Author's Notes: OMG! I finally decided to update! XD Omg guys, I'm sooo uber sorry for taking so long to update. I had finals on my back and I was being a lazy bum. T-T Please forgive me, hope you enjoy this chapter, it's prolly my longest one. XD
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The morning sun had flourished the room with a welcoming light.
Naruto heard his beeping alarm clock beginning to toot out of control not far from his tired body. It had felt like only a few hours that he had been able to sleep; his body was almost unmovable from the lack of strength he had.
"Aw…c'mon…", the blonde muttered to himself, slamming down the "Off" button with a hot sweaty palm.
When he noticed his wet hand leave a smear on the small button, he tossed his 4 blankets on the floor with an annoyed grunt.
How the hell could it be this hot during this time of the year…?
Mumbling to himself, he sat up on his bed and rubbed his tired eyes with his fists, trying his best to get as much waste out of his eyes as possible. He hated those little pieces of dried up water rolling around his cheeks in the afternoons, so every morning it was like a small battle between him and his little pests.
Besides, Gaara found them 'disturbing to look at'.
Satisfied with most of the pests gone, the blonde stood up from his drenched bed, leaving a large sweaty replica of himself embedded right in the middle of the mattress.
Damn…was I really sweating that much…?
Annoyed by his shirt sticking unto his soaked skin, he started taking it off until suddenly he heard a loud ring tone coming from his vibrating cell phone which he had left on the counter last night after a long boring conversation with Gaara.
"Huh? A text message at this time of the day…?", Naruto whispered to himself, picking up his cell phone and punching in some buttons to read the message being sent to him.
It's from Gaara…
Message from: Gaara
Time Received: 6:15am
Message: im coming over in 5. C u then.
"He'll be here in 5 minutes…? For what…?", the blue-eyed boy questioned to himself, rubbing the back of his saturated head, "Weird."
With a loud yawn, Naruto made his way to the living room, making sure to take his cell phone along with him, just in case.
That guy that I saw at the park yesterday…I can't get him out of my damn head…I mean- I don't even know the guy! But…his eyes…his everything…so damn beautiful…
Annoyed at his lack of concentration, the yellow-haired boy slammed his body down on the sofa and quickly closed his eyes. Deciding it was thinking time for him and his inner self. After all, it was rare that he had time for himself at all.
Every single moment of his life, he was either with Gaara, or trying to help out a friend with a stupid problem. These moments he had for himself were worth an age of his common life.
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That guy, whatever his name is, why the heck does he have me pinned down like this? All night today I couldn't even sleep 'cuz his face kept on popping up in my head like if it was a friggin' broken record…
What's so special about him that I want so freaking bad?
He's just some weird guy who I met at the park…nothing more…I mean, it's not like if I talk to him or anything. First time I've ever seen him.
Also…why do I have this strong feeling that that guy was the one who sent me that weird note?
And if he did, how does he know my name and my address?
I've gotta find him again. Somehow…
xXx End of Naruto's POV xXx
A loud ring from the doorbell interrupted the blonde's deep thoughts.
Gaara…Naruto quickly stood up from the couch and tried to spike the front of his yellow unruly hair into his everyday-due. Satisfied with the results coming from the T.V.'s reflection, he walked over to open the apartment door, finding Gaara with a strange smile displayed across his lips.
"Hey, Gaara.", Naruto cheerfully blurted out, a little freaked out by Gaara's strange facial expression.
"Naruto", the copper-haired boy responded, a wicked glimmer crossing his sea-green eyes, "I wanted to talk to you, darling."
"Oh, um, sure…" Naruto responded, his cheerful state slowly drooping from his face when he noticed the flash of immorality cross his boyfriend's eyes. "Come in…"
Without hesitation, Gaara stepped in, his eyes immediately inspecting the room as if trying to find anything out of the ordinary. After a few seconds of inspection Naruto opened his mouth to say something.
"Gaara c'mon, no one was in here, kay?", Naruto groaned, rubbing the back of his head in slight annoyance, "It's not like if I'm hiding anything from you or anything."
"Are you?", the chain-wearing teen responded, his voice cold and serious.
