Why I Stay?
Definition: A question always wondered, why doesn't Haruhi leave the Host Club if it bugs her so much? Even when she had the chance to pay off her debt?
Couples: Somewhat HaruhixHostClub
Number of Words: 770
Note: YES! I AM BACK! The "vacation" was wonderful, but it left me in a very sour mood, sorry if that comes out in my writing. I would also like to add that there's a special reason for the order that Haruhi writes about the characters in here. The first person to figure it out can request a ministory and I'll write it (I have boundaries though. Try to keep it in the Teen category or under)
I'm starting to wonder what's so appealing to me about the Host Club. Why I still stay with it, besides the fact that I have a debt. Why I didn't go off and join the Roberia school, it's really starting to bug me. I was just thinking, maybe the individual members are what appeals me to this strange club and school?
Well, Hunny-sempai is just so adorable, it's hard not to love him. He's also really protecting and possesive I guess, he'll make a great princely protector someday. Don't ever let that cute smile fool you, Hunny-sempai can be a monster, but sometimes that monster helps out a lot. I don't really know what it is about him, he's just so cute, he appeals to that side of me I thought I buried away, so why would this make me stay?
Kyoya-sempai, he's scary and cruel, but he does have a special side to him that I can't help but find fascinating. He's so cruel, yet he's really kind underneath it all. I used to like his hidden side better, but other times I think I like him when he's being himself. It's... kind of cute, the way he makes Tamaki-sempai pay back for the things he does with me. I will never forget that time I saw him at the mall, that was the first time I noticed how kind Kyoya-sempai is. I have to admit, he might just be part of the reason that I stay at this ridiculous Host Club, but there's more to it all than just some scary 2nd year.
I guess I'd like to say that I'm starting to become quite happy now that Mori-sempai has talked to me, and he even used my name! That made me quite happy, though I'd never admit it. There's something about him that's appealing, it's wonderful when he talks to you, but it's scary when he talks too much.
Then there's Hikaru. Hikaru's... odd. He treats me like a treasure, and teases Tamaki-sempai with me. The only thing is, Kaoru is always first whenever we're together. If it's just us, then he worries about Kaoru. The only time it ever was just us, was when Kaoru was in bad situations though, so that might have something to do with it. Hikaru has that special touch, I only felt it that one time when we were together in the church. How come Kaoru wasn't sick the next day? Huh, I just realized that. Still, I don't think Hikaru's it, for no matter what happens, he still won't touch me the way he touches Kaoru, and his eyes are always on Kaoru. Does Kaoru know that?
Anyway, that isn't so with Kaoru. Kaoru's able to completely distract himself from Hikaru and pay full-fledged attention on me. He doesn't wander off and blabbers about Hikaru, and then that one day when he asked me on a date, I thought why not? Of course, then he got sick and I had to go with Hikaru. It's odd, how it almost seemed like Kaoru had that planned. Well, Kaoru might be the biggest reason why I stay here, he's so... protective, he looks straight into my eyes, and I know he stares at me when I don't know it. It's really enjoyable, to know he thinks about me sometimes. It makes me want to blush, but I can't. I won't turn into those weird girls.
I guess my biggest reason I stay here is Tamaki-sempai. Sure, he bugs the hell out of me, but he's really enjoyable too. It's kind of funny how he acts all the time and flips out. I just adore it. I hate it more though. He over reacts at everything, but he does have a soft and gentle side. I guess that's what earned my respect for him. He's like a wizard with that voice, maybe he enchanted me to think he was a good person? I don't think he's that good, but I guess I can't get mad at him for acting the way he does. In a way, he's like the twins, he was always with his mother, taking care of her. I feel, really quite bad for him now, the more I think about it.
This doesn't make any sense, and it makes my head hurt even worse. Plus, dad's wondering what I'm writing about so late at night. I guess I shouldn't stay up so late. Whatever, I guess it will always remain a mystery why I stay here. For now, let's say it's them. After all, they are all enchanting in their own ways.