Chapter 2: In Which Dylan Remembers What He Saw
Well, yesterday was very interesting. Marco had walked in on me while I was kissing this guy from one of my classes. He got mad and I chased after him. I told Marco that I wanted to be free to see other people and he was pretty upset. I had thought that we had broken up. But then he came to the party at my college and was acting like he was perfectly fine. He has just been running so hot and cold on me recently. If I didn't know he was a guy, I'd say he was pregnant. Anyway, Marco had ran off somewhere after talking to one of the guys who goes to school with me. I saw Craig go after him and figured that since Craig was his best friend, that he would be better at making Marco feel better. Well, when I decided to go looking for Marco, I saw him kiss Craig. I walked away, of course, because I was confused and in a way, hurt. Then Marco came running after me. After we talked for a couple of minutes, we broke up. I don't really care, though. I want freedom to see who I want to see and not be confined to just Marco. Sure, I love him, but, I wanted to see other people. But that's not the point. I want to know why he kissed Craig. I mean, Craig of all people! Craig's straight and he's Marco's best friend. Marco never said anything to me about liking Craig. I would have hoped that if he liked Craig, he would have said something to me. Of course, I would hide if I liked Craig, too. I'd be ashamed about liking him. He's such a jerk, and he's not that cute. But, he should have said something to me. I would have understood. I wouldn't have gotten jealous. Now I'm jealous because Marco kissed Craig only a few hours after he saw me kissing someone else and seemed so brokenhearted about it. I can't believe he would do that. I was hoping that I meant enough to him that he would pine for me for at least a month. I guess it really was just wishful thinking, though. I guess he didn't love me enough to at least wait until we were officially broken up to kiss some other guy. Okay, so I guess it wasn't just some guy. It was Craig. But Craig is just his best friend. I guess that was just a lie, too. Or maybe it wasn't. Maybe he was trying to make me jealous. I doubt that he was, though. Well, whether he was trying to or not, he sure did make me jealous. In fact, I'm sure that he wasn't trying to make me jealous. We were already all but broken up and I had wanted to see other people, so I don't think he would have thought I would get jealous just because he kissed Craig. I think I'm just going to give up on him and enjoy my freedom.