Thanks everyone so much for the advice and reviews.
I know i have trouble with he said/she said, I've just started writing so give me a break LOL.
So in this chapter i kind of make fun of the fact that all guys only think about sex... i really exaggerated.. but yeah lol.
But anyways...
Edwards POV
Each of my classes when by too slowly, I was eager to go to lunch to see Bella.
Instead of spending my class time listening to everyones thoughts, the only thoughts I listened to was all the males at school.
First I listened to Mike Newtons.
Inside his mind he was imagining Bella in some costume showing way too much skin clenching to him on a dance floor.
My hand curled into a fist. But I felt a bit better when I imagined my hand snapping Mike's neck so fast that Bella doesn't even realize what happened.
I listened to Tyler's mind...
He was thinking about Angela...and oh my... was he kinky.
Cool whip eh?
I immediately blocked out his mind, too disgusted to listen any further.
This was all new to me, is this really what all guys thought about?
I always tried to avoid these kind of thoughts.
When I was a human, my mum always taught me to be a gentlemen. What my mum taught me was one of the only things I remembered from being a human.
She was such a wonderful person. So contrite, she taught me that I should always hold the door open for a lady, and treat her with as much respect as every woman deserves.
And now look who I was, listening to bizarre sex tips from Tyler's mind.
It's a good thing mum wasn't alive today.
Why was I even doing this?
As much as I dreamed of being Bella's "first"...I should not be spending all of my classes thinking about sex, I should think about how much I love Bella... and how special this will be for us... it would be a whole new step in our relationship. We would have more trust in each other... a closer bond...
...hot sex...
No no Edward think about mum, not that!!! Be a gentleman!!!
I groaned. This was more complicated than I thought it would be.
So I did what I told myself I would do if all else failed.
Speak to Emmett.
Bella's POV
I floated to Trigonometry.
Jessica laughed when she saw me. "Well SOMEONE looks happy?"
I smiled. "Someone does."
"Come on. Spill. What's new? How's Edward" Jessica said with a wicked smile, eager for gossip as usual.
"Edward's...fine." Should I tell her that me and Edward are going to go all the way?
No. I wouldn't.
Edward was going to keep the same privacy for me... I know he would. Because Edward is perfect...oh how I love him!
"Pshh... you are hiding something from me and I know it. I do not know what you are hiding but I will find out eventually"
I smiled to myself...
No you wont Jessica...Edward wont tell a soul...
"Well you wont believe how great things are between me and Mike. I KNOW that I am the only one he loves, I think we are going to do it sometime, he has hinted it already. I cant believe he really loves me, I feel so amazing. Does Edward feel the same way about you?" Jessica replied with such enthusiasm
Poor girl. She had Mike Newton, and I had Edward Cullen... the most amazing.. honest man in the world...
"Yes, I think he does" I replied. Unable to hide my smile.
Edwards POV
"Hey! Emmett!" I yelled across the cafeteria, Bella wasn't out of class yet, a perfect chance for me and Emmett to talk.
"Sup bra?" Emmett was getting Rosalie's place setting at the lunch table, and getting her food ready even though none of them would eat it... except Bella.
"I still don't get why you do all that for her" I said.
Emmett winked. "The nicer I am today, the better the reward tonight."
There was a pause.
"Please Emmett... stop thinking about Rosalie in your mind... it's disturbing to see my sister dressed like that in your bed"
"Sorry, it's all there is to think about, but you wouldn't know.. you and Bella don't..." Emmett left it at that, I knew what he was talking about.
"Well actually..." I smiled suggestively.
"No way!!! You and Bella DID it?" Emmett was shocked.
"No, we are soon." I said.
"NO WAY." Emmett said.
"Yes way..."
"Well sick. And you'll need to use a rubber, man. I don't need to with Rosalie... but Bella... she's human."
I frowned. "I never though about that...but anyways... do you have any... err...advice?"
Emmett smiled suggestively. "What kind of advice."
"Come on Emmett"
He laughed "Ok ok... well, all I can tell you for your first time, is to just stick with a simple position, kiss a lot, don;t go too hard but make her moan a little so she doesnt think you are just a softy, make it all romantic. And then when you guy's start doing it more you can get more creative"
"um...thanks Emmett" I said.
And that very moment, Bella turned up behind me with a tight hug. We made out, with much more lust than usual.
And for once, I didn't push her away.