Okay here is Ch 6 and guess what I AM DONE WITH THE REWRITES!!!!!! I'm so happy because these were all a pain in the ass to do! So now that I'm done with this one I'm going to go to sleep! But don't worry tomorrow night around midnight I'll write a real Ch 7! So for now REVIEW MY LOVES and give me ammunition to write more!


"Could I ever make her honestly smile without any remorse?" he sighed and felt as though his body had triples in weight. He stopped looking at her and concentrated in the road getting lost in his thoughts, and wishing that he knew hers.


She stood up as if nothing was wrong, but Shikamaru knew, he knew by how her body was tight and how her arms covered her torso in a way a child would do when they thought they would be yelled at or hit. She was on edge, still shaking slightly. She was not acting like the laid back girl from earlier. He looked over to her; it made him wonder how a sightless person could show so much emotion in their eyes. How he felt that she could stare into his soul with just one simple glance. He felt himself shiver at the thought. Though not in the way that meant he was scared but that he was curious to what would happen

She could feel him looking at her. His eyes seemed to drill holes into her. She felt her resolves crumbling and nearly wanted to just tell him everything 'NO!' she thought furiously as she ground her teeth. 'Why does he care so much anyways?' She could feel how close he was, 'why was he so close' she suddenly thought. These questions bugged her, 'why? …When I'm so unworthy?' she finally thought as she hung her head, feeling lower than she had earlier. For some reason everything that happened that may turn out good was destroyed in a matter of minutes. She felt her eyes tear up again yet she forcefully pushed them back, and locked them up, like she did to all of her pain and sadness.

"We're here" she heard him say softly in a way that told her that his feelings were also in disarray. 'Wait! Was he always this close?' she suddenly thought as her cheeks tinged a light pink. She had been so rapped up in her thoughts that she never even realized that they had left the forest. 'His voice was so close to me' she said slowly to herself.

She turned to him sending out her chakra to find his location. However she didn't need to, for it was unnecessary due to the fact that she could feel his hot breath on her cheek. Her cheeks got hot again and a blush quickly rose to her face. These were the times that she wished she could see what emotions and thoughts that his eyes held. "Why-" she began but he cut her off when he leaned forward so much that their lips were a breath away from each other. However suddenly he turned away with the swiftness of a ninja.

"Have a good day" he told her as he began to walk down the street. She could feel his presence disappear, she could imagine his back turned to her, and for some reason she felt those blocked tears from earlier begin to fall down her porcelain face. She quickly turned and opened her door walking in to her new 'home' and locked the door behind her before looking through the tears that she refused to acknowledge. It was cozy not too small and not to big (Kind of like Naruto's apartment) she walked to the couch that had been provided for her. She slumped onto the cushion and curled up into a ball allowing herself to drift into sleep with only the question "why do I always screw up?" floating in her mind. As she curled into a ball and let her tears flow unhindered down her face.


As he walked away from her he couldn't stop asking himself 'what was I thinking?' "Damn" he muttered under his breath 'this is so troublesome' 'yea but it's worth it' he heard a small voice say inside of him. He frowned; did he really want it not to become troublesome? Was he sure he wanted- 'Wait' he blushed scarlet 'since when did I start to' but he was interrupted by a loud, high, shrill voice that came from in front of him and that made him want to run away very, very far away. But she always caught him. ALWAYS! ((No offense to Ino Fans I have no personal grudge or anything))

"Shikamaru" Ino yelled as she ran up to him a devilish sparkle clear in her eyes, as she leaned towards them exposing her cleavage to him and putting on a cute face.

Shika sighed as turned his head away and brought up his hand and replied with a "Yo" that he directed at her hoping she would let him go. He didn't feel like dealing with her at the moment, he had other…things on his mind.

She was so happy she had found him. She smiled to herself in triumph. She needed him in order to help her shop and to carry the bags. She would've died on her own!

"Shika-kun" she said softly almost in a purr, but Shikamaru's entire body tensed as she said his name 'damn' he knew she was gonna do something like this! However before he could object he felt his arm pulled into a strong grip that he could never escape from, not even in his dreams.

"Come on Shika-kkuunn" she whispered to him but he could hear the treachery in it and he sighed today was gonna be a very, very long day.


Ok chapter 6! I know the chapter are short but as the story started rolling and getting longer so will the chapters……maybe…….mwahahahahahha. cough not one more note PLEASE REVIEW!!!!! Love you and thank to the people was have been reviews I might make you a special scene between some of your favorite pairing because you deserve it!!