A/N: Now, I know I have nothing to do tonight if I've up-dated three times tonight! All well, here's another chapter. Enjoy.
Chapter 7
Falling for the First Time
The strands in your eyes
That color them wonderful
Stop me and steal my breath
And emeralds from mountains
That throstles the sky
Never revealing their depths
And tell me that we belong together
And dress it up
With the trappings of love
I'll be captivated
I'll hang from your lips
And stand on the gallows
Of heartache that hang from above
And I'll be your cryin' shoulder
That it'll be love suicide
And I'll be better when I'm older
That I'll be the greatest man of your life-
" I'll Be"
Edwin McCain
Jezebel sat down with a flourish at the Slytherin table in the Great Hall. Draco acknowledged her presence briefly before going back to his lunch. She gathered things on her plate before putting her elbows on the table and resting her head in her palms. Draco looked up and notice that she was giving him that knowing look of hers. He raised an eyebrow before shaking his head.
" Okay, what do you want?" He asked, warily. " That look is really starting to annoy me."
" Oh, nothing. Alana told me about last night. I didn't know that you could be that sweet." Jezebel replied, twirling a piece of black hair with her finger. " Well...actually, I didn't know that you could be sweet at all."
" I have my moments." He said, simply with a shrug.
" Did she..."reward" you in anyway?" She asked with a smirk.
Draco's head shot up immediately. Jezebel laughed at the look on his face. His eyes were wider than ever.
" Sinclaire, you're really pushing it, so be careful what you say on that subject from now on." He growled.
" Oh, quit being so defensive. You've always been able to talk about that aspect of your life with me." She replied.
" I guess if I don't tell you, you'll just badger me all day until I do." He said with a sigh.
" Yep...now spill, Romeo." Jezebel ordered, leaning forward.
" We did nothing. We kissed, that's all." Draco lied, leaving out the part where he had pleasured Alana.
" Oh wow. Sounds like you guys are really going fast with this relationship." She remarked, sarcastically.
" So she wants to wait. Is that such a bad thing?" He asked, like it was no big deal.
" With her no, but with you it's a very big deal. I've never heard you even think of waiting for anyone. About a month or two into a relationship, you're usually fucking the poor girl's brains out." Jezebel commented.
Suddenly, a sly smile appeared on her face. Draco was wondering what she was smiling about, until he felt a pair of soothingly gentle hands on his shoulders. When he looked up, Alana stood behind him, smiling as warmly as ever.
" Good morning, Love." He said as she leaned down and brushed her lips over his.
" Morning, Draco. How did you sleep?" She asked.
" Not bad for once." He replied, pulling her into his lap. " And you?"
" Very well. I haven't slept so good in a long time." Alana said as she ran her hands through his hair.
" I'd sleep even better if you were there with me." Draco murmured, suggestively, kissing her neck lightly.
Alana giggled at his teasing, but arched her neck to give him better access.
" Okay, you two, cut it out. You're out in public, and no one wants to see both of you snogging each other senseless." Jezebel said, rolling her eyes at the two.
" If you don't want to watch, then leave. I can snog my girlfriend anywhere I please." Draco replied with a smirk.
" She's got a point, though. Come on, let's go. We can continue this somewhere more private." Alana whispered in his ear.
" You might want to cut it short. Class is starting again in a few minutes." Jezebel interjected, watching several students leaving the hall.
" Okay, you need to stop listening in on our conversations." Draco said, pointing a finger at the Slytherin girl. " But, she's right. We'll continue this later."
They all got up and went off to their next class. After sitting through extremely boring lessons in History of Magic and Astronomy, Alana thought that she was about to die. This day had been pretty uneventful so far. She was on her way to Charms at the moment, stopping occationally to tell students not to run in the halls or to stop loitering. Her mind was else where, though. Alana hadn't stopped thinking of the previous night. She realized how lucky she was to have found a guy like Draco. He treated her like she was a goddess. What girl wouldn't like that kind of attention? But, one thing was still uncertain. Did he love her? Draco's actions could be taken as love, but he'd never said " I love you " or anything like that. Alana wasn't completely certain that she loved him either.
