothing to do with her she knows that!"

"Fine, but don't blame me if you get a howler"

"That's fine by me, now out of my dorm and out of the Gryffindor tower" Regulus left and Sirius dropped his head into his hands.

"That little fucked up Black prince prick," Sirius murmured into his hands

"It's alright I just want to know how he got in here?" Remus murmured sitting right next to Sirius. Remus put his arm around Sirius' shoulders and pulled him closer.

Sirius rested his head on Remus' shoulder, a tear slid down his cheek, he did not know why but he allowed them to fall.

Remus saw that the boy he loved was crying, he had never seen him cry, it was the one thing he had not seen Sirius do; he had seen him fight, laugh, fuck, drink, argue, and flirt, but he had never seen Sirius cry.

Remus put his other arm around the boy and rocked him slightly, "I'm alright Remus, seriously" Sirius said gruffly

"You don't have to act hard around me Sirius"

"But we need to get ready" Remus nodded so Sirius got up and went to have a shower discarding his boxers as he went.

After the hot spray had soaked Sirius' hair and he had done his usual routine of shampoos and conditioners, he stepped out of the shower and shaved; he then towelled himself dry and then wrapped the towel around his waist.

Remus was already dressed; he smiled at Sirius as he came from the bathroom and chucked a pair of boxers at him "What was that for?" Sirius asked caching the boxers and realized they were stiff in places

"Have you been wanking in my bed?"

"Argh, there not mine; there Peter's, Argh" he said dropping the boxers into a bin Remus laughed, stood up then kissed Sirius biting his lip in the process.

Sirius' towel fell to the floor; he also fell to the floor with pleasure bringing Remus down with him, now Remus was sitting in Sirius' lap Sirius forcing his head down closer to his face.

"God Remus" Sirius said breathlessly

"Ahem" James cleared his throat from the doorway.