Hey!! Danielle back with another chapter of Before and After!! Ya...its pretty sweet.
So I wanna tell u all a story cuz im bored and im having writers block so hopefully by the time im done w/my story I'll have a idea for the story.
So my boyfriend is all annoying cuz he thinks that I love Edward more than him. He thinks he's losing to a fictional character. Its pretty sad. But the sad part is, whenever he brings up Edward to tell me not to like him, I always have to try soooooo hard to keep a straight face so I don't look like im having a WONDERFUL daydream bout Edward.
Anyway.
So I always wondered what it would be like to have my heart like freak out like when Edward kisses Bella. So today when my boyfriend and I kissed my heart freaked out and I thought it was gonna explode.
It...was...AWESOME!
Ok well I think I might have a idea for the story now so I'm gonna go and write and not bore u with my pathetic life.
Disclaimer: I don't own twilight, new moon, or cheese. (I was bored...and I actually don't have any cheese im my house right now. My mom needs to go to the store...)
Chapter 3
Bella's POV
I don't know how long it was before I got up from my bed. I could've been minutes. Or hours. All I remember was Charlie coming into my room and seeing me with tears streaming down my face.
"Whats wrong honey?" he asked me.
"Edward..." I said quietly. I'm not sure if he actually heard me, or if he just wanted to comfort me. Well, whatever he heard, he hugged me and then left. I sat crying until I decided that I would take a shower. I went over to get my bag of toiletries and looked at the clock. It said that I was noon.
I didn't remember what time it was that I had woken up, but I thought that I must've been sitting there crying for at least an hour.
I'm pathetic.
I grabbed my bag and walked into the bathroom. I turned the water on way too hot and got in. It took me a while to get used to the steaming hot water, but I didn't bother to turn the heat down. After standing in the water and trying not to think for over half an hour, I decided I should probably wash my hair.
After all the hot water was gone, I got out of the shower. The clock in the bathroom now said 1:05.
That was the longest shower I had ever taken.
Edward's POV
It killed me to leave Bella's house when I could hear her crying. I had to force myself to continue walking and not turn back around. When I got to my house, Carlisle called me up to his office.
Alice told me what you did, He thought.
I only nodded at him.
It was the right thing to do. Stay on Charlie's good side. That's the right thing to do.
I nodded again.
You can go, I just wanted to tell you that I'm proud of you for that.
I nodded one more time and then left his office.
I walked into my room and sat down on my couch. I wondered what Bella would be doing right now. I decided that I had nothing better to do, so I might as well go hunt.
"Does anyone want to come hunting with me?" I asked as I walked downstairs.
"Why not. I haven't been in a while," Emmett said.
"Sure, I'll go," said Jasper.
"I would, but Rose and I are going to go shopping," said Alice as she walked out the door with Rosalie. I heard Alice say, "I call driving!" and Rosalie yell back, "Hey! Its my car!!" Emmett and Jasper chuckled, and I tried to smile. It was too hard.
Bella...I thought.
Bella's POV
Edward...I thought. It surprised me to know that I could miss him this much after only being away from him for a few hours.
It was 5:30 and in the past 4 ½ hours I had cleaned the house, done my homework, and now I was sitting in the living room watching TV with Charlie. We were watching basketball.
I think...
"I'm going to start making dinner Dad," I said after watching for ½ an hour with him. I got up and walked over to the kitchen. What was something that I could make that would take up a lot of time and make me not be able to think about anything but the dinner?
I opened the freezer to see if there was anything in it I could make. Then I remembered all the fish Charlie had caught.
I remembered him saying something about a cookbook called "100 Recipes for Fish" I looked around for it and opened to a page with a recipe for some kind of soup with fish in it. It looked confusing.
Perfect.
At about 7:00 I called to Charlie. "Dinner's ready!" I yelled upstairs. He was in his room.
"It smells wonderful, Bells," he said as he sat down at the table. I sat down across from him and took a sip of my creation.
I almost spit it out. It was so gross.
Charlie took a big sip and swallowed. He let out a groan of satisfaction. "That hits the spot. That is good. I knew you were a fabulous chef Bells, but this—this really goes above and beyond. Its delicious!"
I could tell he wasn't saying this stuff because it was gross. He actually liked it.
"Um, thanks Dad. I'm glad you like it," I said as I went over and dumped my soup down the drain.
"Aren't you going to eat your soup, Bella?" he asked.
"Um, actually, I'm not really hungry. And I have, um, to, um, check my email. I haven't checked it for a while and I figured I might as well, I probably have loads of emails from Ren—um—Mom." I had really lost my hand at lying.
Surprisingly, Charlie bought it.
"Ok Bells. Are you going to go to bed right after that?"
"Ya, probably," I lied, a lot better this time.
"Ok, well, goodnight then, Bella."
I ran upstairs to my room. I didn't know what to do, so I decided I might as well check my email after all. It turned out that I had so many emails from Renee. I hadn't checked my email since before I went to Italy, so Renee had sent me at least 30, if not 50 emails. I read them all, which took an hour and a half, and then replied in one big long email. I had to explain the whole trip-down-to-LA story because Charlie had told her about me being gone. By the time I was done, it was 9:00.
Edward could be here soon.
Edward's POV
It was 4:00 when I got back from hunting. I looked in a mirror when I got home and saw that my eyes, along with Emmett's and Jasper's, were a very light gold color.
I didn't know what to do with myself now. I still had at least 5 hours before I could go to Bella's house. I finally decided to play the piano.
First I played Esme's favorite song. Then I played Bella's lullaby. Then I decided that I would play a new song about how I was feeling right now. It started off fast, because I could not wait until it was 9:00 so I could go to Bella's house. Then it got slow, and transformed into Bella's lullaby again, because I was thinking about her. Then I thought about Jacob.
That filthy dog had ruined Bella's life. Because of him, Bella was even more grounded than before, and now I couldn't see her as often. She had cried because of what he did. The music was fast, furious, and angry. Alice came into the room where the piano was and looked at me like I was crazy.
What are you doing? She thought.
I stopped playing for a second.
"Well, I was playing the piano..." I said to her.
"I know that. But, what was that...that noise!?"
"I'm playing my feelings right now. I was thinking about Jacob and how it was his fault that I don't get to see Bella as often."
Alice looked at me like I was crazy again. "Just remember, if it wasn't for Jacob, Bella probably would still be walking around like a zombie," she said, and she walked upstairs.
I thought about that for a second. She was right. I owed my life to Jacob because he kept my Bella alive and well.
I began to play again. The music was slower, and eventually it transferred to Bella's lullaby again.
I looked at the nearest clock. It said 5:37
3 hours and 23 minutes until I got to see Bella again.
Weeeeeeeeeee. I really like that chapter. It was long again! I wrote a long chapter!! YAY ME!! victory dances all over the room
Ok well...ahem...clears throat, I'm sorry, I don't know what came over me.
Lol...that was fun to say/do.
Ok well the next chapter should be coming out in the next 1-4 days. Yay.
Till then—
..::dani::..