I know there is no forgiveness for me so I'm not gonna try to beg for it I will just say that I started a new job and I could post this early. As compensation I'll say that I'm writing the next chapter right now in the PC and I hope that I can post it tomorrow or on Friday. Is a promise!

Brennan is sitting near Angela, but her mind is not even close to be near that table they share, not even close to that moment. Her thoughts belong right now to another night, she cant do anything but think about it, something that is devouring her from the inside.

No, she can't stop thinking about last night.

Last night I was kissing Booth or he as kissing me or we both were kissing each other, the details doesn't matter - at least no this one – the point is that I was against a door with his lips on mines and his hands on my waist. That the moment that I most remember from last night the rest is a little hazy and it isn't hazy because of a hangover cause I didn't drink that much. It must to be because of that thought, it wins any other ever and keep the away.

So yes, now I only can think about him and that sweet kiss. No, not sweet, dangerous, hot maybe. But there is something more in my mind, there is something more that I remember and it's me stopping that kiss, running away from him, avoiding him. And it's killing me because in any other moment I would have Kiss him back – not that I didn't kiss him back yesterday, but I surely wouldn't stopped him so soon - I wouldn't have let him stop never.

But not last night, not that way.

Not with Booth drunk.

It's torturing me to think that the only moment I attract him is when he is drunk and can't think properly.

So now I'm here, sitting next to Angela eating the hugest ice-cream I ever seen while punishing myself cause it's mine all the fault for letting Booth get so close to me that he can hurt me this way.

Angela let her friend some time for her to in silence knowing that her friend needs it. She didn't know why she did but she knew. And it wouldn't take long for Angela to know the reason, just some more minutes.

When Angela couldn't wait more she finally decided to ask.

"A penny for your thoughts?"

"What?"

"I said a penny for your thoughts"

"I don't know what you mean, why would I want a penny?"

!Oh Bren, it's not like that, it's just a game. When someone tells you that, you have to answer truly".

"That's a stupid game"

"I know but you have not a way out so answer me".

"Really Ange, it's nothing important"

"Ok, but let me tell you that I don't have anything more important to do that to hear you, so even when it's something stupid that doesn't deserve mention I want to hear it, so spit it"

"Really, it's nothing…"Brennan tried to say before Angela cut her off.

"Bren, come on!"

"Ok, ok, I'll tell you and after all, I think I could use some help"

She took her time before speaking again to breathe and search for the best way to tell it. "I was thinking about last night and Booth, something happened"

"You two fought again?"

"No" She tough about tell her a lie, tell her that yes, that they had fought and nothing more, it was a great way out but she decided to tell her friend the true because it was right, she could use some help and her friend always has something to say that make her feels relaxed after talking to her. "Actually we didn't this time"

"So tell me, what happened?"

"He kissed me"

"Wait, what?"

"The kiss took me by surprise but I ended kissing him back"

"But sweetie that's great, why are you so worried?"

"I don't know why it is suppose to be great, tell me, what do you see great in him kissing me when he is drunk?" She stopped again before speaking again more relaxed. "I'm scared Angela, I'm scared because I liked that kiss. I felt so empty when I finished it but I knew I had to. He had drunk too much and he wasn't thinking rationally. He didn't want to kiss me he just let the alcohol talk through him. It makes me wonder if he would have done the same with any other girl if I wouldn't have been there. It makes me wonder if he just used me".

"Oh honey I'm sorry but…that's really what you think? Do you really think that he did it because of the alcohol and not just because of you? Because he really wanted to do it?"

"Yes, that's exactly what I think, what I know".

"Then you don't know anything Bren. I think that if he kisses you it was just because he was desperate to do it but I don't want to enter that issue, at least not now. Yesterday, in the car I gave you an advice, have you followed it?"

"No, not yet, I haven't had the chance. Yesterday he was too drunk to do it"

"Ok, but do it as soon as possible I can see you two and mostly you really, really need it".

"How do you do it, Ange? How do you know always what to say, what to do?"

"I don't but I know you and I think I know Booth a little and there's no need to be much smart t figure out what is going between you two".

"You already know what is it, don't you?"

"Kind of it"

"Then tell it to me so I can fix it".

"No sweetie, this is something I can't tell you, I wish I could but you'll have to find it out on your own. Now finish that ice-cream before it melts so we can go to the cinema".

I know I don't deserve it but please I'm begging you to write some review please!