Jay woke up bright&eary to mess with emma becaause her first hang over.First he started off with a pot of coffee.The smell roamed through the apartment first one up Ellie.Jay heard sean groanning to the massive headache he had jay chuckled at that.Next he went into the room opening the curtins making the sun blaze into the room.Emma began to toss and turn.

"Rise and shine" Jay began ."You know you really shouldnt' drink so much" He pulled the covers off of her, but she pulled them back up

"What smart person invented day light" She whinned. "Close the curtins Jay" Emma tugged the covers over her head

"How about this if you get up . i'll get rid of your problem" Jay replied

"Hogart you are my problem" she started to say " And stop dammit yelling your making my head hurt worse" she taunted back .

Jay just walked out the room slamming it on purpose to make her get up,And actully it worked like a charm. Jay was like a mornning bird the kind you wanted to end up killing because of it's damn humming and happiness.He brought a cup of coffee,a cup of water ,a bowl of cereal ,and some advil. He walked carefully trying not to fall with all the stuff in his hands, jay put it all on the table. Then sighed sitting back on the couch .She lifted her feet up and laid them in jays lap so he could sit.

"You need to eat emma" Jay whispered to her softly then went on " Take this it'll help" He handed her the cup of water and advil.She could feel the easing of her hangover wearing off already.

" How bad was I " she asked after swallowing the pill then got jay to get her the coffee.

" You just danced on a couple of tables, grinned on me a little,and we had sex " Jay smiled DEVILISHLYat the way she reacted choking on the coffee .The only words she wanted to hear again was the last part.Jay was kidding.

" We what" Her eyes went huge.

" Yeah you don't remeber...it was great." Jay got the sense that she wasn't taking it as a joke and laughed stiffly." I was just kidding with you greenpiece...never will i do that with someone like you" That made emma relax until she got what jay was saying.

"So you're saying you would never..." She moved her hand in a rotation of loops going forward for jay to reply back

"No,maybe,yeah,ehhhhhhhh kinda,i don't know" He couldn't figure out what he wanted in his sentence.

Sean, and Ellie came out of the room.Sean rubbed his eyes tiredly yawning in the process.Ellie sat down on the love couch across from them, so did sean he was surprised to see emma with a hang over.

" Ah got you too huh" Sean said in the direction of looking at emma.She nodded her head.

"Yuppy" She said while shrugging her sholders as if it was mistake.Jay got a chuckle out of what she said.

" Now you need to eat" He slapped emma on her inner thigh looking into her eyes.He looked down at his hand, and removed it .

" No what i need to do is take a shower" She began. Jay raised his eye brow making emma unaware that he knows about her disorder.Sean went to go say something , but Ellie beat him to the punch.

"Why are you montitoring her on what she eats" She pointed to Emma. "Lets just say you don't know the things i do alright" Jay scoffed when he sae her roll her eyes.Emma now knew what he was talking about.

"You know what ceral is sounding good to me right about-" She picked up the bowl with the spoon and has taken a bite."Now"

"I thought so" Jay watched emma eat all of it,but soon he fell asleep.Sean went back to bed.Ellie well as for her she was cutting herself without hestiation.

Emma didn't know how jay figured it out , but for him she would eat him not knowing that she would go right ahead and puke it right back up. After she had gotten done making herself sick.She couldn't bare to see the person who she was when in the bathroom alone.What would happen if she countiued doing this for the rest of her life? Why did jay like a bilmic chick, when he knew she was.Emma wanted to break the mirror. The hot steaming water flowed out of the showerhead onto her skin. All her thouhgt were based on Jay,snake,spike ,everyone.

What if manny' right, maybe she can..maybe she can't make jay want a reletionship with her.When she stepped out wrapping the towel around her body. Going into the room to get dressed.Emma swered she heard someone crying . She crept across the hall going over to sean and ellie's room the door was cracked she peeked through the crack.She was cutting herself.Emma heard rumors and things going around school about her , but never thought that they were true at all. She pushe dthe door lighty by accident she ran back to her and jays room before ellie turned around.Slice after slice she kept going .When do she pushed her arms sleeve down. Back to emma allof this was happening too fast .Quickly she put on really short white shorts with a tank top the drifted a bit over her nable.Walking out of the room putting her hair in a messy bun.She looked around before laying on top of jay he made noises at first. His eyes fluttered open seeing who was laying on him.She grinned onto his chest when his hands took hold of her love handles.

" You didn't..." Jay asked making sure of course emma was going to lie to him she shook her head no then jay smiled." Good girl" He said it as if she was his pet. He held up his watch then placed it back down to check the time.

" Am i boring you" says emma kissing his neck jay pushed her off his neck. She stared at his like he was werid something was wrong.

"Someone might see" Emma rolled her eyes Jay cared too much of what others might think.In only 1 day everything would change.

"What'll happen when we go back to degrassi" says emma who's eyes was filled with worry." Maybe we'll go back to ignoring eachother or i might just go back to alex and you find someone else...can we not talk about this" he was getting agrivated

" Your still with alex" She was getting pissed."Yeah greanpiece she's still my girlfriend even though i know she's cheating" He replied sitting up with her in his lap.

"What about me...i knew it all you care about is g-" She was cut off by him he stood up leaving he ron the couch jay began to aise his voice. "EMMA, im tured of you putting me in these stupid perdiciments can you just stop trying ok...i wanna be with you i do, and stop thinking all i want from you is sex i do apart of me wants to have sex with you yeah i do, but when it comes to lexie she's my girl ya know" His voice lowered when he heard sean coming out of the room he heard everything.

"Didn't i tell you to leave her alone jay.." He was in his face emma stepped between the two ." Guy's just stop ok..sean it's none of your business what me and jay do" She blocked sean even more she was gettign squished between them .

"OH so yall do things..like what em let him bang you already" Sean promised emma no matter what he would protect her and right now and there he was doing his promise. She turned to him. "W e didn't anything sean " she lied she pushed sean away in ellies direction to leave.

"Me and you , we need to talk seriously" She grabbed his hand, but jay pulled away. "I don't want a reletiomship...not now im calling alex i'll be back later" he grabbed the keys that were dangling on the hook.There was not a trace of him being here that night .He never came back .When jay drove back to the apartment he planned on leaving early to head back to Toronto he couldn't deal with her. So them ignoring eachother when they got back such a good idea.Emma was woke when he came back sitting up in her bed it was around 8am the next mornning he came rushing in not looking at emma pakcing his things.

"Jay talk to me please" she begged him. He paused his actions then began back again leavig out.She watched the car as it sped off the road.For the next cuple of weeks that was the last time she talked tomaybe forever.Sometimes he would look at her in the hallways ,but never stopped to talk.

Hey people thankx for reading mt story im having fun writing it.With in the next couple of chapter mayve even two to three after this one things get a little more graphic as you would say maybe even alot more.I love you guys so r&r