Author's Notes: Omg thanks so much for all of the reviews I got for chapter 4. :D You guys are so friggin' awesome. :) Anyways, so sorry for the late update, I was busy with school stuff, but now I am back on track! Hehe xD I wanna thank ALL of my reviewers, you guys are such great support for me. x3 So cookies to all of you! I'mma have to put serious warnings for this chapter though.
Warning: Very graphic rape scene towards the end, so if it bothers you, either skip it, or do NOT read AT ALL. Thank you.
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The blonde smiled as he watched the boy before him stop in his tracks.
"Hey", Naruto smiled, panting quietly to himself as he looked up at the obsidian eyes before him, "Just wanted to talk to you for a bit."
Sasuke felt a rush of blood deluge his astonished face.
He felt himself heavily blush. Blushing like he had never blushed before in his life.
Naruto…He tried to open his mouth to say something, but nothing came out. His body was frozen right on the spot, and his eyes were now becoming two large obsidian orbs staring at the figure in front of him in profound disbelief. Needless to say, the redness on his face was not helping his situation at all.
"Uh, hello?", the blonde questioned, squinting his eyes at the strange-reacting boy in front of him, "You still breathing there, buddy?"
"Uh…", the raven managed to vibrate through his knotting throat, small beads of sweat dripping at the side of his face.
What should I do…? What should I say…? Naruto…"You're…weird.", Naruto whispered, beginning to make his way towards the library again; realizing it was hopeless that the emo-looking kid in front of him was even going to say anything, "Nice talkin' to you anyway."
He's-no…he's leaving!"No, wait!", Sasuke shouted, grabbing the blonde by the arm, pulling him back to where he was with a gentle tug, "I…um, sorry…I was, uh, y'know…well-"
Naruto couldn't help but to give out a light chuckle at the obvious shyness coming from the boy in front of him, "It's okay. Hehe, I probably would've done the same if a random kid just walked up to me like that too."
No, Sasuke thought, Naruto wasn't a random kid at all. Naruto was the only thing that had kept him going all throughout his pathetic life. A life he had always hoped would be shared with the lovely blonde.
Only if you knew…only if you knew exactly how much you mean to me."Yeah…", the raven smiled, using his hand to pull back ebon strands of hair behind his ear, "S-sorry…"
"Haha, you were red all over", Naruto teased, giggling quietly as he pointed a finger at Sasuke's cheeks, "you thought I was gonna kill you or somethin'?"
Sasuke almost flipped over in a quick faint at the blonde's sweet laughter. When he thought about it, this was the first time he had ever heard Naruto laugh. The charming sound was something totally new to him, and he loved it.
He adored how Nauto's yellow strands of spiky hair fluttered with the rhythmic impulses of his tender giggles; giggles that caused his brilliant blue eyes to shut and his cheeks to turn a slight shade of pink.
It was truly a sight to behold.
"As if I would do that, teme", Naruto teased, playfully slapping Sasuke's arm, "Anyways, where are you heading?"
"Oh, um, the library…", the raven replied, forcing a smile against his shaky lips, "I was to meet a friend there."
"Huh? Oh, you mean that guy you were with at the park a few days ago?"
"Yeah…that one."
"Oh, cool. I was just heading to the library too. Gotta pick up some books for my biology project", Naruto replied, pulling Sasuke by the sleeve as they both began to make their way towards their similar destination, "You got it too, right?"
"Um…no, I don't think I have to do it", Sasuke answered, his cheeks still stimulating red from the contact he was having from the boy he had been stalking almost all his life.
"Lucky bastard," Naruto smiled, rubbing the back of his head, "Anyway, I really wanted to apologize for what my boyfriend did at the park that day. It was, well y'know, uncalled for-"
"It's fine.", Sasuke snapped, feeling a slight bit of anger riding at his veins.
How he envied Gaara. The only person that Naruto had ever loved in such a way the he, himself, wanted to be loved. It wasn't supposed to be Gaara who was embraced in Naruto's sweet loving arms, it was supposed to be him.
