Bella's POV

Lunch was a little awkward, me and Edward were more affectionate than usual, we sat next to each other instead of across. Each movement Edward made towards me gave me butterflies.

Part of me was excited, finally, me and Edward could have sex. Our relationship would be so much better now.

But part of me was afraid, not that he would suck my blood or anything like that. But in a way I couldn't explain.

I'm a virgin, is it not normal for me to be so anxious, and yet, so frightened.

What is he thinks I'm... err... bad?

You know... at sex...

Or what if it hurts really bad and I can't handle it... and that makes him less attracted to me?

Were vampire men... bigger?

I was too afraid to talk to Jess or Angela about this. So I decided to go to who I knew I could trust.

Alice.

But wait... what if Edward read her mind and knew I told her about it?

Then I would break Edward's trust. He would hate me!

I then changed my mind about asking Alice, I would keep Edwards trust. Surely he didn't tell anyone.

Edwards POV

Bella was looking at me longingly all of lunch.

I was convinced that my sexual feelings were mutual.

Tonight would be the night.

It was perfect, everyone was going hunting tonight, me and Bella would have the huge victorian house to ourselves.

Emmett wanted to tell me something. I listened to his mind.

So are you going to buy condoms after school?

I looked away from him and nodded. Not making it to obvious we were talking.

Are you guys going to do it tonight when everyone's hunting? Are you fed enough to resist?

I nodded to both questions.

I had fed last week, I was sure I would be fine.

"So are you coming over after school?" Bella asked.

Right then I heard Alice's mind trying to get my attention.

You and Bella are going to have sex? Tonight?

I had a vision... it looked like you were raping Bella. Are you sure she wants this?

I nodded to Alice's question. Of course I wasn't going to rape Bella, Alice miss read it. I didnt have time to be disqusted that Alice saw us screwing. Bella distracted me.

"K, cool" She said.

Damn it, she thought I was nodding to her, not Alice.

"Wait no, I cant" I said.

Because he is going to buy condoms...

That was Emmett's mind.

"Me and Emmett need to go to the store... but... come over tonight... seven o clock?"

Bella raised her eyebrows, probably wondering why we would need to go to the store.

But she nodded and finished eating her lunch.

Get up to throw away your tray... I'll meet you there.

It was Alice, I moved my arm that was around Bella and walked to the garbage can, Alice did the same.

She kept her voice low. "I'm not kidding Edward, it really looked like Bella didn't want it, believe me Edward if you lose control around her you will wish you were never born... Bella is my best friend and I don't want to see her hurt."

"Alice honestly you are being crazy, your vision was wrong ok?" I rolled my eyes.

After School

I kissed Bella goodbye and me and Emmett got in the Volvo.

Condom time, should we get flavored?

"Shut up Emmett..." I growled.

PREVIEW

I leaned in to kiss Bella right after I mounted her... when suddenly... I heard her voice inside my head.

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