Her head was starting to hurt from all of her thoughts. Actually, she was so absorbed in them that when someone put their hand on her shoulder, she nearly jumped out of her skin and she spun around. Her eyes were wide as she took in Draco's amused expression. Alana could tell that he was just barely containing his laughter.
" Geez, a little jumpy are we today, Love?" Draco asked with a chuckle.
" You know...if you keep sneaking up on me like that, I'm going to get a bell for you. That way...I'll know when you're coming and won't nearly die of a heart attack." She replied, smiling up at him after recovering from her shock.
" Yeah, but then, I couldn't surprise you. And I know how much you like my surprises." He retorted with a smirk as he wrapped his arms around her waist.
Just the look on his face at that moment was tempting. His hands were up to no good as they caressed her lower back and thighs. And that oh so sexy smirk of hiss was driving her wild.
" Shouldn't we be getting to Charms?" She asked, her eyes becoming somewhat lustful as he leaned down slightly.
" Yes, we should, but we don't have to." He murmured before brushing his lips over hers.
Alana immediately fell into the kiss. Draco's kisses were always so intoxicating, and she was already severely addicted to them. She draped her arms around his neck as he pulled her closer to him. Their kiss became more passionate and needy as Draco pulled her into a shadowed crevice. With his body, he pinned her against the wall. Alana arched her back out as one of his hands came up to cup her breast. She moaned into his mouth as he gave it a gentle squeeze. Draco trailed his lips up to her earlobe and started to suck on it, grazing his teeth over the earringless hole. Alana's hands went into his hair and held his head securely.
" Mmm...Draco, don't stop." She pleaded in a whisper, helplessly.
Draco continued, feeling like he couldn't stop, even if he tried. What drove Alana over the edge was when he started to grind his hips into her hard. She could feel his excitement clearly through his pants.
" Mmm...now!" She moaned. " I...I need you now!"
Draco looked up from her earlobe and gazed down into her eyes lustfully at the mere mention of those words.
" Are...are you sure?" He asked, breathlessly, searching her eyes for any signs of fear.
She nodded her head and pulled his lips down to hers. She kissed him fiercely, letting him feel her desire. When she ended it, Alana said, " I've waited long enough."
Draco merely nodded before re-attacking his lips to hers again. They stumbled out of the crevice and somehow made their way to a nearby door. When Draco tried to open it with his free hand, it turned out to be locked. He cursed at it in frustration. Now was not the time to have a locked door.
" Alohamora." He muttered into Alana's lips as he pointed his wand at the door.
It clicked before the door swung wide open. They made their way in without breaking the kiss before Draco flicked his wand at the door, making it close and lock. He parted from her lips and trailed them down her neck as he pressed her up against a wall. Alana felt him mumble something into her skin, and suddenly, several, fur blankets covered the middle of the room with many candles around them. The room was dim from the cloudy light seeping through the high windows, but the candles gave the room a comforting glow.
" Do you know how long I've wanted you for?" He murmured as he continued to kiss her neck.
" Mmm...since last ni...ight." She answered, through her moans and gasps.
" Mm. Much longer." He replied as he pressed his forehead against hers before kissing her feverishly.
Even though they were both preoccupied enough, Alana and Draco started to fiddle with the clasps to each other's robes, while moving to the middle of the room. When they both got them undone successfully, the robes both fell to the floor in a puddle of fabric. Draco swiftly pulled off Alana's black, wool vest before working on her blue and bronze, Ravenclaw tie, while she struggled with his green and silver, Slytherin one. After they were discarded, Alana slowly sank to the floor, knowing that her legs wouldn't support her for too much longer if he kept kissing her like that. As Draco went down with her, his fingers working skillfully at the buttons of her white, button-down shirt.
He slipped it off of her quickly before parting from her lips for air. Draco propped himself up on one arm and looked down at Alana, who was only clad in a white, lacey bra on top. The cool air in the room and his gaze gave her goose bumps. She smiled breathlessly up at him, while one of her fingers entwined a strand of her hair around it. He returned it as he stood up. Tantalizingly slow, Draco undid the buttons to his own white shirt one...by one. Alana licked her lips in anticipation as her eyes grew more lustful. His amazingly toned, pale chest glowed in the candle light. He smirked at the look on her face as he slid the shirt off fluidly.
