Chapter 8

Bella's POV

"Tomorrow we will spend the day at the meadow, then I need to leave with Carlisle. But don't worry, we are going to have Rosalie stay with you." Edward said.

My eyes widened. "Umm…why can't Alice stay with me instead?"

"We need Alice's visions." He said flatly, then he was sympathetic, "Don't worry, I'll talk to her first. But now I need to get you home, you will be safe tonight. Eat and get some sleep and I will pick you up early tomorrow."

"Ok" I said.

That Night.

I knew Edward couldn't stay with me tonight, he had to help Carlisle. They were probably going to have a meeting with the pack. I didn't want to be selfish, but I couldn't help but feel sad that this would be my first night without Edward in a long time; tonight I wouldn't have Jacob, and not even Edward to comfort me.

Not that he would be very sensitive, he's the one that killed him, and I couldn't get that out of my head. Part of me wanted to hate Edward for killing what was my best friend when he left me. But another part of me hated Jacob, for hurting me and saying he hated me for making love with Edward.

I was so confused; I took my troubled thoughts with me to bed, and drifted off to slumber….

I had a terrible dream that night, I dreamed that I walked into the Fork's gym and saw Edward feeding, but not off of just any animal, but a wolf, a werewolf. As I watched him drink, a hand then touched my shoulder. I turned around to see Jacob. He smiled at me then faded into the darkness.

I was awoken suddenly by Edward's hard, cold hands.

"Bella? Sorry I woke you up early, I just got back and wanted to see you…and you looked upset… in your dream. You kept saying Jacob…" he said.

I looked at my clock…it was 6:30.

"Don't worry about it, I was just… having a nightmare. Can I have a human minute?" I asked.

Edward did a crooked smile. "Of course." The he turned into a statue lying on my bed.

I took a quick shower, dried my hair and put on an average outfit.

There was no point trying to look sexy, Edward would just pull it off in 5 minutes anyway.

I smiled to myself.

"Ready to go?" asked Edward as I walked into my room, the statue had come alive.

Instead of hiking to the meadow, like the very first time we went, I rode on Edward's back, the cool air was invigorating and only made me more excited to see the beautiful scene from long ago.

It was more wonderful than I remembered. Everything was serene, the nature was lovely and Edward only made it better.

We sat against the tree; his arm was around me.

His sparkling body was dazzling me, I loved how the sun shone on him.

I leaned in and kissed him with my fingers digging into his hair, my body pressed tightly against his as I kissed his cheek and his neck; biting lightly as I suppose to fulfill a little vampire fantasy.

I squeezed me in his arms and had me sit on his lap; I rubbed between his legs and tongued his neck.

The last time Edward and I had sex, was so careful to make it wonderful for both of us, and now he still did that, Edward was good at everything after all, but he just seemed a bit more eager, fiercer than last time.

He laid me on the grass, kissed my mouth, my chin then kept working lower and lower from between my breasts, to my stomach to my pants button.

He started to undo his own pants; he had one leg on each side of me and didn't seem too interested in any more foreplay.

"Edward" I said with a giggle. "You know I like to be on top, since when did vampires get to do everything" I put my hand over his hands that was taking off his pants.

"I'd let you be on top…but I'd like to get our clothes off before nightfall if you don't mind." He said.

I scowled. It's wasn't my fault that I stumbled a lot.

So I let Edward take control, today, but I was sure he would let me have a turn another time.

He quickly removed his own pants and went on to mine, while kissing and tonguing between my breasts, how he was able to both at the same time I did not know.

So quickly he was able to enter me, I wasn't sure if it was a vampire thing but he was able to get hard so quickly… and oh God did he do it so well… the pain struck me not quite as hard as the very first time, this time it felt more like a sensation than just the pulling of my muscles.

Edward's POV

I hope Bella didn't think I was being so foreword because I was a pervert…the real reason I was going so quickly was I just wanted to hear her thoughts, now that I knew how to get in her mind, I wanted to do it over and over again, and along with physical feeling, it was just perfect.

I entered Bella with blazing determination and lust. And that's when I heard her.

He's a bit more feisty than usual. I don't mind really.

I don't understand why people don't make such a big deal out of sex as they should, probably because not a lot of people have sex with a vampire, and Edward is more than a vampire… he's something more, he's just better is every way, like an angel, hey that would be a good penis name ANGEL… not that'd id ever tell him..But anyways..Ohh.. this is so good…….

Did Bella always think so much? How could she have so many thoughts when we have sex?

