A/N: sorry its been a bit long since there's been an update, I've been busy. As I write this I'm listening to David Tennant on Radio One, he IS lovely!
I don't own anything, as usual.
30/11
I actually managed to get some sleep last night. I'd probably be feeling much better now except I had a horrific nightmare and woke up at 2:30 this morning.
I can remember it with absolute clarity, unfortunately. It started off quite nicely, me and the Doctor were walking through a city that looked pretty earth like. We had to run from something, I never really saw what, and we got separated in the crowds. Suddenly I was in a tunnel. It was dark and cold and there was water dripping somewhere. I heard footsteps behind me and I kept walking faster and faster until I was running. I made it out of the tunnel and I was by a river. There was a bridge close by and I could see the Doctor standing on it with his back to me. I started running to try and catch up but I didn't hear. He turned and walked away from me. I started running to try and catch up but I didn't seem to get any closer. Suddenly something grabbed me by the ankles and I fell. I turned over onto my back to find out what had tripped me and that's when I woke up, screaming.
The Doctor came running into the room to see me sitting bolt upright in bed. He sat next to me and pulled me into a hug. I just kind of clung to him and began sobbing. I don't need to know much about psychology to know that I had screamed because of whatever had tripped me but I was crying because of the loneliness I'd felt in my dream and the fear of abandonment.
I calmed down quite quickly with the Doctor there. When I was lying down again and my pulse slowed down he got me to tell him about the dream. I probably shouldn't have. I didn't want him to go all distant again, but I couldn't help it.
I wouldn't let him leave afterwards, however many times he promised never to leave me completely – I was too scared. So entirely, utterly, completely pathetic I know. He had to resign himself to staying with me for the rest of the night. I slept better knowing he had his arms around me and I was safe.
A/N: sorry it's a little short, it's sort of leading up to the next bit of the story. I hope you liked it anyway, please review xxxxx