Chapter 3
gone.disappearing x.o.x
A/N Disclaimer: I don't own New Moon or Twilight or any of the characters, with the exceptions of my made up characters. They all belong to Stephanie Meyer.
Bella had more powers but they weren't said in the one chapter when I was talking about her because that would ruin the fun.
(-Break-)
Bellas POV
He wanted me to come home. I had my home and it was no longer with him.
"Edward I have a home and I am not so sorry to say that is no longer with you." Hah that will teach him. With that I jumped up and ran. I ran home. Not to Edward. I remember him and how I loved him but I no longer needed love. I was alone. My family was all I had. No one else.
When I got home I ran up to my room.
"He's gone now and he is not going to come back." I said to my family when I zoomed past.
When I was in my room I put in the song Last Resort- by Papa Roach
It was the best song in the world. I started to sing.
Cut
my life into pieces
I've reached my last resort, suffocation, no
breathing
Don't give a fuck if I cut my arms bleeding
Do you
even care if I die bleeding
Would it be wrong, would it be
right
If I took my life tonight, chance are that I
might
Mutilation out of sight and I'm contemplating suicide
Cause
I'm losing my sight, losing my mind
Wish somebody would tell me
I'm fine
Nothing's alright, nothing is fine
I'm running and I'm
crying
I never realized I was spread too thin
Till it was too
late and I was empty within
Hungry, feeding on chaos and living in
sin
Downward spiral, where do I begin
It all started when I
lost my mother
No love for myself and no love for
another
Searching to find a love upon a higher level
Finding
nothing but questions and devils
Cause I'm losing my sight, losing
my mind
Wish somebody would tell me I'm fine
Nothing's alright,
nothing is fine
I'm running and I'm crying
I can't go on living
this way
I was dancing and all when I heard a tap at the window. What was it now?
I walked over to the window and looked out.
Rosalie. I hated her.
"What the fuck do you want Rosalie?" I sneered.
"Edward said you were prettier than me so I had to come see if it was true. Honestly I don't think you are but Edward sees you different than I. I am coming up." With that she burst through the door. I heard her running up the stairs. To bad my door was locked.
Pound, pound, pound. That would be her. I looked at the door and smiled.
"cant open the door Rosalie."
"I can. I just don't want to break it down. Then you would have no door and that would suck for you and because I don't think you should be invited in and then break down your hosts door."
"Uh-huh. And I didn't invite you in." I heard her running down the stairs. What was she doing. I turned around and there she was. Damn the window I forgot to shut it.
"What" I asked I was in no mood to talk to her.
"So you think you are prettier than me don't you. I bet you do."
"Honestly I don't give a fuck"
"Oh" she looked down. "Will you come home Bella please I miss you Emmett misses you and most of all since you left Edward had been a mess. He is so sad Bella come home."
" 'Home is where the heart lies' my heart is no longer with you. And Edward was the one to leave me." I got up and left the room.
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