Not Gaara. Not anyone else.
It was him.
Naruto was his; only his, Sasuke thought, not noticing the way he was fisting his hands.
"Oh alright, then…" the younger teen whispered, a bit thrown back at the other boy's sudden anger.
Did Gaara really piss him off that much…?Awkward silence was the only reply the blonde gained after the small event. He really wanted to know the raven's name. He wanted to know everything about the strange boy. Down to the smallest most insignificant detail.
He was burning to learn more about the young man that had been haunting his dreams lately. The one who had been the object of his lust these past days. The one face and figure that always seemed to turn him on.
He was surprised at how much he wanted the boy walking next to him. It almost seemed like a sin realizing how much he lusted for the guy.
Naruto smiled to himself, feeling boldness run up to his vocal cords, "So uh, what's your name?"
There. He had asked the burning question.
He was finally going to learn the boy's name.
Sasuke felt a knot tie up in his throat again at the question. Had Naruto just actually asked for his name?
"Oh, um…Sasuke…", he quietly replied, blush leveling at his cheeks once again.
Sasuke…is it? Hot.
"Cool. My name's-"
"Naruto.", the raven blurted out, mentally slapping himself for realizing what he had just said.
"Huh? How'd you know my name…?", the blonde squinted, his eyes widening in shallow shock.
Damnit…"Oh, that, heh, my friend told me…", Sasuke lied, applauding himself for thinking up such a believable idea in less than a second.
"Oh, I see."
"Yeah…"
"Anyways, we're here", Naruto announced, pointing at the building in front of them, "C'mon!"
Without second thoughts, he took Sasuke's hand in his. Subconsciously intertwining his fingers with the paler ones in his hand.
Sasuke couldn't help but to turn as red as a tomato at the sudden contact. He was actually holding Naruto's hand.
Touching the velvety skin that he had been burning for to feel for so very long.
Naruto…
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Sasuke…
That name…slurring so naturally through my tongue, almost as if it were made to be said by me.
Sasuke…
His hair, dimmer than any I have ever seen, and his eyes, darker than that of the night's coated sky. He is truly something that is meant to be called 'beautiful', something to truly behold in awe.
Sasuke…
The one who will soon be mine.
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"Hey Sasuke!", Kiba shouted from the snack machine located near the biology book aisle.
Sasuke waved at his friend, a smile pressed across his lips as he approached him.
"Shutup baka! We're at a library.", Naruto whispered sharply, looking around to see if the library people had heard Kiba's sloppy call.
"Geez, chill down.", the brunette replied, flipping through the pages of a random book, "So uh, Sasuke, what's Naruto doing here?"
"Oh um…I found him on the way…", Sasuke nervously said, hoping Kiba wouldn't blurt out something embarrassing in front of Naruto.
After all, Kiba did know all that he had been doing to Naruto all this time, and if Kiba wanted, he could've easily told Naruto in a flash and ruin his only shot of happiness in less than a second.
"Cool.", was the simple response, before he wandered off into the aisle, "I'll catch up with you guys in a sec."
"Alright", Sasuke and Naruto replied in unison, both of them grabbing a random book from the shelf.
Sasuke immediately started flipping through the pages of the book aimlessly as he recalled the moment in which Naruto had held his hand. He couldn't even believe in the first place that he was in the same room as Naruto, hell, he couldn't believe he was breathing the same air as him.
Had all those days of stalking him finally pay off?
"So um…who do you live with?", Naruto finally asked, breaking the silence between them.
"My brother", Sasuke replied, his voice distant as he recalled the dangerous nights he had experienced with Itachi.
"Oh, that must be so friggin' awesome!", Naruto cheerfully said, putting the book he had back on the shelf, "Living with your brother and all, you guys probably do whatever you want."
He really does have no idea…whatsoever.
"So what's he like? Is he older than you?", the blonde eagerly questioned, his eyes filled with innocent curiosity.