After a few minutes I felt our bodies easing and I knew it had to end. I didn't want it to end; I wanted to hear her thoughts. But I left her body, kissed her, and then lay next to her, sniffing her neck… enjoying the scent.

"That was great" Bella sighed.

"Just another reason to kiss me" I said leaning in. And she did kiss me, with so much lust I almost wanted to get on top of her again.

"This meadow really is a great place for sex. We should come to the meadow more often." Bella said seductively.

"Now I'll never be able to come to this meadow again, you know. Now that I've seen you in it, it will just seem obsolete if I'm here alone."

"Well" said Bella with a smile. "You can never come here alone, I'll just follow you and jump on top of you, silly."

There was a pause.

"Speaking of jumping… you seemed especially frisky today… is there a reason… other can how irresistible I am?" she asked teasingly.

I hesitated. "There is another reason… I just don't want to tell you."

Bella got on top of me, she kissed my sparkling nose. "Please tell me"

I shook my head.

She put her hands between my legs and kissed my shimmering chest. "How about now?"

I sighed. "Alright, I'll tell you, but please don't be angry"

She waited.

"When we're…having…. sex…. I can… hear your thoughts."

Little Bella's eyes widened.

"You can what???"

"Don't be angry" I persisted. "But that's part of why I was so eager, I wanted to hear you in my head, it was amazing."

"What did you hear?" she cried.

"…. I heard what you were thinking." I said.

Bella's POV

I couldn't believe what I was hearing. If I had known before I definitely would have controlled my thoughts!

"Um… what exactly did you hear?" I asked.

"Well you think Angel is a good name for my penis" Edward laughed.

I blushed harder than ever had before.

"They were just thoughts…when we have sex I like to thing about things a lot."

"I can tell… you have a lot of thoughts." Edward said.

I blushed again.

"So do you want to.. Do it again, you can practice controlling your thoughts for next time." Edward winked.

I smiled. And before I knew it he was on top of me again and we were going at it.

I felt his cold, marble chest against my breast as he pleasured both of us.

Hello Edward!

I thought.

Edward laughed; I locked my arms around his neck.

Wee!!! you can hear me!!

Edward laughed again. "Do you need a rest now, the sex AND me hearing you can be a little much"

I smiled "ok."

Right as he was leaving me, another thought came.

Jacob hated hearing that Edward and I were together; I can't believe he is dead.

I was sure Edward couldn't hear that thought, because he wasn't in me when I thought it, but apparently he heard.

Edward scowled at me then went to put on his pants.

"What is it?" I asked as I dressed myself.

"When will you get that damn wolf out of your head" Edward hissed.

"How did you hear me?" I was shocked.

"I can hear you for another few seconds after I leave you" Edward said turning his head away from me.

"Look, I cant just forget him, I'm not a vampire, I don't get distracted so easily like you do" I said.

In about one second Edward grabbed my fiercely and held me against a tree, I was held up 3 inches above the ground.

"He. Means. Nothing." Edward hissed. "Stop thinking about him, I HATE him and I never want to hear about him again, if I hadn't killed him he would have hurt you again. Can't you see? His kind is just an immature, uncontrollable dog and I'd always wanted to kill him since the moment I saw him talk to you. He was not good for you, and it's good that he is gone."

I was hurt. But the hurt turned to anger.

"You didn't know anything about Jacob, when you were trying to protect me, and you left me here alone, Jacob was the only friend to me. You just don't understand, everything has to be about you, you don't know anything."

Edward pulled my down from the tree and he roared. He grabbed me again, not enough to hurt me, but with a lot of pressure, he held me against his chest, I felt his teeth stroke my neck lightly…

"In only one moment, I could make you like me…. Then eventually you would understand… you would have knowledge…. and you could forget that werewolf all together" he whispered in my ear.

I shivered.

Then he immediately looked sad; he put his ear against my heart and listened to it beat quickly.

"I love you Bella, can't you see that? Please just forget him. I don't want to still be jealous even when he is dead." Edward said in almost a whimper.

"I can't. But I will try. Is that enough?" I asked.

Edward looked at me. "Enough for now"

"I love you" I said.

Then Edward loosed his hold on me and kissed my cheek in repentance.

SNEAK PEAK

"Let me out of here!" I cried, as I held on to the metal bars in front of me.

"This should hold you in, human. Plenty of time for me to kill your boyfriend" Missy said with a smirk.

AN: I am going to be at girls camp until this friday but I will have lots of updates when I get back! xoxoxoxo