Alright I decided to continue this story even though I only got 2 reviews. I would really appreciate more.
I used another tatu song it's called Gomenasai.
So read it and yeah you better review.
Ashley POV
I went to bed that night feeling better than I had in a year. I felt that everything would be okay. I know that's a lot to think after the small commnication we had but after a year of the silent treatment anything was good. I wonder if tomorrow would be to soon to call her. She did say she would call me but I feel like I should try to talk to her since I screwed up. I can't believe I'm thinking this. No one has ever made me this crazy. If this had been anyone else I wouldn't of even cared. I just love her so much. Everyday I'm without her it hurts and it keeps getting worse. All I can think about is getting her back and now here is my chance. I'm definetly calling her tomorrow.
Spencer POV
I went to bed thinking that things were going to be better like they used to be. Maybe I can put what happened last year behind us. I know she is sorry but it's hard to forgive her after what I saw. I think now I'm ready to talk to her again and get back to where we were before and where we were before was in love. I want that back more than anything. I'm going to call her right when I wake up.
Ashley woke up the next day still feeling good from the night before. It was seven so she decided it was too early to call Spencer. She knew how Spencer liked to sleep late on the weekend like she did. So normally she wouldn't wake up until noon but she was so excited. She went downstairs to grab something to eat and then took a shower. By the time she was done it was eight thirty. She tried listening to music and watching tv to kill time but by nine she couldn't wait any longer. She picked up the phone and dialed Spencer's cell number. She didn't want to risk one of Spencer's family members answering. They would probably give her a hard time since they knew about last year. After about three rings Spencer picked up.
"Hello" It was obviuos to Ashley Spencer just woke up.
"Hey it's Ashley. Sorry I woke you up."
"That's alright."
"I was just wondering if you had any plans for today?"
"No I'm free."
"Good. I thought maybe we could hang out or something."
"Yeah sounds good. You can come over my house. Just wait until ten to come. By then my mom and dad will be at work and Glen and Clay will be on their way to the baseball stadium to watch the game."
"Alright cool. I'll see you in like an hour."
"Bye"
"Bye"
Good thing she had to wait until ten because it took her a while to pick out the perfect outfit and get ready. She figured if she wanted to get Spencer back she should look good. She also grabbed a copy of the demo cd she made. There was a song on it she really wanted Spencer to hear. When she arrived at Spencer's house she realized she was very nervous. This was the first time in a year she was really going to talk to Spencer. She sat in the car for a few minutes to calm her nerves down and then knocked on the door. Spencer opened the door. Both girls had the same thought Wow does she look beautiful.
"Hey come in"
They walked to living room and sat on the couch.
"You want anything to eat or drink?"
"No I'm good."
They both sat there in awkward silence for a few minutes.
"Spencer about what happened last year I'm really really sorry."
"I know you are but I want to know why you did it."
"I don't know. I think about that every day. I still don't really understand why. Aiden was just always around. It started one day and I just didn't how to stop."
"Isn't it easy to stop. You just don't do it anymore or you don't start." Spencer said starting to get a little angry.
"I know. I'm sorry. I wish I could take back what I did or at least give you a better reason for why I did it so you would feel better but I can't."
The anger dissappeared. It was hard to be angry with Ashley when she was being so sincere.
"No reason would make me feel better. I just want to put what happened last year behind us and start over."
"I do too. I have something I want you to hear. I made a demo cd. The song I sang last night is on it. I wrote another song for you to tell you how I feel. It's called Gomenasai. It means I'm sorry. Ashley put the song on and sat back on the couch.
What I thought wasn't mine
In the light
Was a one of a kind
A precious pearl
When I wanted to cry
I couldn't cause I
Wasn't allowed
Gomenasai
For everything
Gomenasai
I know I let you down
Gomenasai til the end
I never needed a friend like I do now
What I thought wasn't all
So innocent
Was a delicate doll
Of porcelain
When I wanted to call you
And ask you for help
I stopped myself
Gomenasai
For everything
Gomenasai
I know I let you down
Gomenasai til the end
I never needed a friend like I do now
What I thought was a dream
A mirage
Was as real as it seemed
A privilege
When I wanted to tell you
I made a mistake
I walked away
Gomenasai
For everything
Gomenasai
Gomenasai
Gomenasai
I never needed a friend
Like I do now
Gomenasai
I let you down
Gomenasai
Gomenasai
Gomenasai til the end
I never needed a friend
Like I do now
"Wow Ashley. That was so beautiful."
"I wanted you to hear that for so long. I figured if you wouldn't talk to me this song would let you know I was really sorry."
"I should of talked to you sooner. I was just so angry and upset."
"That's understandable."
"I wanted to hate you but I couldn't. All I could do was miss you."
"I missed you too and I never stopped loving you."
"I love you too."
As they had been talking they had been moving closer to each other so they were right next to each other now. Ashley leaned in and kissed Spencer lightly on the lips. She was surprised when she pulled back Spencer gave her another quick kiss. When they pulled back they were both smiling at each other.
"You want to go the mall and then get something to eat?"
"Yeah sounds good Ash."