Naruto's blue eyes widened slightly by the tone of voice Gaara was using.
This was the first time Gaara had acted so strangely over…nothing.
"Y-yeah…", the yellow-haired boy replied, trying his best not to seem suspicious.
"I…", Gaara whispered, his voice softening as he dropped his gaze down to the ground "I believe you. I'm sorry Naruto."
"It's alright." Naruto smiled, bringing Gaara in for an embrace, "I probably would be kinda jealous of other guys trying to hit on you too.", Naruto teased.
"Naruto…"
"Huh?"
"I…", the red-haired boy continued, sliding his fish-netted arms down on Naruto's legs, his black-polished nails slightly scraping at the uncovered supple skin, "I want to…bring our relationship…closer."
"G-Gaara…", the blue-eyed boy whined, noticing the sensual contact Gaara was bringing upon his shaky figure.
"You would do this for me" the copper-haired teen continued, ignoring his lover's whines, "if you truly do love me."
After that being said, it pierced Naruto's mind like two katanas stabbing through delicate cotton. He knew exactly what Gaara wanted.
He wanted sex.
Naruto had never experienced anything like it. Maybe just slight masturbating and gentle caresses, but never had he actually slept with Gaara, or anyone else for the matter. In other words, he was a straight-up virgin.
And as one, he was afraid of the thought of sex. He was freaked out by the slightest mention of sex. He never actually even got into the thought of how two guys could possibly make-out with each other. He was afraid of Gaara's request.
But, to prove to Gaara that he really loved him, he had to do this with him.
Besides, after all, Gaara is his lover…would it really hurt to please him just this once? Even if it meant denying the fact that he didn't want to…?
"Gaara…", Naruto gasped, feeling his boyfriend's slick hands slide down into the back of his boxers, "A-ah…!"
"Shh…it won't hurt.", the red-haired boy whispered, his breath damp in Naruto's ear, "I promise."
Seconds later, Gaara slipped in two digits inside Naruto's tight twitching entrance; deeply excited by his lover's sudden reaction.
He was so…innocent.
"Ah…!", the blonde shrieked, digging his nails in Gaara's shoulders as he felt sharp fingernails pick at his inner walls, "It-it…hurts…"
Chuckling, Gaara gave out a slight smile as he pulled out of Naruto, laying the both of them down on top of the sofa.
"G-Gaara…s-stop…", Naruto managed to mutter out, trying to wiggle out from under Gaara's strong grip when he felt him tugging down at his boxers.
"Do you not love me, Naruto?" Gaara hissed at him, his eyes wide with what seemed to be anger.
This severely frightened the blonde boy.
"G-Gaara…"
"Answer me…!" Gaara shouted, wrapping his hands around both of Naruto's wrists, "Don't you love me…!…?"
"Y-you're hurting m-me…!", the blue eyed teen whimpered out as he felt Gaara's nails begin to dig inside his sweaty wrists.
Now being aware of what he was doing, Gaara let go of Naruto and slid off the sofa unto the ground. Bringing his hand to his mouth in disbelief, as if not believing what he had just been doing to the love of his life.
He had been hurting Naruto.
Yet…it felt so…so, good…
"I-I'm sorry…", Gaara whispered, staring at Naruto with widened eyes.
"It's…okay.", the ramen-lover responded, rubbing his wrists on the sofa's pillow to ease the pain, "You didn't mean to…"
"Yeah…I didn't mean to…"Gaara repeated, approaching Naruto again, "But you didn't answer me you know…"
The blonde quietly gulped to himself when he noticed the seriousness Gaara had in his eyes. A look in his eyes that Naruto had never before encountered in his boyfriend; a distant type of look, a look that held a gentle glimmer of pure hate deep inside of them. The very image of them made Naruto cringe in horror. Horror of what might be going on inside of the copper-haired boy's mind.
"I…I do love you, Gaara.", Naruto responded, trying his best to avoid the older boy's stare.
"Then" Gaara quietly whispered, standing up in front of Naruto and pulling him up by the arm to look at him eye to eye, "it shouldn't be a bother for you to please me for the first time, love."
