I Feel, Odd
Description: Hikaru admits his feelings for Kaoru (related to "All I Want").
Couples: One-sided twincest (or just plain blind twincest)
Number of Words: 256
It's the truth, I love Kaoru, and it will never change.
I know it doesn't seem like it, with how I talk to Haruhi all the time, and ignore him to work on my fascination in Chemistry and Physics and Mathematics. I have a reason for it though. See, let's say... somehow Kaoru loved me and we got married. Well, then wouldn't I want a great job to keep our rich lineage so that our ancestors could at least look on to us with some pride? I think so. Of course, Kaoru will never love me back.
He cries a lot too, it bugs me. I don't do anything about it though, I can't touch him like that.
I just want to kiss and hug him.
Kaoru sees me a brother, it's a taboo, I just... I just can't hold him. He cries a lot more lately, and it hurts to hear. Now, I even carry around earplugs to use when he's crying. I know it sounds selfish and inconsiderate, but if I kiss him he'll hate me, I can't have Kaoru hate me.
Our act's starting to go a little far.
I haven't told Kaoru about Tamaki's constant yellings about it to me.
He doesn't know that when I almost touched his lips, I really meant it. I'm so close to screaming at him for not realizing how I feel. I've been dense my whole life though, do I really know how I feel?
I just can't touch him.
I mean it when I do.