Chapter 4:Damn Urges

You know what I've noticed? I have been spending more time in Konoha than my own village…strange, yes but it's not like I've forgotten about my village entirely. I still look after it even when I'm away (I have my ways). Plus I have my two siblings, Kankorou and Temari, over there to keep the peace.

Also, I just had this urge to be around Naruto more and more lately…

Sure I have had those urges before but not as much as I've been having them these past few days. Just being around the blonde makes my heart soar, my cheeks flush, my legs feel like jelly.

Is this what love is?

I've never really experienced love before, well not this kind of love. I do admit, I love my brother and sister and, of course, my village. But this love…this sensation I feel when I'm with Naruto is something different entirely.

At the moment, I was sitting in the Hokage's office, watching Naruto speak with the pink haired girl about the decorations for the wedding. From the conversation I could decipher that one: the whole village is currently being decorated with pink and white roses (how I didn't notice this is beyond me) and two: the entire village is invited to this wedding even a few people/shinobi in outside villages. This wedding was the biggest thing happening in Konoha at the moment since it was THE Uchiha Sasuke that was finally getting married.

Everyone (well, those old enough to know what was going on) are ecstatic. The revival of the Uchiha clan was starting to take shape! Yes, Itachi was still at large but it didn't matter at the moment because Uchiha Sasuke was getting married!

This new family might even efface any thoughts he had of revenge, maybe not all thoughts but maybe enough so he wouldn't go off and betray his village again.

Still, there were two people who didn't seem happy about this wedding at all (hell, of course I was happy, the Uchiha will be married and won't trouble my naru-chan any longer!).

Uchiha Sasuke and Uzumaki Naruto.

The Uchiha I could understand, but Naruto? Why was he depressed about all this? Did his childhood crush for the pink haired girl not vanish? Or did it become something more?

Or maybe, he had feelings for the Uchiha?

Now that thought had me panicking and enraged at the same time.

Oh hells no was the Uchiha taking Naruto away from me! He was mine and only mine and no bastard that deserves to get his private parts ripped and/or bitten off traitor was gonna take my Naruto away!

One Sasuke gets married I'm sure Naruto will fall out of love with him and discover his feelings for me and then we shall make out and screw like dogs in heat (or demons…)

My attention was snapped back to place as I saw the pink haired girl leaving the office, a happy smile on her face, as she waved goodbye to Naruto. Naruto had an equally happy smile on his face until the girl fully left the room where then the blonde sighed and plopped down on his cushioned hokage chair.

I then stared at him and gave him a small smile but seeing that he wasn't even looking at me (his eyes were directed towards his mounds of paperwork) I went over and tapped him lightly at the top of his blonde head.

"So…what was that all about?" I asked him sitting at the edge of his desk.

Naruto looked up and blinked before answering "About Sakura-chan's wedding, the decorations, where it's being held, whose the guy that's gonna marry them…" he seemed to drift off, his mind elsewhere until he turned his head towards me and asked "weren't you listening? I mean you were right there in the room!" he gestured towards the seat I was sitting in a while ago.

"Meh, it was boring so I just tuned you guys out and daydreamed…" I looked out the window (which I must say is now fixed thanks to me and my awesome sand skills) finding the tree outside interesting.

I could feel Naruto smiling that foxy way he does when he asked "and what were you daydreaming about, Raccoon boy?"

I looked down at him and smiled. "About Mr. Whiskers of course."

His smiled disappeared, replaced with a confused expression, big blue eyes blinking. And was that a blush I saw? I guess I did have a chance against the Uchiha after all! (I was contemplating if I should've said something corny like that or not…and thank crap that it did some good!)

I jumped off the edge of his desk when I saw the Uchiha himself walk in, his face as stoic as always. He glanced over at me before turning his full attention towards Naruto (which I noticed had tensed up a bit when the brunette walked in).

"Dobe," he began, still insulting Naruto even though he was the hokage now, "I need to speak with you…" another glance towards me (I'll kill him! I swear I will!) "Alone."

Pfft, like I wanted to be in the same room as him! And that's exactly what I told him…

"Fine, I'll leave. It's not like I want to be in the same room as you." I looked over at Naruto and told him I'd be back later with ramen (I could see him relax a bit at the word "ramen") and left without another word.

Just cuz I left the room didn't mean I couldn't hear or see what they were doing. With help of my Daisan no Me (my third eye biatches) and my excellent eavesdropping skills (which I have come to develop only 5 seconds ago) I could hear and see all that they do and say!

I stood outside right outside the closed doors, two fingers covering my left eye and my other hand cupping the back of my ear. I concentrated a small amount of chakra in my ear so it would enhance my hearing.

Hopefully they wouldn't sense my presence right outside the door (and I still had to go get ramen for Naruto…)

What I saw (and heard) made me see red, my hatred for Uchiha Sasuke increased tenfold, and I could feel the bloodlust I felt when I was younger rise again…

We didn't have a chance to have a meeting today…

wow...a cliffhanger...never really expected to do any of those...and im sorry to all those who read my fanfic! i take so long to update! i promise ill try to get off my lazy butt and write!

Hmm...and i think itll be serious in the next chapter...(will i make naruto and gaara kiss? stay tuned!)

and no worries! this is GaaNaru all the way! i do love SasuNaru too (no matter how much Sasuke's a bastard!) but in this fic Naruto belongs to Gaara so hands off Sasuke!

And to my reviewers! U poeple rock! I love u all! u make me feel extra happy! and make me write! (even my sister yelled at me to start updating sooner...and she doesnt even read this story...)

Oh yeah..there might be a few mistakes...cuz my friend (who revises my ficcys) wasnt home when i wrote this and i wanted to post this as soon as possible! so here ya go!