"I…"
"Shh…"
Without warning, Gaara savagely ripped off Naruto's boxers, smiling to himself as he saw the torn pieces of cloth make a small parade in mid-air.
He was going to have Naruto. He was going to claim Naruto.
He was going to screw his little boyfriend so bad that he would leave him soaked in his own juices by the time he was done with him.
Even if it meant doing it against his will.
Chuckling at the sight in front of his pale green eyes, he twirled Naruto around the opposite way; slamming his own clothed bulging erection against Naruto's opening, earning a silent moan from his lover.
Beautiful.
"Ah…! Gaara…!"
Feeling his member get more impatient by the second, Gaara pulled down his own pants, letting the heavy chains clinked to them slap down on the ground with a loud clank. With a low moan of his own, he pulled down on his own boxers, finally feeling the naked supple skin caressing the tip of his member.
Oh, how beautifully soft Naruto was. His skin was more like a velvety surface of flower petals drenched with the placid sprinkles of Spring rain. His Naruto was unbearable.
"Gaara…ah…", Naruto moaned, bucking his hips against his boyfriend's stiff erection.
Excited by Naruto's reaction, Gaara readied himself in between the blonde's legs, the tip of his member sliding slowly inside the tight twitching entrance.
"G-Gaara…", the blonde gasped when he felt the unfamiliar intruder making its way up his rigid canal.
"Naruto…", the red-haired teen whined, wrapping his netted arms around Naruto's waist, pulling him in closer inch by inch.
Before the blonde knew it, he felt a sharp piercing ache inside of him. He let out a shrilled scream, his eyes wincing in pain when he felt his inner walls begin to contract with the organ inside of him. The pain was unbearable, yet he could still feel an insane amount of pleasure begin to take over him.
Gaara let out a smirk as a small bead of sweat slid from the side of his head; Naruto's beautiful twitching contractions were driving him insane. Wanting more of them, Gaara made a rhythmic pattern with his hips, making his throbbing member slide in and out of Naruto's tense entrance in a smooth motion, causing Naruto's head to fall forward and his legs shake uncontrollably.
"Ahh! Gaara!", Naruto moaned out, his fingertips scratching on the living room's counter, "F-faster…!"
Elated by Naruto's command, Gaara slammed his entire member deeper inside the blonde, a heavy moan of pleasure dancing in his ears when he noticed he had located Naruto's unattended prostate.
So fucking tight…
"Ahh…!" Naruto shrieked out when he felt Gaara starting to hit his swollen prostate gland every time he slammed into him, "I'm gonna--!"
With a weak final gasp, Naruto had experienced his very first orgasm.
White cream slithered down his sweaty thighs, leaving a white stream of cum in between his unstable legs.
His stomach tingled with the aftermath of it, his body yearning for more as he bucked his ass even closer to Gaara's member, trying to take in as much as he could inside of him.
"Wanting more, my little angel?" Gaara hissed, slamming hard on Naruto's backside, "Mmmm…!"
"Ahhh! Gaara!", the blonde moaned out, his body already drenched from all of the pleasure encrusting him.
Gaara mentally applauded himself for reaching his goal.
He had, in fact, screwed Naruto senseless and he had made him douse in his own sweat and juices. Everything felt so amazing to him, but he still yearned for more…
He wanted even more from Naruto.
With a smirk clearly displayed across his face, he brought his pale hand around Naruto's limp erection, pumping it in a rhythmic pattern along with his heavy thrusts.
Loud ecstasied moans escaped the blonde's mouth in respond to this. This excited Gaara a great deal as he let out a loud groan of his own.
"Naruto…!", the copper-haired boy shrieked out, feeling his own climax spill inside the yellow-haired boy in front of him.
Naruto almost fell forwards when he felt the surge of liquid splash inside him, but Gaara's strong arms were there to catch his fall. Just like that of and angel in God's own comforting embrace.
"Naruto…"Gaara whispered, licking at the sensitive spots on the blonde's neck as he tightened his grip around his angel's lean waist, "you're beautiful."
With a weak smile, the blonde closed his eyes, laying his tired body and Gaara down on the sofa.
