AN: Sorry everyone for posting this twice, it was an accident. And I know it seems like this will just be sex but I am trying to go somewhere with the story so bear with me :)

I arrived at Bella's house, and saw the light on up in her room.

Great. She is probably changing, just what I needed at a time like this.

I sighed and climbed up to her window, she was in the bathroom getting ready for school.

I lay on her bed, but immediately jumped up remembering that it was the very spot that I violated my angel.

Bella walked out of the bathroom, and was thankfully, completely dressed and ready for school.

"Edward! I woke up and you weren't here, is anything wrong?" Bella exclaimed.

"Yes, there is... and I don't really know how to tell you, but I'm going to try." I said.

I saw the fear in Bella's eyes, did she think I was going to leave her again?

"Please, it's not that... I just made a mistake" I said.

Bella walked over to me and held my hand, then kissed my cheek.

"What is it Edward?" she said

"Last night, while you were sleeping... I thought about you sexually. I didn't do anything, but I touched your legs and stomach for a while."

Bella didn't say anything, but only kept looking at me.

I continued. "I am so sorry Bella, I took advantage of you and broke our trust. I promise I will never do it again, and if I don't feel that I can keep my promise I can leave because I never want to hurt you."

Bella immediately put her hand to my mouth. "Don't say you will leave, please. It would kill me if you did again. Please don't say that." she said.

"Don't worry, I will keep my promise because I care about you. But I may not be able to stay here at night anymore." I said.

"Edward.. stop. You haven't even given me a chance to say what I think about this, and you are already saying you will stay away from me at night?" she asked.

"But... aren't you repulsed in any way? I'm a monster, and you're a goddess" I said.

Bella almost laughed. "I can't believe you would think that, I have always wanted us to have a stronger physical relationship, but I thought we couldn't because you would want my blood, and I thought I just wasn't good enough for you... I am so innocent and young and you are perfect."

I almost choked hearing her words. She wants a physical relationship? She thinks she isn't good enough for me? And worst of all she thinks that I do not want her because she is innocent! That was what got me thinking sexually in the first place!

"Isabella Marie Swan. You should know by now that you are far more than good enough for me. And all of your thinking is irrational. If I was perfect, I wouldn't have thought about you that way last night" I said.

"Edward Anthony Mason Cullen" she said with a smile "I am not angry that you thought about me, we love each other and I too want you in a way more than spiritually, but... can we? I mean... would you be able to resist?"

"Bella, I think I would, I am close to you everyday, and there is no chance I would anymore, mind over matter, remember?" I asked.

Bella smiled her beautiful smile.

"So... could we ever... you know...?" she asked.

I smiled. "It's time to get to school, were going to be late."

And we walked to my car, and drove to school. Both of us having dirty thoughts in mind.

The Car Ride.

Bella's POV

Butterflies fluttered in my stomach. Did Edward want to...?

I couldn't believe that Edward thought I didn't want him physically, of course I wanted him! How could I not? We have known each other for quite a long time, and we love each other. And if he is able to resist, why shouldn't we do it?

I looked up at Edward's beautiful face.

"So... you never answered me." I said.

"Well... I am just kind of shocked that you would want to... aren't you afraid I would want your blood? Not that I would even dare drink from you after all we've been through" Edward said.

" I am not scared, all I want is you, and I want nothing more than to show how much I love you" I said.

"I already know that you love me." Edward said, smiling.

"Please don't make this hard for me Edward. Do you want to have sex with me or not?" I said. There. I said it. Now he could not think I was too young to talk about sex.

I thought Edward would smile at me again like I was a little child. But he became incredibly serious.

"You know that I do" he said.

I leaned in and kissed him. "So do I"

Preview of next chapter:

"No way! You and Bella are going to do it?" said Emmett.

"Yes. And I needed to ask... do you have any..err...advice?" I said.

Emmett smiled suggestively. "What kind of advice?"