A/N: another time gap between chapters – it's just how the story wrote itself – and this story really did write itself.
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29/11
I'm having a bit of trouble sleeping at the moment and this is resulting in unattractive shadows underneath my eyes – I'm so not impressed. My mum always tried to convince me that this sort of thing was the result of not getting enough fresh air and exercise. Well I feel like I haven't stopped running for days, I've had as much fresh air as my lungs can hold and I still can't sleep.
I'm trying very hard not to think that it might have something to do with my being used to falling asleep next to the Doctor. That would be so wrong. And completely impossible. I mean can you imagine how that conversation would go.
"I haven't been able to sleep. I was wandering if we could share a room so I can fall asleep to the rhythm of your hearts."
Yes, well, I think not. And I hate how are I talk in imaginings – "fall asleep to rhythm of your hearts" – what the hell?
I keep thinking if I don't think about it it'll be fine. Trouble is, I can't stop thinking about it.
So I've been spending a lot of nights wading through our DVD collection. I haven't anywhere near finished it yet, it's huge. I'm also working hard on not being offended that the Doctor hasn't noticed that I'm barely sleeping. Thinking about it rationally he barely sleeps himself so it probably doesn't seem strange and also, wonderful as he is, he's still a bloke and they are generally completely oblivious.
However, the more sleep deprived I become the less able I am to think rationally. I've also developed a hell of headache which is not going away though I'm taking as many painkillers as I'm possibly allowed. All in all I'm feeling rather fragile and most things I say are pretty incoherent. He's noticed that enough for it to make him laugh, typical.
Well, I'm going to try and get some sleep. In reality I'm going to lie in bed, staring at the ceiling, thinking about what's happened over the last few months – absolutely bloody brilliant.
A/N: there you go, another chapter, sorry it's a bit short, building up to a bit of a plot would you believe it.
I apologise for any spelling mistakes or things that don't make any sense in this chapter – appropriately I am completely knackered writing it.
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