Dreams and Desires By Troubled Tazzy

A/N Woahhh its like been awhile since I wrote something sorry for all the other chapter that didn't have The characters are not mine they are all J.K.Rowlings work I was lazy and forgot to put it on most of them. But anyways like it says above blah blah blah. Enjoy my peoples.

Chapter 12:

"So it was Lily?" asked Sirius as James finished telling him the story.

"Never in a million years would I have thought it would be Lily," laughed Sirius.

James and Sirius were back in their dorm, it was late but there was no tiredness in them. Sirius was lying on his bed and James was pacing around the room.

"She left a good mark on you" laughed Sirius as he looked at James's cheek.

"I know, it stings like hell" James replied as he traced the slap mark with his fingertips.

"What did you do again?" Sirius asked, as he looked up at James confused.

"I told you, I didn't do anything. I looked around at her and she started going hysterical, screaming at me saying it was all a prank, I didn't even get to explain myself" sighed James.

Sirius started laughing hysterically.

"See I knew I couldn't tell you anything, you always think it's a joke," yelled James as he left, slamming the door behind him.

James left through the portrait and went down the stairs. He needed somewhere to think.

"James, JAMES" yelled out a boy who was running after him.

"WHAT?" yelled James as he turned around.

"Sorry James, I didn't mean any harm, I got told to give you a message from Alex King (Griffindor's Quidditch Captain)".

"Ok, shoot" James replied as he calmed down.

"He said that the next Quidditch match is tomorrow, and that you have to be up early in the morning as Professor McGonagall is coming to give the team a talk," said the boy.

"Damn I forgot all about it, tell him thanks alright" James replied as he walked away.

"But James, JAMES" yelled the boy at James's retreating back.

"Great, this is all I need a Quidditch match," mumbled James as he walked around the corner.

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Lily looked at her watch and realized it was 2:00am.

"Oh no" Lily thought as she stood up and wiped her tears.

Lily found she was near the library, so she quickly, but quietly made her way back to the common room. She made her way through the portrait hole and into the common room but realized she wasn't the only one who was still awake.

"I have nothing to say to you James," sneered Lily.

"Please Lily, let me explain," pleaded James as he got up from his chair and ran over to her grabbing her hand. He turned Lily towards him and faced her; he saw the hurtness in her eyes, he raised his hand to her cheek and stroked it softly. Lily turned her head away, she felt the feelings she had felt for him come back to her, the feelings she had felt only hours ago, but no he wasn't going to trick her again. She snatched her hand away, making him wince. Lily looked from his eyes to the side of his cheek she had hit. She could make out her handprint and saw the redness of it on his face; it made her feel bad to see that she had hurt him badly.

"BUT HE DESERVED IT, HE DESERVED WHAT HE GOT, AS HE HURT YOU" Lily yelled to herself as she felt her face harden once again.

"There is nothing to explain, I know you, and I know that you will go to anything to make people laugh, but this time I am not laughing, it was a cruel thing you did to me and I'm not going to forgive you" Lily whispered angrily, as she stomped upstairs to her dorm.

James watched her leave him, it hurt him to see how much she was upset, but he could do nothing, as she will not talk to him, so he sat back in his chair, putting his head in his hands.

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Lily awoke later that morning tired as ever. Memories of last night flowing back to her making her even more tired. She rolled over and tried to go back to sleep but her thoughts were to overbearing, so she got up and had a shower.

When she came down to the common room she found Professor McGonagall talking to the Griffindor Quidditch team. Lily looked at her watch and noticed it was 7:00am the match didn't start until 10:00am. Lily only caught the ending of what seemed (by the looks on the players faces) a very long speech.

"This match is a very important one, you have all trained your best, and I know you will do Griffindor proud, good luck to you all".

With those last words McGonagall left. As the team got up Lily saw James standing near the fireplace looking at her, with his sorrowful brown eyes staring straight into her face. It made her want to run over to him and hug him and say she was "sorry", but no it was to late, he had tricked her and it broke her heart. She gave him one last look and left for breakfast.

A/N Well what did you guys think? Please review I love getting reviews, special thanks too VvvScreamvvV, -ShIvErInG sMiLe-WhiteCamellia, Emmy and rockerchick224 you guys rock and so does everyone else that has reviewed. Just thought I'd tell everyone that I will put up a chapter each Thursday so if your on check out mine and you'll find a new chapter you might even find 2 (if your lucky) lol but anyways thank you all very much you all rock.

Love always Troubled Tazzy