The Open Door
By: KellyCRocker59
Chapter Five 1/2: Edward (No he's not rescuing them)
Parasite Eve sent me a review on Ch. 5, and it got me to thinking; What would Edward be doing right now?
This is based on one of my favorite songs, Hole By: Kelly Clarkson
You guys are gonna hate me for this.
Time
Everything around me
I smile
I walked slowly toward the light of the town square. Bella had stopped me last time, but she won't stop me now.
I've given up on faith, on everything
All I want, all I need
If I could cry, I would have done so long ago. I had nothing left to live for now that she was gone, so why should I live any longer?
Inside of me
It's so cold
I thought about life for a second before I ended mine, looking out upon the city in Italy. The Volturri would soon be there, so what was the rush?
Eating at the core of me
Shut off
Bella. She was all that I could think about. I thought of how much I still loved her, and how she had moved on. I didn't blame her for leaving me. She only moved on because I hurt her so much. More than I ever thought possible.
I've given up on faith, on everything
All I want, all I need
I only left her to protect her, but I ended up doing the exact opposite. Victoria had still come after her, and if it hadn't been for Jacob Black, she would be dead. Why did I have to leave her?
Inside of me
It's so damn cold
Jacob Black. I couldn't be mad at him. He had saved Bella's life. But he had also taken her from me. It didn't matter anymore, now did it? I was about to die. Would I feel any pain?
So far from where I should be
Your hands reachin out for me
Death. Was it really that scary of a thought? It would make me numb, gone. I would never see Bella again. But she had Jacob now. Jacob to love, to kiss, to hold. Jacob could supply her with so much more than I could. But was I ready to let her go? To never see her again?
I can feel it!
All wrong
Never Again. I would never see her face again. Never kiss her. Never hold her. Never be with her again. I was ready. I was ready for it to over.
Inside of me
It's so cold
The end. I took that step into the sunlight, feeling the warm rays against m body. I knew what it was doing, and I closed my eyes. I smiled at the thought of Bella as I heard screams. I wasn't afraid to leave any longer. And then, I was dead.
Inside of me
It's so damn cold
I know, pretty sad. PLZ DON'T BE MAD!