A/N: bloody Eurovision with its bloody uselessness.

I don't own Doctor Who – and I wish I owned Eurovision so I could ban it.

21/12

I had the new more detailed version of my nightmare again last night. My dream self seemed to recognise some of the faces in the crowd, though when I woke up I couldn't remember what they looked like.

This obviously puzzled the Doctor and he looked even more worried. Neither of us slept afterwards.

He won't tell me tales of his past adventures anymore, he reads books out loud to me. He's very good at doing the voices but doesn't like doing the women's parts so I do them. He says he doesn't like saying "I love you" to himself, it's quite funny.

We watched a film to take a break from reading this afternoon. He must have been exhausted because he fell fast asleep about five minutes in. I lasted a little longer but soon succumbed to the beat of his hearts and the monotony of the plot.

Though we slept for a couple of hours, I didn't have my nightmare. I'm going to take this as a definite good sign. I did wake up with a crick in my neck but what you gonna do.

My pleasure at not waking up screaming induced a bout of hyperactivity in me and the Doctor had slept for a couple of hours so he was full of energy. It resulted in a pillow fight to the death – well until we both collapsed on the floor, breathless with laughter. It was the first time I've felt properly happy in a while, a lovely warm toasty feeling, like a hot water bottle.

Emboldened by his success in the pillow fight, the Doctor landed us on a planet covered in snow and started a snowball fight. Little did he know that I had a lot of experience in this pastime. I didn't have two brothers for nothing. I completely owned him.

When we tired of the fight we made snow angels and an excellent snowman, called Gerald. It was so much fun.

We returned to the TARDIS and had huge mugs of hot chocolate and slices and slices of cinnamon toast. We couldn't stop smiling and laughing. I felt happy and light hearted and it was infectious. We finally collapsed into bed a couple of hours later and fell asleep quickly.

A/N: hope you enjoyed it, please review xx