Truth

A little voice tells me I'm strange and unwanted. Another one says I'm kind and perfect. Who to trust?
Normally you would say that "Of course trust the one that says your perfect," but some how I can't bring myself to do it. What do I do?
Not what a voice says in my head but me, my mind and soul says that I can trust no one. You must earn trust not demand it.
If I can't trust anyone, no one can trust me. NO ONE! I will stand up to my rights and continue to be nice and gentle. But I will never trust anyone! Never!