" Enough, you bloody tease." She hissed, matching his smirk.
Draco sunk to his knees and straddled her hips. Just to tease her more, he ground his hips into hers one more time, earning a gasp of desire from Alana. Then, he felt Alana's hands come up and grasp his shoulders before pulling him down to her roughly.
" A little anxious, aren't we?" He asked in a sexy whisper, raising a suggestive eyebrow.
She responded by putting her hands about his neck and brought his lips crashing down on hers. Draco was surprised at her passion, but he wasn't complaining. He pushed her body further into the furs, caressing her sides softly. Then, his hands snuck around her back sauvely. Alana felt him expertly unclasp her bra, and the constraint on her breasts was released. He pushed it away carelessly and held her to him awhile longer, liking the feel of her bare breasts pressed up against his chest. Slowly, he worked his way down her neck to her chest; his lips feeling hot, yet silky smooth against her flesh. His eyes widened slightly when he finally saw her breasts. He now knew why she had been so intent to hide them before. No boy in his right mind would be able to resist her if he even caught a mere glimpse of them. Alana moaned when he started to kiss and suck on her nipples sensually. Her back arched when she felt his tongue caress her skin. One of his hands gave her other breast its full attention, while the free one pulled off her knee-length, black skirt.
After he had cast that away as well, his fingers brushed over the white, lacey material of her panties. She let out another gasp when he massaged her core like he had the night before. All of these actions were driving her wild. Several pleasurable jolts kept rushing through her body continuously. Draco grinned into her breast as he realized that only he could ever make her feel this way. He loved the way her body writhed and squirmed with pleasure beneath him. Just to heaten things up, Draco snuck his hand into her panties and entered two fingers into her. Alana whimpered as he pumped them in and out quickly.
" Y...yeees." She whispered, pitifully.
" You like that?" He asked, seductively.
" Mhmm. More." She begged with a moan.
He smirked and entered yet another finger, feeling just how tight she was. No girl he had ever been with had been this tight before. It made him harden even more when he thought how it would feel when he was inside of her. Alana struggled with the belt to his jeans with trembling hands. Everything that he was doing to her made it harder for her to concentrate. Finally, she got the stubburn piece of leather off and threw it across the room. After getting his jeans undone as well, she pushed them off as much as she could. Draco managed to wriggle out of them the rest of the way before kicking them off. Now, the only thing separating them from each other was their underwear. Draco traveled back up to Alana's lips again as he used the hand he had been pleasuring her with to separate her legs. His covered member brushed against her entrance, and Alana shivered slightly. Draco brought his hands up near her head to brace himself a little better.
Alana's hand traveled down to his boxers and started to stroke him. Draco groaned into her lips, but she wanted a better response, so she grasped him firmly through the silken material. Suddenly, Draco stopped kissing her, closed his eyes tightly, and let out a whining moan. Alana smirked at the pitiful look on his face and ventured further. She put her other hand on his cheek, making him look down at her. They gazed into each other's eyes as Alana slipped her hand into his boxers. Draco groaned throatily before saying, " Don't...don't stop. Oh bloody hell...don't stop!"
He collapsed on her chest; his forehead pressed against hers again. Alana grasped him again and began to gently squeeze and rub his already throbbing erection.
" Sweet Jesus...Alana." He breathed.
Unable to take it anymore, she used her hands to push off his boxers, letting him discard them with a few kicks. Draco fluidly slipped her panties off of her smooth legs and threw them on top of his boxers. For a moment, Draco sat up and looked down at all her for the first time. Alana turned her head away, avoiding his gaze out of embarrassment. This was the first time a boy had ever seen her completely naked. Then, she felt his hand cup her cheek and Alana looked up into his warmly smiling face.
" Don't. I've never seen anyone more beautiful in all my life." He whispered. " Now, are you sure you want to do this, Alana?"
She nodded her head slowly; her smile saying everything and more. They each grabbed their wands at the same time. Alana put a Silencing spell over the room for better protection. Then after discarding it, she watched as Draco pointed his at her stomach.
" Anti-Pregneto." He muttered, before casting his wand away as well.
