Secret lifes...

Phase08- Songs of a broken heart

Sat-Morning-Stellars house

"Noooo...Shinn...Don't leave." Stellar mumbled well tossing and turning in bed still asleep. Then she woke up gasping for air. "A dream?" she asked herself. "I cant believe Shinn hates me...Im such a bad person...I should have told him earlier and stayed with him but I feel strange around him." she said to herself and started to cry...

At Kira's AKA Cagalli's house-Morning

Cagalli woke up in her bed with Athrun on the floor snoring and drooling on the carpet. "Huh.
Athrun?" she said and looked at him blushing remembering last night. Then Athrun lifted his head off the the floor and got up looking at Cagalli well yawning, "Hey feeling better today?" Athrun asked as Cagalli pulled the blankets over her head... "No go away!" she yelled and started crying then Lacus and Kira ran in.

"Hey whats with all the yelling what'd you do to Cagalli?" Kira yelled/asked as Cagalli pulled the blankets off her head looking strangely at Kira. "Nothing I asked her if she was okay and she started to cry." Athrun tried to explain but Cagalli interrupted.

"Why are yo here Kira?" Cagalli asked remembering last night that Athrun had told him that him and Lacus were going to visit Lacuses mom in the plants. "Well I live here can't I be here when I want to be?" he asked. "But didn't you leave to Lacuses moms house last night?" Cagalli asked with a werid look.

"Huh Lacus?Her mom?what are you talking about?" Kira asked now worried. "Athrun said that you went to see her mom!" Cagalli tried to explain. "No I didn't even I no that Lacuses mom is no around anymore!"Athrun yelled and everyone looked at him. (He meant Lacuses moms dead.)

"I think you got brain damige or something from last night when you conked out...You fainted right after I kissed you." he said laughing. "You kissed my sis!You better run Zala!" he yelled well Lacus tired to hold him back. "It was a dream then all last nights happening were all a dream im so glad." Cagalli thought. (Get the hint now?)

Back with Stellar-

"I need to do something to keep my mind off Shinn maybe I can go to the beach...I hope I don't see Shinn again." she thought and headed out the the beach.

At the beach-Stellar

Stellar walked to the beach front with her music book and saw a big stage with many people crowded around it but no one was playing music in fact the people looked mad.

"Excuse me miss." a girl said from behind Stellar said tapping on her shoulder. "Yes?" asked Stellar looking adorable. "Um by any chance can you help me?" the girl asked. "Depends go on"
Stellar said nodding at the lady. "Can you help stall our concert?The band leader hasn't showed up yet can you sing?" the girl asked. "Sure but if I sing can I sing one of my own songs?" Stellar asked happily.

"You sure can now hurry!" she yelled and pointed to the stage Stellar then nodded and ran down the hill and onto the stage.

"Hello everyone im the fill in singer for now the band leader is a bit late today so till she comes ill be singing a song I wrote myself called Believing in the stars." Stellar yelled into the microphone then she handed sheet music out to the band and began to sing.

"Believing...na na na na na."

"I cant believe Stellar hates me." Shinn said well walking down the beach front.

"You stare up at the starry sky wondering if your wish will come true."

"Huh? That voice?on the stage...could it be..." he looked on the stage "Stellar..." he said.

"You think about all the times you wished upon a star and how that wish didn't come true...yeah."

"Whats she doing up there?" Shinn asked himself well watching the blond angel.

"You gotta believe a little trust in yourself...You gotta reach up and chase the wish."

"Wonder if thats another song she wrote it sounds like a Stellar song to me." Shinn thought and laughed a bit and continued watching.

"You wanna believe in the stars you have to believe in the stars, thats all you have to do for your wish to come true."

"Wow great lyrics too..." Shinn said continuing to think over and over.

"Start believing in the star yeah...Believing in the stars yeah...ohhh ohhhh, na na na na na,ohh yeahhhhhh"
-Song done-
clap clap

"Thank you everyone!!" Stellar yelled as she went to find the lady from earlier then she walked on the stage, "Do you guys want another song?" the lady yelled and everyone cheered. "How about it miss?" she asked Stellar. "Sure why not?" Stellar said and passed out more sheet music to the band members. "Okay this ones called lonely star." she said and stood back at the front.

"A lonely star...that shines brightly in the sky."

"I look upon it to wish a dream come true."

"Some things were meant to be there when you need them."

"Just like a star dreams come and go."

"Shining...Brightly...I look upon you for the right answers to my problems."

"Im dreaming of a world for peace and love..."

"And when that dream comes true I know you'll be there too."

"Waiting for the day that will see each other again...you know ill wait for you, forever under this starry sky and wish upon that lonely star."

"na na na na na na na na...na na na na na...yeah..."

-Song done-
clap clap

"Thank you so much guys!but im afraid that I have to go the band leaders here!" Stellar yelled and went to leave. "Wait..." called the band leader. "Huh?" Stellar said and turned around to see her holding out the microphone giving it to Stellar. "Huh? why though?" Stellar asked the band leader. "Because you sing with you heart and you deserve one more song."

With that Stellar thanked her and handed her band music out for the last time (Hint-or is it)
and went up to the front one more time.

"This song I cant tell you the name...well okay its called Solitude of the ocean depths and it is dedicated to a really good friend...Shinn I like him allot and wish he knew how I really felt"
she said not knowing that Shinn was watching.

"Teach me sadness..."

"This song is dedicated to me?She likes me?I thought she didn't like me because she was ignoring me or was she...just shy?" Shinn thought blushing a his thought and what Stellar said.

"If you closed your eyes, you won't gaze into sadness." "If you forget the feeling of warmth, you won't feel pain."

I can't recall that gentle voice In the depths of my mourning heart.

Someone is calling me from my forgetten past, Asking me when I will take sorrow into my hands again. At this moment that will never come twice, You are all I can see.

A little ship glitters silently in the distant, alone. Swept away by a torrent of grief, it disappears under the waves of my heart.

Why do I search the ocean depths aimlessly, For the warmth that I should not have known.

Swaying with the ripples, the ship of life sails on. Though no stars can be seen, it overcomes waves and advances on. Beyond the darkness, You are all I can see.

The waves that we saw are flowing towards serenity, Flowing to the kindness that disappeared underwater.

I know that there's a future where we will love each other. Until I take the sorrow back into my hands again, At this moment that will never come twice, You are all I can see.

-Song finished-

After the song was done everyone clapped loudly as Stellar left the stage she felt someone grab her hand and she turned around...to see Shinn, her eyes opened widely out of shock as tears poured out she couldn't control her body anymore she then fell to her knees crying once more and the fainted. "Stellar!Stellar!" Shinn shouted but got no answer he then picked her up bridal style carrying her to his house and placed her in his bed before kissing her on the head and leaving the room quietly.

To be continued...