Sasuke felt uncomfortable at the questions. He really did hate it when people asked about his brother. It brought back foul memories and confusion. But it was Naruto he was talking to. If Naruto wanted to know, Naruto was going to know. No matter how much it hurt him.
"He is older than me…", Sasuke whispered, his voice barely audible.
"How old?"
"He's 21", the raven replied, almost forcing the number out of his mouth.
"Is he like, on of those awesome brothers that let you do whatever you want and take you to places?", Naruto questioned, his lips parting into an eager smile.
"If he chooses to, I guess.", Sasuke whispered, remembering the few times that Itachi had been extremely brotherly to him. Taking him to places, and buying him whatever flavored ice-cream he asked for, "He's quiet most of the times. Doesn't really say much of anything, I guess."
"Oh, so kinda like you?"
Sasuke hated it when people compared him or contrasted him with Itachi. Others would be elated to be contrasted with their older brother, but in his case he felt sick. Sick to know that he was related to such a cruel man who had scarred him most of his life.
But regardless of all that, Itachi was also a good brother to him, when he wanted to, Sasuke thought. Confusion was always all he ended up with when he thought about his situation, and he hated it more than anything.
"I guess…", he answered, his eyes lowered to a level in which his expression looked rather down, "His name's Itachi. I guess he looks like me a lot. Um…he has long hair, crimson eyes…he has a boyfriend…"
Naruto couldn't help but to smile at how much the raven was opening up to him. It really did make him happy that Sasuke was starting to grow out of his over-protective shell.
It felt…nice.
"Itachi, eh? Kick-ass name.", Naruto smiled, flipping through the pages of another random book, "And he has a boyfriend? Haha, he's gay too then."
Sasuke quietly chuckled at the blonde's comment. It felt kind of funny being told straight-up that someone was gay.
"I guess he is", he smiled, observing the blonde's deep azure eyes scan through the pages of the book, "What about you? Who do you live with?"
As if I didn't already know that, but it wouldn't hurt to be told personally, Sasuke thought to himself, a sly smile making its way to his pale lips.
"Well, I pretty much live alone, but my former academy teacher takes care of me and whatnot" Naruto went on, jotting down a few notes on his palm, "It's kinda boring, really."
"Oh, I see…"
"OH. MY. GOD. Guys!", Kiba suddenly screamed from across the aisle, rushing towards his two friends, "Guess what?!"
"Jeez, dude, chill down, we're at a library", Naruto snapped back, bringing his hand up to Kiba's mouth.
"What happened?", Sasuke asked, a bit disappointed at his and Naruto's moment being interrupted.
"Sh-Shino! Oh my god…Shino…! He…!", Kiba squealed, his cheeks camouflaging with his tattoos.
"Get on with it", Sasuke whispered, rolling his eyes.
"I am no officially dating Shino Aburame.", Kiba proudly announced, his voice giving as-a-matter-of-factly tone.
"Awesome.", the blonde smiled, patting the over-excited brunette in front of him.
"How'd it happen?", Sasuke asked, a bit surprised at the sudden news.
"Well, I was over there by the insect book aisle or whatever, he walked up to me and stuff and asked me if he could talk to me for a sec, I said yes, and then he gave me this note, right? So I read it, and then he left,", Kiba continued, his words all bunched up into one sentence, "you should've seen the red on his face! It was Awe. Some. Here, look.", the brunette happily explained, handing a folded lined paper to Sasuke.
Slowly, the raven unfolded the paper, revealing the cursive letters written inside.
Kiba,
I think it's strange telling you this all of a sudden, but…
I thought that maybe we could go out on a date sometime-
That would be great…
I understand if you don't want to though, after all, a lot of girls like you at school…
But if you do, meet me tomorrow at the park.
Thanks.
Love,
Shino
"So emotional…", Naruto whispered in awe, "I never thought he would have the guts to tell you…"
"Wait, what?", Kiba quickly responded, "What do you mean 'you never thought he would have the guts'?"
