A/N: Here's an update Please R/R

Pulling away

Ryan with Marissa still in his arms started walking towards Seth.

"What's going on with Summer?" He asked.

"She's okay for now there just monitoring her to check her for anymore internal bleeding" Seth explained. Ryan was confused if Summer was fine that what was he missing?

"But I don't understand I mean if she's fine like you said then why do you look like the weight of the world is on your shoulders? What else aren't you telling me?" Ryan asked him knowing there was something more.

Marissa looked at Seth. "It's okay Seth go back to her" She said reassuring him that she could take it from here. Seth walked away giving them one last look.

"Marissa what's going on?" Ryan said looking back at her. "Apparently the vomiting were signs but she didn't know it. No one did" She said sadly still not making much sense to Ryan.

He waited for her to say more. Confusion was still spread acrossed his face. "Summer was pregnant Ryan" She told him.

He looked her in the eyes and the twinkle in them that he had seen there this morning was now replaced with a darkness and now it all finally made sense.

"Was?" he said already knowing what was about to be said next.

"When she passed out she lost a lot of blood. Summer lost the baby. The doctors said if you didn't find her when you did we may have lost her too" Marissa said struggling to keep speaking upon ending speaking locking her eyes with Ryans.

Ryan was numb he couldn't believe this was happening. "But Summer is she? I mean is she awake? Does she know?" He managed to get out. She shook her head.

"No they had to put her to sleep and she hasn't woken up yet. She doesn't know and as far as we know Summer didn't even know she was pregnant" Marissa said.

"I can't believe this is happening" He said. "Me either" She said leaning into him needing to be able to hold on to something. "Ryan, Marissa"

They heard Sandy and Kirsten calling walking down the hall to greet them. Ryan being left to dispense the bad news to them while Marissa went to check on Seth.

Marissa walked back to the room so see Seth hunched over the bed. Marissa felt so bad for him and she felt helpless.

She kept thinking what would happen when Summer woke up and how would they even begin to explain this all to her. She walked into the room. "Your parents are here. There in the waiting room. Ryan's talking to them" Marissa told him.

Seth nodded not being able to take his eyes off Summer's sleeping form. "I bet they never thought they'd end up here today" Seth said it had been the first sentence he was able to string together since the Doctor's had told him.

"I mean we got married, went on our honeymoon, which was a disaster by the way since she couldn't even fully enjoy it because she kept getting sick. And all that time we never even knew, it never even occurred to me that something might actually be wrong with her" He said sadly.

"Seth come on don't do that. This isn't one person's fault least of all yours these things happen. We don't wish for them or expect them but they do. Summer would not want you to be blaming yourself for this because this is something that was out of your control" She said putting her hand on his shoulder.

"If I could I would stop this from happening" He added. "So would I" She said. "The scary part is how do I even begin to tell her? And what's worse is I don't even know how she's going to react when I do" He told Marissa.

"Well we're all here for both of you. You and Sum will get through this and we'll be right there with you every step of the way" Marissa said. "Thanks Marissa" he said.

"Not a problem Cohen" She said with a sad smile. "Why don't I tell everyone to go down to the cafeteria give you sometime with Summer alone" She said. "Yeah thanks that would be great" Seth said. "Okay I'll be back" She said leaving him and going out to the others.

Ryan saw her approaching. "Hey anything yet?" he asked. She scratched her head. "She still hasn't woken up but it may take awhile. Where is everyone?" Marissa asked him.

"Oh I sent them down to the cafeteria I figured Seth wouldn't want to deal with all these people right now" He said. She smiled nodding. "What?" He said smiling back at her. "Nothing it's just I came out here to do the exact same thing" She explained.

"Well I guess great minds think alike" he said kissing her on the lips while holding onto her waist and then placing a kiss ever so gently on her forehead. "Ryan what's going to happen to Summer?" She said quietly leaning into him.

Ryan looked at her trying to figure out how to answer that truth was he didn't know. "I mean I know Theresa was lying about losing the baby all those years ago but you must have felt he interrupted. "Horrible? Yeah well I did. I felt helpless. I didn't know what to do really" he said trying to explain it to her.

She shook her head. "You can't always compare situations but knowing Summer this is probably going to be a hard thing for her maybe even harder if she actually knew about the pregnancy" He explained.

"I think she did" Marissa admitted. Ryan looked at her. She could see the questions forming in his eyes.

"Well its just at the airport when we were in the bathroom it was almost like she wanted to tell me something and I don't know why but I got the feeling that it was going to be something huge. Something that could change her life. I could just tell from the look in her eyes but she didn't tell me anything so I figured that she would in time. I never thought I would be finding out like this while my best friend in the world was lying in a hospital bed while I stood here helplessly by not being able to do anything about it" Marissa said.

