All I Want
Description: Kaoru admits to himself how he actually feels about Hikaru and feels depressed as he thinks to before Haruhi.
Couples: Onesided HikaKao
Number of Words: 163
I've always loved Hikaru.
I can't deny that.
No matter what has happened to us, I'd always cry without him. We got seperated in a mall when shopping with mother once and I spazzed out, and Hikaru found me and I quieted down.
I don't care what anyone says as long as he's here with me.
He can look at her as much as he wants, as long as he holds my hands the same, my face the same. I'm gonna die when we leave the Host Club to go off into the world, because Hikaru never acts that way with me at home anymore. He always off on his computer, talking to Haruhi, talking ABOUT Haruhi and doing some crap on his Chemistry set. It really irritates me and sometimes I just... you know, wish he'd notice I was there, wish he'd grab me and hold me.
I know it's all just an act to him.
But it's all I want.