"Well, durr, baka, it was obvious. It was written all over his face every time he saw you and stuff."
"Really…?", Kiba asked, his expression dumbfounded.
"Yeah."
Wow, I never knew…"Anyways, I've gotta get going now. Sister's gonna kill me.", Kiba continued, waving at both of his friends as he made his way out the library "See you guys tomorrow, maybe."
"Bye.", both boys replied, before quickly turning back to each other.
"So uh, Sasuke, I gotta get going now too, I kinda have to um…well y'know…meet up with Gaara.", the blonde whispered, a bit saddened at the fact that he had to leave his raven-haired boy.
"Oh, um…alright…"
"Hey, tell you what, what do you say we meet up today at midnight. My place. I'm free by that time anyways."
"Midnight…?", Sasuke repeated, baffled a bit at the suggestion.
Naruto wanting me at midnight at his apartment…? I could only imagine for what…"Um, okay. I'll try to make it."
"Deal then.", the blonde replied, giving the Uchiha a quick hug before walking off, "See you in a while."
"Bye, Naruto…", the raven waved, observing with a love-dazed look as Naruto disappeared into the distance.
But soon, to his dismay, he remembered Itachi. How was he to get out of the house with Itachi there…?
What the hell was he thinking accepting that invitation at the middle of the night?…!
Shit…! Naruto…!
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He had gotten back from the grocery store.
Itachi checked the clock in the kitchen as he gently put down the grocery bags on the kitchen table; then violently throwing his wallet down on the kitchen counter with an annoyed grunt as he noticed the tardiness of his brother's return.
It read 4:30 p.m.
So, Sasuke decided to be late again…Sighing to himself, he took off his jacket and took a seat on the living room sofa, awaiting his little brother's return with utmost patience.
"He shouldn't be long now…", he whispered to himself, an evil smirk making it's way to his pallid lips, "Foolish little brother."
He immediately smiled as he heard the locks at the door begin to unlock. Clearly Sasuke was trying to make the least noise possible at opening the door.
Feeble attempts, Itachi thought, not helping but to quietly chuckle to himself at Sasuke's foolishness.
"You are late, Sasuke", the crimson-eyed man sternly said.
Sasuke froze right at the door. He knew what was coming. And sometimes he wished he didn't. He felt his legs begin to shake beneath him, and his eyes widen in dread at the tone of his brother's voice; so sharp, and malevolent.
"I…I'm-really sorry Itachi…I meant to come earlier, I swear…", Sasuke whispered, already feeling hot tears make their way down his cheeks, "Please…don't hurt me…"
Itachi couldn't help but to let out a long mocking laugh at this. He loved the innocent sound of Sasuke's voice begging for his mercy…
It was almost adorable.
"Oh really, darling?", he asked, walking over to stroke his hand against Sasuke's cheek with false, fake, sarcastic affection.
A strong mixture of both tobacco and alcohol drifted from Itachi's breath into Sasuke's nose. He was drunk again. Not only that, but he had clearly also been chewing on tobacco.
Sasuke nodded quickly several times, his eyes turning into a hopeful gaze as he felt Itachi's forefinger wipe away his glistening tears.
"Well…I do not believe you,", Itachi hissed, suddenly holding the smaller boy in a tight embrace, suffocating him so it hurt his ribs and made Sasuke's breath come in shallow shorter rasps.
"I-Itachi…! I swear…! I tried to come back b-but…", Sasuke wheezed out, barely being able to say anything at all since Itachi was tightening his grip by the second, "I was with my friends…"
Sasuke felt the air begin to be squeezed out of him as Itachi lowered his grip down directly to his lungs.
"Itachi…y-you don't have to do this…! You're my brother…I-I…l-love you…", Sasuke shrieked out as tears poured out from his ebon eyes, letting his long hidden emotions for his brother escape his mouth, "S-stop…p-please… "
"You waste of space. You think I care at all what you need? My love? How…pathetic.", Itachi hissed at Sasuke's ear, mocking his younger brother's pleads.
