This chapter if freaking long...well for me...it's longer than the others! i hope you enjoy this long ass chapter! (well to me its long...)

Chapter 5: Love, Molestation, and Butterflies

Naruto's POV (point of view)

Damn it Gaara…he always knew how to make me blush just by saying a few words…and the smile didn't help my heart from beating any slower either…

I would've said some kind of comeback to play it off (I hope he didn't notice my red cheeks) until Sasuke came in. I immediately tensed when I saw him walk through that door. I had been avoiding the brunette for a while now (ever since that last meeting where I threw a paper weight at him…which was hilarious) but now here he was, waltzing through the door as if he owned the place….

And he kept giving Gaara funny looks…

AND he insulted me too! I'm the freaking Hokage bitch, I can throw you in jail for that!

Well, he said he wanted to speak to me alone (no Gaara! Don't leave me!) and I was overjoyed to hear from Gaara that he was going to buy Ramen for me when he got back. (he always knew what to do to make me feel better!).

Now that Gaara was gone, it was just me and Sasuke. All alone. And why the hell was he closing the blinds? He must've caught the bewildered look on my face and he calmly said "Just want to make sure we can speak in private…with no interruptions…"

Damn! No paper weight is going to save me this time!

Oh god…I really didn't want to be in the room at the moment until I felt a faint sign of chakra coming from right outside the door and in the corner of the office. While Sasuke finished closing up all the blinds, I stood from my chair and walked a little past my desk, looking for the source. I was relived when I saw a familiar eye made of sand, watching me, watching Sasuke.

Gaara was still looking out for me even when he wasn't in the room with me…

Somehow, that made me feel a little better…

The room was now dim, a tiny bit of sunlight escaping the gaps between the blinds. I turned around and faced Sasuke, making sure my face showed no emotion (I had been trying to master it all these years…hopefully its good enough!). As always his face also showed no emotion as he walked up to me. He stopped, his face a few inches away from mine, and we stared each other down. Before I knew it, I was glaring at him (the same way I did when we were younger) but he still had that mask.

I was trying to be real patient with the guy here but he just didn't talk! No sound escaped his mouth, not even a sigh or "Hmph."

Damnit this was getting annoying! (little did I know only a few seconds had passed rather than hours, and god did it feel like an eternity).

Finally, I just snapped at him.

"Goddamnit Sasuke! You tell me you want to speak with me, even interrupt a very important Kage meeting, only to have you stare at me for half and hour!"

He looked at me for a while, a small hint of amusement on his face, before he said "it's only been five seconds dumbass."

I continued to glare at him (putting a little more evil into it...how does Sasuke do it?) before I grabbed him by the collar and demanded he started talking before I beat the shit out of him. Damn bastard just looked more amused (he was even smirking now!) before he grabbed my collar and growled "Fine, you want to talk then let's talk!"

Now that confused me, because he was the one who wanted to talk to me in the first place!

Before I got another word in, he pushed me against my desk (my back pressing against the edge) before he pushed me further down laying half on top of me.

This position was very uncomfortable…

My back was pressed flat out on the desk, I was bending my back far more than it was capable, while his upper body lay on top of mine, his thigh between my legs (almost rubbing up against my groin!) and one hand holding both my wrists.

I began to struggle a little until I found myself staring straight into a black abyss (A.K.A Sasuke's black as night eyes). I couldn't find the energy to move. Our noses were almost touching, his breath ghosting over my lips (I had even forgotten this man was planned to get married in less than a week).

I could feel his eyes searching mine, trying to see any kind of emotion or hint of what I was thinking.

Unfortunately my eyes revealed everything I felt at that moment.

Sadness, guilt, anger, longing…

Longing I had felt for this man when I was younger…

"Naruto…" His voice was soothing. I fell more into a daze (a daze of lust or some other emotion I didn't know) I just knew his voice got me completely lost in his eyes, in what the man that is Sasuke.

"I have always…always wanted you…" His lips brushed against mine, "I don't know when I began to have this urge" his hands slid down from my wrists to my sides, "to touch you, to feel you," He lightly kissed my cheek, "to kiss you."

I didn't know what to say, I didn't know what to do…

Fortunately, I felt the slight flare of chakra increase slightly and it brought me back to my senses.

My eyes widened (finally registering in my mind what the hell was going on) and I roughly pushed Sasuke off of me. He stumbled back a bit, looking at me with anger and confusion evident in his eyes.

I stood up straight now (my back slightly throbbing) my cheeks a little flushed, panting a little.

