Disclaimer: Greys Anatomy not mineā¦.its Shonda's disaster.
Did she actually say pregnant? He wasn't sure he was hearing correctly. Cristina Yang was pregnant and telling him, the father. He felt himself swallow, he had to be the father. He didn't know what he'd do if he wasn't the father, seeing her with another mans child would be too much for him. He let out a sigh when he remembered this was Cristina she wouldn't have told him if he wasn't the father. His thoughts were broken by the sound of her voice.
"I don't expect anything from you. If you don't want the baby, you don't have to do anything." Cristina ran everything together. He was taking too long to say anything. She hadn't expected this from him. She expected him to be happy about a baby. She knew he wanted a family. But then again that was when they were together. It was different now. A baby together just wouldn't be the same. Nothing would.
"Of course I want to be apart of my child's life" Burke said looking up at her. Her eyes were filled with fear and hurt. The way they were when he left her on their wedding day. He had broken them and a child wasn't going to fix it.
"I'll be there for anything, I want to be there for everything. If you let me." Burke said honestly. He wanted to be there for it all but with the situation that they were in he wasn't sure that it was possible.
He wanted their baby. She didn't want to doubt him but she was sure he wanted the wedding and he walked out on that.
"Ok then" she whispered out. Turning to leave he got up and stopped her. "Ok, that's it, we need to talk about this!"
"We did talk." She said as she tried to move towards the door again. She was stopped by his words.
"How far along are you?" Burke asked. The last time they had sex was about three months ago. But she could be farther along, it would be just like her to wait till she was backed into a corner to tell him.
"Almost four months." She let out as she leaned back against the door. "four months" he repeated and closed his eyes and tired to remember which time it was.
"The day I was studying on the couch" she told him.
"oh" He really didn't know what else to say.
"Yup, umm I have a doctors appointment next week, so I'll let you know when to be there okay." Before he could utter a reply she was out the door.
Laying back down on the cot, he let out a deep breathe. He was going to be a father. It was something he thought about a couple of times, and only after he found out Cristina had miscarried their first child, did he imagine what they would look like and how he would spoil them.
What he imagined was a family. Now the chances of them being a family were gone. He needed to find a way to fix everything that was broken.
A/N: Not sure where I want to go with this but hopefully it doesn't turn out too bad. Reviews are nice.
