AN: yay its chapter 2 im so glad with all my reveiws so ill continue this one!!!

Chapter Two: Reminissing

Bella woke up startled by all the noises down stairs and not knowing where she was. Paniced, she looked around for some kind of clue and smiled when she realized it was Edwards room. She slowly got up and had her human moments and went downstairs only to run into the bathroom and throw up from the smell of bacon(which she usually loved).

Edward stood up from his post on the steps and ran after her holding Bella's hair back while whispering small comforts into her ear and giving her little kisses on the forhead. She could tell he was trying not to breath in the smell of her throw up so in betweem heaves she told him to leave the room and she would be fine. After her saying that he was almost happy to leave and shortly after Bella came out looking like death warmed over. (AN: favorite saying for meaning looking like shit!!!) Noone spoke, they just crowded around her and held her close.

"Bella we're so sorry, we should have thought about how the pregnancy would effect your appittite." said all seven of them as Bella tried to sit down and relax. To her it seemed like they all didn't know the meaning of its ok so she did what any normal pregnant teenager would do. Breakdown into sobs and storm out of the house leaving everyone shocked.

She automaticly went to her old van and started racing as fast as it would allow to her old freind Jacob, even if he wouldn't want to see her she needed someone who knew the whole story and had always been there. During the drive she (luckily) had some time to stop crying and put herself almost all the way together. And by time she had knocked on his door she even was able to put a small smile on her face.

"Bella what are you doing here?" said a suprised teenage boy she almost couldn't recognize.

"Ummm well you see..." she sould already feel her will power draining, "I kinda came over to talk is that ok with you, Jacob?" To her releif he nodded and she ran into the house and sat down on the couch. She could tell he didn't really want her here and for some reason she felt her tears prick her eyes. "Ummm...well Edward and I a-"

"Oh you mean the blood sucker." Jacob interupted and sent her flood works going. She started sobbing and he just stood, because that was all be could do. Inside his head the old Jacob felt tortured and wanted to hold her tightly.

"Don't make any remarks...please. I need to explain a few things to you..." and Bella began the small story.

Three hours later and Jacob was informed on almost every detail of Bella and Edward's unborn. He was furious. How could she sleep with that monster and not be with him? Why couldn't the baby be his? Bella saw him shaking and got up giving him a quick kiss on the cheek before walkign out and driving back to the Cullen's house.

Her heart was heavy from reality of her having to leave Charlie and all her freinds. Even Renee would be left to her own devices. Trying to block things out she turned on her car radio and put it on her favorite station. Insantly Distubed's song, "Land of Confusion" came on and she inwardly smiled. this was a song she could relate to. She remembered the time she actually met David Dramon. It was at 14th birthday and she was suprised to find when Renee said that David was an old freind of her's.

FLASHBACK!!!!!!!!

A little version of Bella was walking around her room trying to find the dress that Renee told her to put on for her birday party. She didn't want to wear the dress so anyone could tell she wasn't really making and effort to find anything. To her releif she couldn't find it and proceeded to put on her black jeans and red shirt with DISTURBED CHILD written in permanent marker on the front. The Bella finished off the look by putting her long brown hair in a high ponytail.

She looked in the mirror at herself and smiled at what she saw. A short teenage girl with brown hair down to her waist and periwinkle blue eyes stared back at her. No matter what the girl did she found it impossible to get the slightest tan so instead the Bella looked like she had not set foot outside a house since the day she was born.

"Bella!!! I thought I told you to dress up!" said an angry Renee and all her "adult" freinds. Seriously she needed to start letting Bella invite her own reinds some time.

"But Moooooom...-"

"No buts now march back inside and get-"

"Renee chill if she wants to look like that let her. I think it suits her quite well." saaid someone from the back of the croud. Instantly, as if magic the croud parted and David Draiman walked over and hugged Renee,"Besides last time i saw little Bella she wasn't old enought to like my music."

END FLASHBACK

Bella snapped out of her memories just in time to swerve away from anothere car. Almost instinctivly her hand rushed to her stomach and she blushed, cursing the stupid car that almost hit her as she turned into the Cullen's driveway.

AN:...Yeah its a short chappie but i have writers block and yeah i am a disturbed fan but you'll see why i put that in review and i'll update soon as possible but please give me ideas ok? love you all bye and val i shall kill you insert evil laugh here