Okay I know it's been awhile. I'm thinking there will be two more chapters.. I'm not sure yet. I hope you all like this!


Chapter 11- Memories

"Where is he!" I screamed, rushing into the waiting room where everyone was sitting quietly. "Where the fuck is he Kai?"

I was enraged and oblivious to my actions. I picked him up by the shirt and pressed him against the wall. The tips of his shoes barely touched the floor. "Tell me, or I swear on Bella that I will tear you to shreds!"

Kai shook slightly but said nothing. I pressed him against the wall harder and the pictures in the room shook slightly, threatening to fall off.

"We don't know where he went man." I looked around to see who had spoken, it was Deryk. "He took off before the paramedics got there, he could be anywhere by now."

"You know! I know you fucking do!" I screamed again in his face. I saw a few nurses pass by the room and peer in but they just hurried off.

"I-I don't know! I swear." Kai said sadly, "Even though he's my best friend I would still let you have your way with him after what he did... I swear I would tell you."

I released Kai from my grip and sat down. I put my head in my hands and pulled at my auburn hair. Bella had always liked my hair, I remember the first time we met...

"Who's that?" I whispered to Emmet.

We were sitting inside Deryks house, it was the first time I was ever there. I watched as a young girl walked quietly across the living room and up the stairs without saying a word to anyone. Emmet had been friends with Deryk for months but I had only taken a liking to him when we partied together the night before.

"That's Deryks sister Bella." Emmet whispered back, the way he had said it sounded like the subject was something they didn't talk about.

"I didn't know he had a sister." I said, looking up at the girl who was walking slowly up the stairs.

She was absolutely beautiful. She wore a denim mini skirt and plain black tennis shoes. She also wore a black zip up hoodie with the hood up that hid all of her hair. I couldn't help staring at her small frame and then she turned and looked at me. Her hand was resting on the door knob and she turned her head slowly and looked straight at me. Her eyes were chocolate brown and I could see dark brown hair billow out from under her hood. Her pale face looked saddened and her eyes were full of pain. I couldn't help but think that she must be the most beautiful disaster to ever exist.

"Deryk doesn't like her she just moved here from Phoenix," Emmet said following my gaze to Bella. "If you want to stay friends with Deryk stay away from her."

I looked at him, thinking that was an odd thing to say and I knew that there was no way I could stay away from her. I was curious and she needed someone, I could see it her chocolate eyes.

"Edward?" Emmet called, "Edward? Are you all right?"

"No, I'm not fucking all right!" I yelled standing up and walking towards the hospital exit.

"Where are you going?" He yelled after me.

"I just need to walk... get some fresh air." I muttered, if he wasn't a vampire I'm sure he wouldn't have heard me.

I walked, not knowing where my feet were taking me. I needed to think, I needed revenge... I needed to breathe.

Before I knew it I was in front of the cherry tree by the pond, out back from Deryks house. I exhaled sharply and sat down in the same spot I had when I made love to Bella. Sitting there reminded me of that day we shared...

"Bella?" I said quietly standing awkwardly in front of her.

She was laying down listening to music and zoning out. She was wearing her usual blue jeans and tennis shoes but today was too hot for a sweater. She wore a tight corset tank top with lace around the edges and an arm warmer around her right wrist. She looked absolutely stunning.

Her eyes opened and she smiled slightly, then sat up. "Good afternoon Edward."

I smiled and stood there awkwardly, "C-can I sit... here... with you?"

She nodded and I sat down, leaning against the cherry tree.

"I haven't talked to you in awhile." She said, resting her head against the tree and closing her eyes.

"I-I know and I'm really sorry... it's just..." what was it?.

"You don't have to explain Edward." She said quietly, "I half expected this to happen sooner or later."

I opened my mouth to speak but she placed her hand gently over it. "I told you, there's no need to explain."

And then I kissed her. I couldn't resist, she was so beautiful, like an angel. I pulled back after a short kiss on her lips to see how she was going to act and she just looked at me. She bit her lower lip and her eyes were alive with passion. So I kissed her again, this time I deepened the kiss letting my tongue roam over her bottom lip asking for entrance. She gave in immediately and I explored her mouth, tasting her, the most delicious taste I've ever encountered.

It progressed from there, the next thing I knew I was on top of her, her shirt unlaced a little to show more of her creamy breasts. I was surprised at how in control I was over my vampire instincts, I didn't feel like biting her at all. Soon I was inside her, exploring her insides, something no one has ever been fortunate enough to do. It was perfect, we were in sync with each other and then she was moaning my name in my ear. I moaned her name back and then she arched her back and screamed my name loudly. She panted heavily as she came down from the physical high, she kept her eyes closed the whole time and I couldn't help but wonder what she was thinking.

A slight breeze drifted my way, it shook me from my thoughts and for a minute I didn't move.

"It's my fault she ended up like this" I said to myself, placing my head in my hands.

I did this! I took her virginity and then stopped talking to her the next day. I knew that Ray was going down there with bad intentions. I let him fuck her, I should have stopped it.

I screamed out loud in frustration and then a cold breeze blew my way. I froze in place sniffing the air as it flew by. It was him... Ray. I stood up quickly, my vampire senses raging. I could smell everything within a 5 miles; I could see through the black cloudy night perfectly; and I could hear everything around me.

"Ray!" I shouted loudly into the cold night. "Where are you! Stop being such a fucking coward. Come on! Face me like the man you think you are!"

I waited knowing that I had wounded his huge ego, I knew he was around. And then I heard his thoughts... he was laughing.

"Come get me then Edward." He thought.

I couldn't tell where he was, he wasn't far but he wasn't close.

"Stop being a coward and come out and face me!"

I heard him laugh, but not in his thoughts, he was on the edge of the forest and I saw him. His bleach blonde hair and white nose band shone brightly in the dark night.

I crouched down a low growl emanated through my chest and before I could make a move Ray was on me. He had charged at me and hit me right in the stomach with his shoulder. He was powerful, definitely but not very smart. I turned quickly so it was his face that hit the tree with a loud smack, the tree had broke in half. He stood up and laughed again, his look was lethal and I was beginning to get worried.


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