"Sasuke…you bastard…" I said slightly out of breath, "What the hell! You can't just waltz in here and suddenly start molesting me right on my desk!"

"You seemed to have liked it, maybe even loved it! You weren't protesting then!"

I glared and clenched my fists "Only because you always make me feel a little out of it!"

I couldn't believe what the hell was going on! I suddenly found myself asking a bunch of questions. Was this all for real? Or was I lost in some kind of fantasy of mine? Was Uchiha Sasuke confessing some creepy love to me? Or was he just screwing with me? Playing with me as if I were a toy? Now this was all way to weird! Gaara popped into my head as well. What was he thinking behind that closed door? Was he going to pop out and do something? Was he gonna stay listening and do absolutely nothing? Ohh! My head!

I clutched my head as I felt a headache coming on. Damn...the feelings I once had for the Uchiha were returning...But I know I'm not in love with him anymore!

Sasuke raised an eyebrow at me looking at me as if I would crack...maybe even attack him (hell, he might've just thought I was holding back the urge to attack with my bad temper and all)

I heard his footsteps as he once again came near me. I was about to back away when he wrapped his arms around me, one arm around my waist the other around my shoulders.

I felt him stroke my hair in a soothing manner.

Damn you Sasuke...Do you know what the hell your doing to me...?

I never hugged him back (it would just feel unnatural) but I didn't push him away either.

I had to tell him what the hell I felt for him...

If I hadn't we might have done something that I might've regretted, something that might've hurt Sakura...

Something that might've hurt Gaara...

I began muttering, telling him to get away but he didn't hear me, and so he just kind of backed off a little, looking down at me.

Ok! It was now or never...

Damnit Gaara! Come in here and help me!

Sasuke watched me as I inwardly struggled with my self, so he shook me a little to bring me back to my senses.

I looked up at him, I saw him smiling (which damnit made me smile back at him) and I suddenly felt like pouring my whole heart at him (just like I did at the valley of the end).

"Sasuke..." I began to say, "I really have to tell you something..."

I looked down at our feet but not before I saw Sasuke tilt his head to the side and tell me "Alright, what is it?"

Ahh...This felt like a love confession...

In a way, it was.

I slightly pushed him away, I needed some space to breath.

"Aright, well, its just...ok..." and suddenly I had a difficult time trying to reveal what I really felt about him.

"Look dobe, if you just want to say something than say it! Your stuttering is just getting on my nerves"

Now that pissed me off all over again. Here I am, about to reveal all of my true feelings and he has the fucking nerve to tell me to hurry up!

Again, Sasuke, I can throw you in fucking jail for pulling that kind of shit.

Fine that was it, no more talking. He had to get out of my office now!

"Get out!" I screamed at the top of my lungs, pointing towards the door. Sasuke looked a little taken back at my outburst but then glared at me (not as intense as the other glares though) and screamed back at me. "What the hell is wrong with you! First you're all lovey-dovey with-"

I cut him off right there.

"Lovey-dovey! What the hell is wrong with you! You're the one who's lovey-dovey! Just hugging me out of nowhere! You perverted bastard!"

"I was just trying to get your attention! I mean you just clutched your head out of nowhere! How else was I supposed to get you to pay attention to me!"

"Well, calling out my name would've been fine! But nooo, you just had to molest the poor Hokage!"

"Look, whatever! I'm leaving!" He turned and started to walk away.

"Good it's not like I wanted to tell you how I really feel about you, you asshole!"

That's when he abruptly stopped and turned to look at me, his expression one of surprise.

"What...you feel about me?" he was no longer yelling, his voice down to a whisper.

I sighed and sat down on top of my desk, my head turned away from him.

"Well, yeah...with you getting married and all, it just feels right that I should tell you now..."

And the fact that I now know he "wants me."

He grabbed a chair nearby and sat a good distance away from me (which I felt grateful for).

"Alright then, I'm listening..." I looked at Sasuke when he said that and thought of a good way to start.

"Ok...well first, who proposed to who?"

Sasuke hesitated to answer before he told me it was Sakura who proposed to him.

Wow, that came as a surprise...

"And you said yes?...why?" I asked him looking at him with a bewildered look on my face.

He sighed, running a hand down his face before answering "at the time I was thinking about the revival of my clan...but there wasn't really a girl around that I wanted to bear my children..." he paused, "and you can't have babies so that idea was shot"

I blushed and thought of myself pregnant before shuddering at the thought.

I motioned for Sasuke to continue.

