Jay grinned widley as emmas hand.Just her touch did so much to him,but at the same he only wanted one thing out of the girl.To sleep with her what else would any other guy want .She was innocent,loving,and careful and full of want.waiting for someone just to...jay groaned at the thought.Emma stared out the window hiding her blush.Jay had so much focus on the road.He untwined him and emma's fingers.She was confused about everything one minute jay plays her hot and the next cold what has come with the guys in this world today! She wanted t yell it at the top of her lungs jaut yell at him.He pulled over on the side of the road.Sean stopped along with him jumping out the car ready to blow jays brains out.Jay hopped out the car going into the feild.Sean yelled out to him as jay walked.

"Man what the hell are ya doin"sean yelled out

Jay just kept walking out farther and farther he came to a hault .When a guys gotta piss let him piss!

"DUDE" Sean kept calling out

jay looked over his sholder pulling his zipper down starting to use the bathroom he took his time .Whats the rush no use of rushing right its a road trip for crying out load.When he was done he lit a cigerette and whipped back around jogging back he slowed his pace as he neared the car.Getting in the car.

"Are you hott" he asked emma

"Why do you think man created a/c Jason"she answered back ina sarcastic tone

"Smartass. show respect or walk" he said back while starting the engion and they were off once again

The more they got away from Toronto..the happier they would be one reason because emma was tired off epole harassing her about eating disorders,her peronal life,everything you could possibly name.At the same time going with jay,sean,and ellie would'nt be a joy either ,but who knws the trip woldn't or could'nt turn out to be fun.Sitting by her was the only jay hogart the one they gave her the STD ,BUT also took away a part of her innocents not all of it .While she was thinking of this whole time roads and miles passed BYE BYE IDAHO hello CALI .Thats how fats things flew by .Being with jay the whole way was important to emma they got to the spot they were sleeping at and planned on for the next 3 days to sleep then spend 2 to three horrible days riding back .Sean and jay teamed up to pay for the rooms they were connected but seperated by a door in the middle .Like always ellie and sean shared a room with only one bed in it.Jay and emma shared a bed with two beds in the room .The rooms were more of a appartment style.Small kitchen, all the suppliances microwave stove, the usal.

"I get this bed"she said while throwing herself down on the bed spreading out on the north side of the room

"Greenpiece what makes ya think that" he put his bags on the floor

"E.A.S.Y i called it first,meaning i get it first its the sleepers rule jay learn it" emma closed her eyes saying back trying not to drift of to sleep just as she was about to ellie bursted open the door

"em wanna go for a swim" she said out liek it was a song

"SUrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrreeee ellie why not i could just sleep right here ,but ya know the way you put it swimming sounds like fun" emma flashed a smile the frowned

why does she do this to me'

"El give me a minute i'll get my bathing suite" when she closed the door emma buried her face in the sheets of the bed and screamed jay snickered from a distance

Soon enough emma was in her black and white poka dot bathing suite it showed off her shape that she wanted for months starving and vomitting worked its magics when she wanted them to.Sometimes she would crave the food and eat it then vomit it back up so much work so little time as she stood in front of the mirror.Examining herself as if she was a doctor.

"You look amazing ya know" jay said when he was behind her in the mirror he hand pressed against her side if he looked close enough into the mirror to see emma reflection jay could see emma ribs that wasn't a good sign.He felt up the ridges jays fingers did damage to her body.Making her wanna cringe,but love him at the same time.

"Thanks"she took the compliment greatfully

"Grennpeice you do eat don't you"he asked the question he wanted a truthful answer

"Ellies waiting for me" avoiding the question she walked out of the room with her towel and laid out on the deck of the pool in the sun.She rubbed sun lotion all over her body Ellie had her shades on already

"SO...you and j-" she was cut off by emma

"If you say Jay Hogarts name anymore during this trip i swere to god im going to go crazy"she had her finger up in a hold up gesture

"Alright ,alright kill me why why don' t ya...its going to be hard including that hes on the trip" she lifted up her glasses sitting up on her elbows

"Besides i think he likes ya alot...go on mess with him a little you might like it" she smiled laying back down

"Im sure i will" emma thought to herself im sure i will...

SINCE... Theres only one person who seems to have a problem with my story and enjoys making my life hell when i write ..which i know i can write .Its very stupid if you keep flaming my story.Just do it once ,and i'll get the hint ok and i know the person reading this part knows who im talking about .Elsgirl if thats your name don't take every chance you have to do it.You want em to correct my story i'll do it if i want to ok.I don't need your damn opinoin at all...For the rest of you read on i hope you like the story

-ki