Alone
Definition: Kaoru's side of Rejection
Couples: Onesided HikaKao, sort of HaruKao if you think that way
Number of Words: 207
Hikaru doesn't love me, and I know it, I can't believe I told him.
I told him!
Currently, I am screaming at myself, and I can't take it. I can never look at his face again, never touch his hand, never almost touch his lips. I can't stand it.
I'm crying.
"Kaoru?" Haruhi asks as she runs over to me.
I can't answer. I won't answer.
For some reason, I do.
"Hikaru..." I cry.
"What about Hikaru?"
"I love him..."
So easy, so clear, so obvious. I love Hikaru. You think he'd notice sooner.
"Oh, Kaoru, it's okay, I'm here," Haruhi is trying to comfort me as she's pulling me into an embrace. I've never seen her so girly before, so motherly. I'm crying to her, I'm sobbing to her. Ranka doesn't say anything as he walks into the apartment to see me crying into Haruhi as she's hugging me.
"I'm here for you..." She keeps saying.
That's a lie though. There's no one here. What is here is mine, but that is nothing.
Hikaru's never been connected with me, and I see that for the first time now.
I'm alone.
Even though Haruhi and her dad are here. I'm all alone.
I want Hikaru...
Hikaru...