Deep inside his mind, it wasn't Gaara he was imagining to make love to…
It was that boy he had met at the park just yesterday; that beautiful black-haired beauty.
Yes, that very one.
Only if I knew your name…only if I knew who you were…we'd be together…forever.
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It was later than he had thought; the sun was high in the sky, giving a beautiful morning glow to his dull plain room.
Sasuke blinked a couple times before he was conscious of where he was. He could already feel an agonizing amount of pain coming from between his legs, and he felt sticky all over.
He had bled, and he was sweaty.
Opening his eyes into two pairs of slits, the raven-haired boy noticed two strong arms holding on tight to his limp figure.
Itachi.
It all came back to him. Last night his brother had his way with him yet again.
Yet again he was defenseless.
Yet again he did nothing to try and defend himself.
Sasuke felt sick to his stomach thinking about it. Thinking about how utterly defenseless he was against his brother. Deep inside, he couldn't deny that he loved his brother.
How could he not?
Itachi was the only family he had left. Everyone else was dead. All means of comfort were gone, and the only warmth and care he could possibly have came from his abusive brother.
If he didn't make the sacrifice of staying with Itachi, he would end up in the streets. Homeless, hopeless, and probably end up as a mere prostitute in the streets, and put himself in a situation worse than he already was.
Despite all the rapes that his brother had placed upon him, Itachi took care of him.
Itachi cared and paid for everything he bought.
Itachi simply cared.
Thinking to himself about all the positive things about his brother, Sasuke wrapped his own slim arms around the larger ones surrounding his waist.
Warmth.
Beautiful secure warmth.
His brother had always sworn he would protect him; no matter how many times Itachi threatened to kill him, Itachi had always swore he would guard him with his life.
"Big brother…", Sasuke whispered, closing his eyes as he let himself be cradled in his brother's warmhearted embrace.
Even though he felt disgusted hugging his abuser with such love, he knew Itachi was the only person he had close to him.
Itachi…why do you harm me so if you care so much? Is it okay to make love to your brother…? Is it a normal thing…? Was I over-reacting all along?
Sasuke's thoughts were soon interrupted when he heard a loud bring come from the nearby phone.
He immediately knew who it was.
Kiba.
Knowing Itachi wouldn't let go of his grip anytime soon, Sasuke slowly squirmed out of his brother's arms until he fell silently down on the carpeted floor.
Freed, the raven-haired boy inaudibly sprinted to the kitchen, his naked feet slapping silently down on the marbled floor. As he reached the kitchen, he wrapped a nearby shirt around his waist and hurriedly picked up the vibrating phone.
"Hello?", Sasuke whispered into the phone, wiping away small beads of swat from his forehead.
"Hey.", a familiar voice responded from the other line.
"Kiba?"
"Yeah. Hey listen, I'm heading to the library right now to pick up some books. Mind coming along with me? Shikamaru says he's too lazy to wake up on Mondays, so I thought you'd wanna come with me. Whaddya say?"
Sasuke thought about it for a moment. He had nothing to do in the mornings, and it wasn't long until Itachi left the house to go buy groceries. And he certainly didn't want to go with him to the grocery store.
"Yeah, alright", the raven-haired boy cheerfully said, taking a small peek at the clock.
9:00am…
"Alright then. I'll wait for you buy the biology aisle near the snack bar in the library.", Kiba responded, a toothy smile spread across his face, "Later, weirdo."
"Bye, Kiba.", Sasuke quickly responded before he hung up the phone.
I've gotta ask Itachi for permission…
Cautiously, the black-eyed teen made his way towards his room, trying his best not to make any noises that might disturb his sleeping brother.
He'll definitely let me go…at least for a little while…and maybe then, Naruto might be at the library too…
An image of his yellow-haired angel popped up in his head right after he said the word 'Naruto'.
Naruto…our encounter at the park…could it lead to something more? Oh, how my love burns for you.
With a smile at the thought, Sasuke gently shook Itachi's shoulder; just enough for a few strands of long hair to fall on his handsome his face.
"Itachi…"Sasuke whispered, shaking his brother a little more, "Itachi."
