Here I was laying on my couch with Sean stretched out behind me. With only a thin white sheet covering our naked bodies. Who would of guessed that little miss perfect would ever be caught like this. A year from now I would of called you crazy, but now I would be surprised what happens next. My back was pressed up against his bare chest and his left arm was wrapped tightly around my waist. As if he was afraid I might try and run in the middle of the night. His other arm was under my head offering as a pillow. Well both of my arms were pulled up against my chest. I didn't plan on doing it with him when we first went out tonight. But like I said I never know what I'll do next...I'm not that same little girl I was in 9th grade. No I've grown up and nobody can take me down.
His soft breathing proves to me that he's a sleep. I can feel his uneven breath on the back of my neck making the hairs stand up. At least somebody could go to sleep. I cant sleep anymore...I'm always up. Very gently I move his arm from under my head and start working on his other arm. Just as I get it almost off he tightens his hold and pulls me closer.
"You weren't trying to sneak away now were you?" He asked in a sleepy voice.
"No I just need to go pee." I half lied. Cause in fact I did need to pee but I also needed to get away from his arms...away from him. I hate being closed to a guy after we had sex. Something about it makes me sick.
"Well hurry up and come on back." He replied rubbing his palm across my tight stomach.
I shivered from the contact and sat up. Stretching my arms above my head I smiled when I felt him harden against me. Standing up I grab his big, black wife beater shirt and slipped it on. It came just to my thighs but covered everything that needed to be covered. I heard him groan from behind me as I walked across the stained grey carpet. Quickly running up the stairs I opened the bathroom door and closed it. Making sure to lock it before I turned on the light.
My reflection stared back at me, making my heart stop. I had changed so much over a year and I hated my new look, but everyone else loves it. My hair had changed from blond to dark brown, with lighter highlights. Yes I wear contacts most days. I usually wear the green contacts but violet are also my favorite. Lifting up the wife beater I look at my ugly body. I had lost a lot of weight...so much that my bones were sticking out everywhere. But I still wasn't happy. I wanted to be skinny and I just wasn't. I don't think I'll ever be skinny, but I won't give up trying till I am.
"Emma baby..hurry up! I'm getting cold without." That meant he was up and ready for more..I quickly unlocked the door and ran down the stairs jumping into his awaiting arms. I wrapped my legs around his toned waist and he brought his lips down on to mine...