He hugged her tightly. "Listen to me okay the only thing you can do for Summer and Seth is to be there for them right now. Just be her best friend Marissa because that's who she's going to need in the end" Ryan whispered into her ear. "Ryan I love you" she said. "I love you too" he said kissing her forehead.

An hour or so later Seth came out to the waiting area looking drained as all eyes were on him. Marissa grabbed Ryan's hand. "She's awake isn't she" Marissa said. He nodded.

"I'm going to go see her" She said immediately leaving. "Come on man lets go take a walk" Ryan said grabbing Seth by the shoulders. "We'll wait here" Sandy said to them.

Seth leaned on the back of Ryan's truck kicking pebbles around in the parking lot. "What happened Seth?" He asked. "She woke up and I told her everything" he admitted.

"So then if you told her everything why aren't you still with her instead of being out here?" Ryan asked. "Because she asked me to leave. She won't talk, she won't express any feeling, nothing she just asked me to leave her be" He said shrugging.

"I'm sorry man. I 'm sure it's just the shock of it all maybe in a little while she'll be ready" Ryan said trying to convince him. "Ryan I've never seen her like this. After I told her everything I've just never seen her so shut off to the world and I'm scared if I push to hard he interrupted "Your not going to lose her Seth" He said already knowing what Seth was thinking.

"You don't know that it happens all the time. The women can't get past it blames the guy and it eventually gets too much and before they know it its over" Seth added.

"That's not you and Summer and it never will be. Look she's scared and vulnerable right now the last thing she needs is for you to stop fighting for her, for yourself, for the both of you" He added. Seth looked at him.

"And if that doesn't work?" Seth said. "Then we deal with it when the times right" Ryan added. Seth shook his head. "Yeah maybe she'll talk to Marissa" Seth said trying to stay hopeful.

Marissa entered slowly seeing Summer turned towards the window not even noticing that she was at the door. Marissa knocked slightly on the door.

"Hey Sum" She said sitting in the chair sitting next to the bed as Summer just kept looking out the window not even acknowledging she was even there. Marissa was prepared for this she had to be strong for Summer.

"Ryan took Seth outside for a little while" She added but still nothing. "The Cohen's are here. Your dad is on his way from Seattle" Marissa said. "I don't want to see anyone" She said rather shortly. "Of course I'll tell them to go" Marissa said.

"And tell my dad to stay in Seattle" she added but still not looking at her. "Okay" She said. Silence fell in between them. "Summer" Marissa said attempting to get her to talk to her.

"Coop don't you already know the answer anyway" Summer said tears evident in her voice. Which confirmed it for Marissa that Summer had found out she was pregnant which means she never even had time to tell Seth.

"So Seth said the doctors were going to be back to talk to both or you" Marissa said trying. "Sum Seth is really upset what happened?" She asked.

"I don't want to talk about it" Summer said. "But Sum" She interrupted her this time turning towards her looking straight in the eyes the anger and fear written all over her face.

"Marissa don't you get it I don't want to talk. I don't want to do anything and I don't want to see anyone nor do I want your pity. So like I told Seth I'd like you to leave" Summer screamed.

Summer was never a mean person so Marissa wasn't taking this to heart she knew this was huge and it was the only way she knew how to deal with it. "Summer" She said.

"Coop please I can't" She said. "Okay. I'll go" She said standing up. Summer nodded turning back towards the window. Marissa stopping at the doorway glancing back over at her.

"But that doesn't mean I won't be back because whether you want me to or not I'm here for you Summer" She said leaving.

She want back out to the waiting room telling the Cohen's what happened and they soon left as she waited for Ryan and Seth to come back.

Ryan Saw Sandy and Kirsten walking towards them as they were still in the parking lot. "Hey guys" He said.

"Hey so listen we're going to head home" Sandy said looking at Seth and Ryan. "But you haven't even seen Summer yet" Seth said.

"Maybe its just to much too soon" Kirsten explained. "So should I feel better or worse that it's not only me she doesn't want to be around?" Seth said sarcastically.

"Just give it time Seth" Kirsten said hugging him and kissing his cheek. "I love you" She said. "I love you too" he added.

She looked at Ryan. "I'm going to stick around you guys go ahead we'll call if there's anymore news." Ryan added.

"Okay" Sandy said as they left walking towards their car.

"I guess we should probably find Marissa see if there was any updates" Ryan said.

"Yeah I guess we should" He said following Ryan back into the hospital.