"Hm…?", the older Uchiha grunted, not bothering to move or open his crimson eyes, "What…?"
"Um, can I go to the library?", Sasuke whispered again, his spine tingling at the velvety skin under his hand.
Oh, how beautifully smooth Itachi's skin was. It almost felt like if you were touching pliable tender feathers on top of a silky surface.
"Yeah, whatever…", Itachi grunted, using his hand to remove the black strands of hair tickling at his nose, "Just be back before 4…"
With that, the older Uchiha turned around in the bed, his back facing Sasuke's elated expression.
"Thank you, big brother…", Sasuke whispered with a smile before heading to his brother's room to slip on a pair of jeans and a black "Pantera" t-shirt.
Maybe I was over-reacting all along…making love to the brother that cares for me and that I love with all my family name…it's the least I could do…right?
Satisfied with his appearance in the kitchen mirror, he rushed out the door, taking the 5$ that Itachi had given him for his birthday some time ago.
Naruto…I hope you're there…
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Naruto had awakened a few hours later after his sleeping slumber with his boyfriend; his mind still foggy with the fact that he had lost his virginity not so very long ago.
He had actually made love to Gaara. Yet he knew, that deep inside, it wasn't really Gaara who he had slept with, it was that strange boy from the park…
During his and Gaara's love-making, the blonde had imagined the raven-haired boy's face on Gaara's own insipid one.
For some reason, he wanted that emo-looking kid so bad, that he had even dared to replace the face of his own boyfriend with that of a boy he didn't even know; yet he so deeply lusted for…
Checking the time on his wristwatch, Naruto stood up from the couch, immediately feeling a sharp pain in the middle of his legs.
Ow…!
Slowly, he limped towards his room to change into new clothes, leaving a snoozing Gaara on the green sofa.
"I've gotta head to the library…Kakashi-sensei's biology project is due next Monday, and the library will be closed all week after today…", the blonde whispered to himself, slipping on a blue shirt and a pair of light-blue jeans.
Oh yeah, I gotta let Gaara know.
Quietly, he got out a pen and a piece of note paper from out of his desk's drawer and quickly jotted down a note for his boyfriend.
Gaara,
I've gotta go pick up some books for a project.
I won't take long.
if ya' want you could wait for me here.
Be back in a jiffy.
Love,
Naruto
Satisfied with his note, he sprinted towards the living room and pasted the small yellow note card on Gaara's forehead.
The blonde chuckled quietly to himself when he noticed how funny the yellow piece of paper looked on Gaara's sleeping face.
Haha! Only if I had a camera…
With a quick kiss on the red-haired boy's forehead, Naruto rushed out the door, making sure to quietly shut the door behind him.
Now to the library…
Then suddenly, not far from his own apartment door, he spotted a very familiar black-haired boy.
The very boy he had seen at the park.
It's him…!
Naruto watched as the raven boy casually walk along the sidewalk, a binder under his arm, and a pack of pencils sticking out from his back pocket. Sasuke looked exactly like one of those hard-working artists looking for a beautiful landscape to draw.
He's heading to the library too…
Taking the chance to finally know the boy's name, Naruto ran down the apartment stairs, rushing towards the handsome-looking boy not far from him.
"Hey, you! Wait up!", Naruto shouted, waving his arm in the air at Sasuke.
Sasuke turned around, only finding the boy of his dreams only but a couple feet away.
He could've sworn he felt his heart skip a beat. His blood streaming like crazy all around his body, and his body freezing like statue right in the middle of his steps.
For the very first time, Naruto had finally referred to him.
For the very first time in his life, he felt the overwhelming authority of love take over him.
Butterflies in his stomach, and his throat forming into a knot; just like a little kid.
Naruto…!
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Haha! More NarutoSasuke :) Sorry for not making my chapters as dark as they used to, I think it was only a one-time thing for this story. Please forgive me. T-T Oh, and sorry if the naruXGaara scene seemed a bit long, but it was necessary! XD haha Oh and btw, I was to lazy to go back and re-read my chapter, so if you find any awkward mistakes, please let me know. :D Feedback and reviews make SUPER happy. :D