Draco then, settled himself in between her legs slowly. Alana blushed when she felt the tip of his manhood at her opening. She held onto Draco tightly, burying her face in the crook of his neck, awaiting the pain that she knew would surely come as Draco gathered her in his arms as well. Alana shivered at the thought that there was no going back now, but she was certain that it was Draco she wanted to lose her virginity to. " No going back." She heard him murmur into her ear.
With no more hesitation, he flung himself deep inside of her, tearing through her innocense. This caused Alana to yelp in pain and dig her nails into his back. It aroused Draco more, and he started to thrust into her quickly. He couldn't believe how much he wanted her. All that he knew was that his need was great and he would have her. Alana clung to him helplessly as if her life depended on it. There was excrutiating pain; almost too much to bear at first. But as soon as it came, it left, being replaced by the most pleasurable friction inside of her, caressing her up and down. Soon, she was rocking her hips in an attempt to keep up, which made her inexperience more noticeable, but caused their love-making to be even more desirable and passionate. Draco groaned throatily to Alana as her muscles spasmed around him. She gave him a whimper back as he filled and emptied her, then repeated the cycle over. Their legs were tangled together, tightening and relaxing in rhythm with the rest of their bodies.
" Oh Alana...you feel so good!" Draco moaned, breathlessly.
Draco pushed her body down further into the furs, torturing himself with long, powerful thrusts. Alana threw her head back and moaned loudly. Now that her neck was exposed, he started to kiss and bite into it. She dug her nails further into his back as pleasure coarsed through her body.
" Drrrrraaaaacccccoooo!!!!!!!!!!" She screamed out, helplessly.
" You...got...that...bloody...fuckin'...right!" He panted, plunging into her hard.
Draco pressed his forehead to hers as he bucked wildly. Their bodies were now coated with sweat. They both were shivering from the cold and exploding pleasure inside of them. Sapphire gems stared into stormy gray orbs as their faces began to contort with ecstacy. The room was filled with whining moans and intoxicated gasps. Alana arched her back and pressed her body against his. He dove in and attacked her lips, kissing her passionately. While he was kissing her, Alana grabbed onto his arms and flipped up top. Draco was slightly shocked, but didn't show it. Alana ground her hips into him hard, trying to get as much of him into her as possible. He broke the kiss and collapsed onto his back, whimpering madly.
" Where the hell did she learn that?" Draco thought.
His hands came to rest on the small of her back, urging her closer. She loved the way his normally perfect hair was splaid out on the fur around him in a silky, platinum puddle. The feeling of him rising to meet her hips was overwelming.
" Bloody hell...Alana!" He moaned as she bent lower to kiss him. " Do you know what you're doing to me?"
She moaned softly in response. Draco worked his lips down her neck and to her breasts. He latched onto one and sucked on it hungrily. Alana gasped and gazed down at him. She ran her hands through his hair. The feel of her fingers digging into his scalp only added to the heat. After awhile, he brought his lips back up to hers. Draco decided that he wanted to take her for the first time more forcefully. Suddenly without missing a single beat, he flipped Alana back onto her back. He sped up with each thrust, loving every moment of it. They were so close; both of them could feel it. It was amazing how their kisses went from roughly passionate to softly sensual. Draco's manhood seemed intent on pounding her into total submission and then, changed to just wanting to caress her lovingly inside. This was all so erotic and intoxicating, and neither of them wanted those feelings to end.
They bore into each other's eyes as they both came. Draco's whole body went stiff, and Alana clenched around him tightly, while he emptied himself inside her. The two moaned loudly before Draco's arms gave way, and he collapsed onto her body completely. Their chests were both heaving terribly as their bodies shook from weakness. They lay there like that for the longest time, too weak and breathless to move. Draco's head was buried in the crook of Alana's neck as he pulled out of her slowly. The furs were drenched in their sweat, but they were too absorbed in each other to notice. Draco rolled off of Alana and laid beside her, holding her trembling body as close as ever to his. She pulled one of the furs over them for warmth before nestling closer to Draco.