"so, when Sakura asked me to go out with her, I said yes, hell I was bored, and before I knew it she was proposing to me...but without a ring which I had to buy both of them for us later on..." he drifted off again, looking down at his wedding ring, "well I had said yes because I could tolerate this girl and sure I wouldn't mind having sex with her as long as she didn't demand for it every night..." I saw him shudder a little.

It had become silent for a while (in that time my thoughts drifted off to Gaara again. I wonder if he's still listening...?)

"So, now it's time for you to confess...Naruto"

"Well," this time I was ready to tell him (kind of), "When we were kids...I...was in love with you..."

I felt chakra that I knew wasn't Sasuke's flare. I saw Sasuke look at me with surprise (and was that hope I saw?)

I continued.

"So, when you left to Orochimaru, I was heartbroken. I was determined not to let you go...I couldn't let you go!" brief flashes of what happened in the valley of the end appeared in my mind, "but, those years without you, I had started to think about my feelings for you...I wanted to know what they really meant...so when I had come back from those three years of training with Jaraiya, and saw Sakura again...I had felt the same emotion I had felt for you all those years back..."

Sasuke looked down, glaring a little (out of confusion or anger I didn't know)

"So I began thinking 'maybe I'm in love with Sakura too...but then when I saw Kakashi again, and Neji, Hinata, Kiba and all the others...the emotion was the same..." I chuckled a little "I knew I couldn't be in love with all of them so I came to the conclusion that my love for you was that equivalence to a brotherly love..." I tilt my head back a little, not wanting to see the expression on Sasuke's face, "Heh, so in the end I wasn't IN love with you...I didn't understand the different kinds of love as a child so I guess it's understandable that I would think that I was in love with you..."

I looked at Sasuke, afraid of what I would see. His head was bowed down, his fists clenched at his sides and he was shaking slightly.

"You are such a fucking idiot" I heard him growl out and before I knew it he was trying to beat the shit out of me (but me being Hokage and all I didn't let the bastard touch me)

"Damnit you fucking idiot! How could you confuse something like that?"

"Sasuke I'm sorry! That's just how I feel!"

But Sasuke was done talking to me and began throwing punches like crazy. I couldn't let him destroy my office the way he already was so I punched him in the gut, causing him to double over and fall to the ground.

There was silence again with Sasuke doubled over on the floor and me looking down at him.

After a while he had gotten back up, dusting off dirt that wasn't there, and then he looked at me, grabbed my neck and pulled me towards him.

This guy wasn't giving up...or he just cracked...

We stayed like that for a while in silence. I was just praying he wouldn't try anything funny but that idea was shot down when he was moving forward for a kiss.

Then, I heard the familiar sound of breaking glass.

Sasuke and I turned around only to see Gaara in the room and another broken window!

"What the hell?" Sauske shouted at Gaara.

"Another bird?" I subconsciously said looking out the window expecting to see yet another wounded, helpless bird!

"A butterfly" said Gaara in the same tone as when he threw the first chair.

"You couldn't see outside the window, you weren't even in the same room!" Sauske growled giving Gaara a look of disgust.

"I talked to you about this, right Naruto?" said Gaara walking more into the room and towards a chair.

"The thing about God...senses... and me being awesome" Gaara continued taking a seat and making himself comfortable. Sasuke continued to glare and Gaara glared right back with such intense insanity I don't know how Sasuke could handle it. They were there for while before Gaara spoke.

"Do you mind, Uchiha? We are trying to have an important meeting"

Sasuke looked hesitant but afterwards just nodded in defeat and gave me a look that meant 'I will be back...for your virginity' and then he walked out the door. I sighed in relief (thank god Sasuke didn't kiss me) and took a seat across from Gaara.

"So, the butterfly thing..." I said looking at him straight in the eye.

"That only happened once." Gaara said in his defense expecting another lecture on how to treat animals.

"Yeah, the other five times it was a bird" I said smirking.

"You saw nothing" said Gaara giving me a stern look.

"...damn, Gaara, you saved my ass"

"It's what I do"

I smiled as bright as I could at him. Right then and there I just felt like glomming Garza and to never let go...

In this meeting, I told him that I loved him and I never wanted him to leave my side ever again.

But I myself didn't even understand the kind of love I had for him.

OMG! Naruto dont know what love is! but dont worry! Naruto will end up with Gaara! and this chapter is a bit confusing...cuz it was in Narutos POV and he was confused so it would make sense if this is confusing too.

and my two friends (omg they have their own fanfic account now!) helped me out with this! So i give my thanks to them (you two rock!)

and to my reviewers and readers...i love you all!