Dont ask me what I was thinking when I was down there with Chester. It was just the thrill of being with him, knowing that anybody could come in and catch us. But why? Why in gods name did it have to be Jay! The way he looked at me made me feel cheap. No lower then cheap. All those times with those other boys I never felt anything. I was numbed. But when Jay looked at me I felt low, like I cared what he though about me. No thats crazy I would never care what Jay thinks. "Argg!" I yelled pulling at my hair. I must look so crazy. Standing here in the middle of the street with my clothes half on, and screaming like a weirdo.

"Emma? Emma is that you?" A voice screamed from the house in front of me. Looking up I saw my mom leaning against the open door way looking at me with a natural expression. Like she sees me everyday acting like this.

"Nothing mom." I tell her walking up the small path to the house. "I was just coming inside." I push past her and walk inside.

"Emma!" She grips my arm and pulls me to a stop. Making me turn to look at her. "Whats gotten into you?" She leans closer so she wouldnt have to raise her voice and thats when she makes a weird face. "Have you been drinking Emma Nelson?" She asks shocked like it was some big deal.

"Yes mother I have been and I'll drink more if I damn well want to!" I hiss at her pulling my arm from her grasp and run down to my room. The basement. i know what normal teenager has her room as a basement. Well sorry to burst your bubble but I'm no normal teenager. Slamming the door shut I lock it before throwing myself on the bed. "Argg!" I scream into my comforter.

Standing up I pulled down my skirt and kicked my shoes off across the room. I was left in my white beater shirt and a pair of boys blue boxers. Walking over to my computer desk I picked up the small purple notebook laying on it and took it back to my bed. Fliping to the next empty page I picked up the pen inside and started writing. I wrote for about an hour before my eye lids started closeing on there own. Tucking the book underneath my pillow I turned off the bed side lamp and fell into dreamless sleep.

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The next day I didnt wake to my alarm clock. No I was awoken by pounding on my window above my bed. Groaning I lifted my head and saw Manny bending down, tapping on the window. Rolling my eyes I slowly stood up and pulled open my window. "What!" I hissed out before clutching my head in pain. Damn I hate hangovers.

"Emma! Do you know what time it is?" I twisted around and saw 12:20 flashing on my clock. "Its lunch time and your coming to school." (sorry if I got there lunch time wrong my bad lol)

I look at her strangley for a moment before pushing the window back down. No sooner then I had laid back down on the bed did the tapping start back up. "Emma. You need to get to school like now!" She yelled.

"Fuck!" I screamed into my pillow before pushing myself up. Yanking open the window again I stared at her. "Why do I need to get to school?" I asked her with annoyence in my voice.

"Cause Jay's beating the fuck out of Chester!" She snaped making me look up sharpley. "Exactly. Now go get changed and quick!" She made a motion with her hand toward my closet. Giving her one last look I jumped up and ran to my closet. Grabing the first pair of pants that I could find I sliped them on and jumped into my shoes. Deciding to crawl out the window was easier then getting into it with mom again. Manny helped me out and both of us ran to school.

A/N:I know I took forever! and longer to make this chapter. But I promise I'll try and keep the chapters coming faster. Ok so I want to say thank you to all my faithful reviewers who actually love this story. That came as a surprise to me lol.. I thought this story wouldnt even get one review none the less 20. ok well this chapter may be short but it works dosent it. Later