Sasuke squirmed, trying to desperately rid himself of being squeezed and embarrassed. He heard Itachi's deep vile laughs as he repeatedly put him down, marking his very being with those sarcastic words.
Sasuke cried out, now screaming in agony to be put down, crying harder as Itachi refused, just to rub in his refusal to return his all-kind-brotherly love.
"P-put me down!", the raven squirmed, tears marring his pastel cheeks.
"But I thought you longed to be held by me, my dearest little brother," Itachi laughed viciously.
Sasuke cried out in anguish as Itachi slid one hand into his pants, the older Uchiha in tears of laughter by then.
"Hahn! L-let go! You m-made your point…!", Sasuke groaned, his feet almost being lifted off the ground as he struggled to writhe out of the deadly embrace.
Would Itachi really make him pass out from suffocation, right there and then?
Would he really go as far as to actually kill him?
Itachi smirked and decided to torture him further by taking it too far and slipping a pocketknife from out of his side-pocket and scraping it along the outer borders of Sasuke's anus.
He grinned with serrated teeth as he felt silky strings of searing scarlet blood tingle around his fingers; finally satisfied with Sasuke's many cries of pain and bleeding, he dropped the pocketknife down to the floor, then slipping in a dry finger lubricated with blood inside of the bruised twitching entrance.
Sasuke screamed and held onto Itachi's shirt as tightly as he could, screwing his eyes shut as he felt Itachi's cold stare upon his grieving expression.
"N-NO! STOP IT!" Sasuke screamed again, tears flooding his eyes; it burned him, Itachi's touch had always burned him, but this was too far.
This was just a whole other level. This was nothing like Itachi.
Yes, Itachi had raped him many times in a variety of different ways, but this was just something that was unexplainable.
Utterly Unreal.
"S-stop! N-o!" Sasuke panted, arching his back painfully as Itachi pilled the finger out; he layed his limp body against him limply, crying and hiccupping between his silent weeps of torture.
"Awh, don't think it's over Sasuke, darling," the sarcasm coming back to Itachi's voice, as he watched his younger brother's horrified expression, "That was just the beginning of the show…do you still love me now, Sasuke?", Itachi asked, pulling his head back by his ebony black locks.
"Stop it…! I want you to stop! Please!", Sasuke cried, but the crimson-eyed Uchiha only fed off of his pleading, carrying the weakened raven and laying him onto the soft sofa.
"Shush, my little baby…", Itachi cooed, a sweltering amount of tobacco scent slapping at Sasuke's nose, "It's gonna be alright…"
"Itachi please…stop…", Sasuke wheezed, looking up at his older brother with hopeful soggy eyes, "We don't have to be like this…please…"
Sasuke…? I…"Shutup!", Itachi screamed, denying his brotherly affection for his sibling to take over him at the moment as he pulled down on Sasuke's boxers.
"No…! Please, don't…!", the younger Uchiha squirmed, using his hands to grab at Itachi's arms, "R-remember mom…? Dad…? Remember what they taught us to be…! It isn't supposed to be this way…! I-Itachi…"
Those words…
Why did those words get to him so much?
No…
It wasn't supposed to be like that…Sasuke was never one to control his actions.
He could do whatever he wanted, whatever the hell he felt like doing…
Sasuke was no one to tell him so…
"Itachi please…", Sasuke pleaded even more when he felt his brother begin to let go of him, his deep scarlet eyes staring at his own obsidian ones in disbelief; maybe even regret of what he was doing, "Our t-time is running out…"
"…", Itachi's eyes widened, staring deep into Sasuke's own slate ones with deep remorse, "Sasuke…I…"
Give me the strength Naruto…give me the strength to put this right…
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Well there you have it. xD haha I kinda wanted to lend in the possibility of Itachi straightening himself up around Sasuke, so yeah. :D Anyways, I didn't go back and re-read so if you found any weird mistakes, please let me know. :) Reviews and feedback will make me update faster, and make me UBER happy. :3 Thanks.