They both never wanted to separate and just wanted to stay like that for all eternity. Alana felt so tired and weak that she wasn't even sure if she could move at all. Her legs trembled when she just went to shift a little. Draco looked down at her with weary grey eyes. He palmed her cheek and gazed into her eyes before brushing his lips over hers. After a lingering kiss, they parted. He looked at her worriedly and asked, " I didn't cause you too much pain, did I?"
Her sapphire eyes stared up at him, full of weakness and contentment. She shook her head slowly in response.
" Mm. It was rough, but so worth it." She answered.
Draco smiled and kissed her forehead affectionately. When he looked back down at her, Alana's eyes were suddenly full of tears. They poured down her cheek as she cried silently. The tears made moist streaks down her face. Her sudden mood change confused him. Alana shook more in his arms as she continued to cry. He pulled her close, stroking her head and kissing her damp hairline as he did so.
" Alana," Draco whispered, worriedly, " oh, Alana, what's wrong? What's the matter?"
" I...I'm sorry. I just...can't stand it anymore! I can't stand not...not knowing!" She sobbed as Draco tried to wipe away her tears.
" Not knowing what?" He asked, anxiously, palming her cheek gently.
" Not knowing if...if you love me." Alana whispered, brokenly, looking up at him with her sparkling sapphire eyes.
Suddenly, it dawned on Draco.
" Of course! How could I be so stupid?!" He thought, angrily at himself.
Draco couldn't believe himself. He'd never felt this way before about anyone else in his life. All of the other girls...they had just been to sate his needs. But Alana...oh, Alana was different. She was special, so inexplainably special. He'd never actually said it too her, though. Draco had never once said how he trully felt about her. How could he? How could he not have told her yet? Did she think he was leading her on? Did she think he was using her like the others? This thought brought tears to his own eyes. Draco could never do any such thing to her. Didn't she know that?
Suddenly, Draco broke down. She would have no way of knowing because he never told her. He never told her! Alana looked up at him; her eyes filling with concern at her crying boyfriend. She held his face in her soft, gentle hands and gazed deeply into his stormy gray eyes.
" Draco, what's the matter?" She asked. " Was it something I said?"
" Oh Alana, I'm sorry! Oh, I'm so sorry!" He whispered in a choked up voice. " I love you! I love you! I'm sorry it took me this long to say it, but I do! With all my heart and soul, I love you!"
" Oh, Draco..."
" I'm sorry." He murmured, over and over in her hair, kissing her lightly. " I'm sorry. I'm so sor..."
With that, Alana took his lips captive with her own. Draco was taken aback for just a brief second before falling into the kiss. For the longest time, they stayed locked in that kiss until Alana finally pulled away.
" I love you, too, Draco...most ardently! My heart aches when you're not by my side! I never want to be parted from you ever! You've made me whole again!" She murmured back.
" And you me. I never want to lose that feeling ever again. Alana, I need you so much. I want you to be bound to me and no one else. If you were ever taken away from me, I would most definitely die of a broke heart. Never leave me. Stay with me forever and for always." He pleaded, quietly.
" I'm yours for the taking, Draco Malfoy." She declared.
He kissed Alana again, letting her feel his need all in that one, simple kiss. She kissed him back fervently. It became frantic quickly, as if they were both afraid that the other was going to disappear. When they parted, he kissed away her salty tears lovingly. She now knew for certain that he loved her. Her heart felt like it was going to burst from all of this sudden passion. They both knew each other inside and out. Both of them knew about their misfortunes and sorrows; their joys and sources of happiness. It was a match made in heaven. Alana rested her head on his upper chest, and Draco pressed his cheek against her forehead.
" Promise me that you'll never let me go, Draco." She whispered.
Alana knew he wouldn't, not in a million years, but she needed to hear him say it. She needed to hear it come from his own mouth.
" I'm never going to let you go. With my life, I'll protect you, Alana. I'll never hurt you in any way, shape, or form. I promise on my very soul." He said, passionately.
With that said, she looked up, kissed him on the cheek, and fell into a much needed slumber. Draco whispered a spell, and the candles went out. He could hear rain splashing against the windows, but couldn't see it for they were covered with a thick condensation. Never before had he felt completeness as he did at that moment with Alana encased in his strong arms.
A/N: Hope you enjoyed it. Not much to say. Review please!